oh wow look who decided to make a grand return what freaking LOSER anyways spreading the gatespel once again mASSIVE GATETAIL ART DUMP!!!!!!! hi i exist here!
gatetail au which is sorta a spinoff of the geno ending, in which ira [SPOILER] is a person that exists... which imade a whole explanation of on my insta
and these r from last year smile :) most is geno related butwhatever
and a buncha more smaller stuff like doodles on my insta @cedricxcrouse !!!!
Major character death (there's only like 2 characters in this fanfic but ehh)
Murder/Descriptions of murder
Hematolagnia(Blood fetish) / Blood play
Desperate gone Insane (if that's a thing)
Sleeping on a corpse (probably not a tw but who cares)
Excessive use of "..."
35 uses of the word "Experience"
@cedricxcrouse
“Human!~ Come on!” I unsheath my sword, giggling. “No more running away…!”
Experience. I’m looking for her. To get her Experience. It’s been destined to be mine…!
The ever-growing urges in my brain keep getting louder. They tell me to just kill the human and get it over with. This is it. This is the moment I've been waiting for. Waiting. For so, so long.
Do it, Elizabeth, my thoughts scream. Do it. Kill that girl. Do it now. Experience is your number one priority, remember?
I can't handle it anymore. I just want to kill her.
“You… Haha… G-Get over here…!"
My eyes catch the magenta of her henley shirt. Finally. I focus on her as my heart starts beating with primal excitement. My legs move automatically towards the human, sword in hands.
I forcefully push the human flat onto her stomach, in perfect position. She is begging to me. Begging, pleading for her life to be spared. Just how I like it. But while I was trying to get my sword out from behind her, I accidentally cut some hair off from how sharp the blade is! I think seeing the hair on the ground just made my episode begin to get more intense…
"I wanna just… stab you right now, and… w-watch the blood drain out of your body…! I-I'm gonna slash your throat with the steel of my blade!" I laugh at the human. It's a sickening laugh. "And… i-if you survive that, I'm gonna bash your head on one of those tr-trees over there. I'm finally gonna get your Experience. Finally. F-Finally… Ahahaa…"
I really can't take this adrenaline rush any longer. My heart is beating so fast just from the thrill alone! And it’s so loud I can hear it in my ears… The stress is pushing at the muscles and tendons in my arms, along with my blade. I've already sliced some of her hair off, why not go further..?
And that's when I break.
I thrust my sword into her back, and the blood immediately starts seeping out of the wound. Another huge wave of excitement fills my body as I slowly pull the blade out. I try my hardest to hold back a moan. My sword’s covered in blood now… My breathing quickens as I plunge it in again. I love every moment of this. Then I pull it out again. In, out. In, out. I repeat that about 8 times. And then I stop.
I can't believe it. I finally did it. That human's Experience. It's finally going to be mine…! I've needed it for so long. So long. Hahahaha. I need her Experience. I need Experience. Experience ExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienc ExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperienceExperi
“My heart… C- Can you feel it, human…? Can you feel my heart…?” I turn her onto her back and place her hand on my chest, right where my heart is. It starts beating even faster just from her touch. A sickening grin grows on my face from the sensation.
“Mhh… It’s beating so hard… j-just for you…!” I giggle. “Just ‘c-cause… you’re here…! I can f-finally get your… Your… Hahah…”
My eyes flicker to her stomach. It’s been stained red from when I stabbed her. I look back in the human’s eyes, and back to the mess of blood. The sight of all the blood makes me almost drool on myself. My breaths get faster taking it all in. A laugh dies in my throat. I don’t even think the human’s going to notice my episode anyway. She’s practically unresponsive.
But after an unnecessarily long delay, I continue to try and kill this girl. I set my hand on the grass to her left - my right hand on my sword, already aligning it to the perfect throat-cutting angle.
I look the human dead in her eyes, but I realize she's barely looking at me back...! Damnit, is her vision fogging up from blood loss…?
Well, it really doesn't matter. I giggle again, right before slitting the human's throat open. And I think I cut that "carotid" artery, thank Jacob. Her blood splatters all over me. On my sword, my gloves, even my face.
Her warm blood feels so good on my face.
Her Experience feels so good on my face.
It feels so good to have something I've hoped for for so long finally happen.
The human finally bleeds out and dies about a minute later. Oh my CODE. I did it. I actually did it! Her Experience, all to myself…! It's been destined to be mine! It always has! But still, I wish she’d gained more of it beforehand. Because then I could have even more. I need more Experience.
And without thinking, I drop my sword and my face flies to her neck, while I try to put my mouth over where I slashed it. After I find the best spot, I clasp my lips over it and start sucking the blood out. Still warm. That metallic penny-ish taste that I’m so familiar with instantly fills my mouth. A feeling of warm pleasure comes to my mind. I can’t believe it…! I get a few gulps of the human’s blood. I lid my eyes from the sensation as a moan escapes my throat. I honestly forgot blood could taste this good when it’s just come out…!
I need more of her Experience.
But I'm too tired to get more.
