#jonsense

[jonsense]

Why do we fall for the foolish messages that stray us far away from our destiny?

zero compassion & lacking empathy.

seeking the truth that is no where to be found

reading between the lines,

tripping on the pieces left on the ground

no spark at all, just the heavy feeling of it.

a beautiful song written in the dark

a melody that cannot be heard if you don't feel it in your heart.

[jonsense]

Changes.

Life could be so much smoother for me if i'd only take chances, and stop overwhelming my mind with crazy thoughts.

Starting yesterday, healthy eating began. Which is great. Cooked some brown rice today, and strayed away from my sister's fried filet madness. Instead i baked a filet with unsalted butter, and seasonings. I bought some green tea snapple last night, in a big 'value' size bottle. I'm really disappointed that they would be so cheap and sweetened it with high fructose corn syrup. I think i'm gonna go to walmart and return it, because that's that stuff I don't like. Their glass bottles were more my type.

School school school.  I've been missing way too many classes, and assignments. How could I let myself drown in a depressing lifestyle? I barely get any sleep, and when I do I literally wake up in the evening. Sickening .

Work? I'm going to work again at six flags. For a locker company that works inside six flags. I get to help people that struggle with a self serve locker. Which is pretty chill. I like observing the flow of things, and helping people. So i think I will enjoy this position. My manager seems like a really cool guy. I just think it's weird that he prefers emails more than phone calls. Phone calls are more timely.

ahh. more original posts to come. Let me get inspired... breathe!

[jonsense]

The only place I can truly find clarity.

[jonsense]

I don't like it when

I reblog two different audio posts in a row, one after the other. Is it just me, or do I have a serious case of OCD? 

Oh well, I probably should have queued one of them. 

[jonsense]

Just to think that things could only get better...

It stooped so low. You begin to question your parents judgment, and their ability to decide what is best for you and everyone else. It is often said to not bring up the past. But if you don't know your history, it could damn well repeat itself. It always does, and I'm done with it. 

[koabro]

jonsense replied to your post: i need someone to cuddle with :/

Are you accepting applications/background checks. Feel free to send me one!

 hehe :)

[jonsense]

I was picking a weird scab on my nose.

Now it looks like I got my nose pierced.

[jonsense]

Graduality

I often times forget that some things require some gradual effort. You do not need to completely fulfill a priority. It's okay to take it slow one step at a time. It's better to do what you can while you can with the best of your ability. I feel the need to get everything done at once because I'm overwhelmed by the thought of it. But there are some things that can't be done at the given moment, and it takes due time for it to occur or happen. Sometimes I just feel like I keep waiting for the right moment. Obstacles always get in the way. I hope the clouds disappear so I can proceed into the clarity I need to achieve what needs to be done.