Well, I suppose if I'm too tired, I ponder to myself, I guess I could just spend the night laying on the human...? It'd probably be more comfortable than a real bed…
I take my own advice, and curl up against her still warm body, right where my head goes on top of her blood-stained abdomen. The weight of my head makes a little more blood from her neck spurt up and land back down onto itself. I wish it landed on me instead...
Well, no bother, it's not really that much of a big deal. I close my eyes and try (keyword: TRY) to fall asleep. My heavy breaths from pleasure and bloodlust are still apparent, and they make it hard for me to, you know, do the "sleeping" thing. I try to do some breathing exercises I remember from back when to attempt to calm myself down—in for four seconds through my nose, and out for six seconds from my mouth.
It seems to work a bit, but all of my excitement from finally getting the human’s Experience is still yet to fade. It’s just, I've been waiting for so long. I've tried to kill her for so long. And she's finally dead...! I finally have her Experience!
After a short while, I finally manage to fall asleep. I experienced the best dream ever… It was the same situation I was just in, except the human didn’t die, and she had unlimited blood, so I could just stab her over and over and over again…! And all the wounds and cuts and holes that I created just regenerated themselves, and the blood was still available for me to do whatever I want with it! I had so much fun tormenting the dream-human… I cut off her arms, her legs… I even cut off her head, and the sight of all of the blood alone just made my mind feel so good! I really wish I could experience it forever and ever…
• When you explain (whether your family members being toxic, accepting 'rude' criticism issues, psychological issues etc). Believe me, he is willing to listen to your outburst, so much so that you said that you even wanted to take your own life because there is no one to give you affection, whether physical or not, when your life since childhood was lost by fights, bullying and lack of paternal affection .
• He stops to think for a moment, he stares at you looking at your tearful and desperate form, poor you (and me too because, believe me, I go through this many times, even as an adult I still have a teenage mentality) you are desperate, crying, sobbing and drooling with frustration and sadness, Stare knows you've never had a normal life.
• He comforts you hugging you, you quickly reciprocate, because you want a hug and affection that you never received in your life.
"My dear y/n, I want to help you get better and feel better, I'm here to listen to you and take care of yourself from far away from you, life is cruel with pure and innocent beings like you suffer a lot, I understand that friend".
• You then wipe away your tears, stop sobbing and then Starecrown takes you to his dimension for you and he talks to you if you feel better.
• He will use his magic to put a comfortable, peaceful and calm ambient sound, you feel better.
• Oh! Also he can buy the things you dream of having, he also sings something you like and tries to make jokes with you.
• After you feel better, Stareboy is satisfied and he gives you a bracelet made by him to remind you of him.
"Even if ice is forced to live in a life with bad people, I will forever be his guardian angel until his life is gone, I will always be by his side" one more you.
(y/n) -Thank you Stare, you will always be and my first is the only friend I never had.
With those words he gives a melancholy affectionate smile and rubs his hair/fur and he says.
-"In a duty my help is to take care of people suffering from pain, I will always be by your side our friendship is a galaxy together with other friends like you dear" - You give a big and true smile in your life, you will love eternally this angel by illuminates your lonely heart.
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|| Sorry I'm small, I needed write that forget what you hear with me an hour ago.
I believe in Starecrown comfort character supremacy!
I noticed there was no fan-art of Starecrown, so I thought I should change that. Oh, what a perfect drawing for the midnight hour~
I know the charting of his mod isn’t good (the creator said that was intended to invoke dread), but damn if I don’t love the concept of an anxiety-inducing eldritch. He really looks like something from a disturbing Newgrounds short too.
Due to the nature of this character according to his creator, Jofini, I thought it would be fun to draw him in a Heart-Throbbing Adventure manner!
Edit: last version from yesterday was too off model, here's an improvement lol
i REALLY want to keep posting to a minimum aka only making posts about ACTUAL DECENT art pieces but my phone got sent to the purge so i cant post instagram stories and im BORED so heres whatever this is. draw ur favs with ur problems orwhatever featuring nada i LOVE TEMPOROMANDIBULAR JOINT (TMD) DYSFUNCTION ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COULDVE ALL BEEN AVOIDED IF A DENTIST KNEW WHAT SHE WAS DOING!!!!!!!!! HURRAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and frankly this couldve all been way easier if i chose to NOT get a permanent retainer, but of course SCREW YOU! GIVE THE GOVERNMENT MORE MONEY FOR YOUR SUFFERING!!!!!! HAVE FUN WITH LOCKJAW LOSER!!!!!!!!!!
and you know what i never liked dentists. avoided them like the plague. for no particular reason. and then i never had good luck with them. ANOTHER dentist ladys feral dog bit the H*CK out of my arm like two years ago. battle scars. because she left them in charge of two infants who couldnt come to its height if they stacked on top of each other. whatever. my dad isnt even aware it happened but honestly i wish he did cause a furious serbian dad yelling at neighbors and a possible lawsuit wouldve been funny to witness. but its too late for that now. whatever again. tanja when i see u next its on sight.