#josslyn

[nyxtalksmusic]

Those that have come before you Burn bright with a hope and a truth too

[yoursaintloss]

[hyerisung]

I know we weren't together but we're more than friends (...)

You didn't wanna be like the boys from before, well, look at what you did, 'cause you hurt me more. I guess I can't be mad 'cause I was never yours.

[mayibeyoursbanks]

Jj x reader to the song Josslyn by Olivia O’Brien

Oh ya’ll really wanna make me cry ok

“Josslyn”

Pt. 2 Here

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When you had decided to go surprise your best friend JJ after work, the last thing you expected to do was have your heart ripped out from your chest.

Your stomach tingled with nerves with every step towards the chateau. You two had been best friends for years, so of course you started to have real feelings for him. But he did too, you were sure of it.

It had happened at a kegger in the boneyard a couple months ago. Both of you were pretty drunk, you probably more than him, but you couldn’t think about that while you were dancing with JJ in the crowd of people. It was a slow song, and your bodies were pressed together as you swayed to the music.

His hands held you tight to him from behind, and your fingers played with his hair. You’re not sure when or how it happened, but next thing you knew you were looking straight at him, and then your lips were slowly getting closer until all of a sudden they were crashing together.

You sharply inhaled from surprise, and you rested your foreheads together. You both knew that was a one time thing, it could never happen again. No Pogue on Pogue macking.

JJ, eyes closed, whispered “Someday Y/N. Someday we’re going to end up together, and it’ll be beautiful. Just like you.”

Yeah, he might have been a little buzzed from the alcohol, but JJ has always been able to handle himself more than others, and the way he treated you (like a princess) the next coming months had assured you that he meant every word. You know it was going to take time- as much as you wished he would let you fix him, you knew he wanted to fix himself first. So you let him.

But as you got closer to his house, you couldn’t help getting more and more anxious. Would he still feel the same today?

You reached the door and knocked, but as usual there was no answer so you just let yourself in. The front room was empty, so you made your way towards his room, the door to which was closed. Again, you knocked, but this time you heard the rushed squeaking of the bed, and then a big thump. Worried JJ had hurt himself, you opened the door, but JJ wasn’t the one that had fell on the floor.

There was a girl, laying on her side on the ground, naked. Naked, except for a T-shirt you knew belonged to JJ. You knew because you had worn it after going surfing with JJ just last week.

You looked up to JJ’s bed, where he was nearly just as naked. You met his eyes, filled with fear. Your eyes teared up, putting all the pieces together. Never one to show emotions in front of strangers, you quickly shook your head and straightened your back, pivoting toward the front room. You could hear JJ mutter “shit” and “fuck” as he scrambled to put clothes on his body. You had to get out of here, before you couldn’t hold the tears back. You had just grabbed your backpack when JJ burst out into the living room.

“Y/N wait! Stop! I know it doesn’t look good, but let me explain.”

“You don’t owe me an explanation JJ. You can do what you want with your life, I’m not going to stop you. I never have.”

“Y/N please we need to talk. Let me fix this.” THATS when you snapped. There was no fixing this.

“FIX WHAT JJ? There’s nothing to fix! We were never together, you didn’t have the balls to let someone who really cared about you in.” Tears were freely flowing down both of your faces now.

“It didn’t mean anything. SHE didn’t mean anything. You mean everything though. You are my everything Y/N. I don’t love her. I love you.” You couldn’t believe what you just heard. You wanted to believe him and run into his arms and make it all go away, but then your mind went back to the girl in his bedroom.

“Don’t lie to me JJ. If you really loved me, than you would’ve made a move a long time ago. God knows I gave you enough chances.”

“I know! I know! I fucked up our entire relationship Y/N. God I know! But let me make it better right now. Let me open up to you, let me love you and only you.” You just shook your head.

“I can’t believe I let myself believe that JJ. You know once upon a time, I really did think we would end up together some day. I gave you the time to figure your shit out, and I waited. And I know you were waiting for me too, but the difference is I didn’t go fuck another guy while I was waiting for you.” JJ just stayed silent at that. He knew he didn’t have any right to speak. So you lowered your voice and moved toward the door.

“Look JJ. I’m always going to love you. You’re my best friend, and I let myself fall in love with you. And I get that we weren’t together when you invited that girl over today, but you can’t say we weren’t more than friends. Please don’t take that away from me. And I’m still going to love you, always. But just know, that you just blew any chance at us being together, ever. You screwed up that future. For a random girl you met on the street. I hope it was worth it.”

And with that you stormed out of JJ’s house and slammed the door. Tears streamed down your face and ugly sobs tore out of your chest as you trudged home.

If you had stayed for just one minute longer though, you would have heard the reply that broke out of JJ’s mouth in a whisper and mixed itself with the salty tears on his face-

“It wasn’t.”

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@tangledinsparkles @brier-eden @imsad05

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[only-kiwi]

More of Christina Nadin 💗

lil best friend harry for y’all. inspired by josslyn by olivia o’brien. if there’s any other songs you would like me to base these off of pls let me know, it’ll help me out loads. i hope you’re all staying safe. i love u.

[REQUESTS ARE CLOSED]

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yourinstagram u had to go and ruin it so u could get a quick fuck

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ynfan1 WHATSJSJSJ

ynfan2 new song??

yourinstagram @/ynfan2 yup :))

harryfan1 are you and harry dating?

harrystyles They aren’t ready for this one

yourinstagram @/harrystyles like at all

ynfan3 what’s the song about?? also is this harry’s sweater??

yourinstagram @/ynfan3 you’ll see ;) and yes <3

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harrystyles Stream ‘Josslyn’

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harryfan2 this pic omg 🥺

harryfan3 only listening because harry said so

yourinstagram omg free promo xoxox

harrystyles @/yourinstagram go away

ynfan3 pls date

yourinstagram @/ynfan3 we’re good but thanks for the suggestion stream josslyn

harryfan4 lmao i love her

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yourinstagram here’s my best friend. we wrote ‘josslyn’ together. go listen to it.

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ynfan4 harry stays writing bangers

ynfan5 that fact that the girl was actually called josslyn is savage

yourinstagram @/ynfan5 gotta tell it how it is

harryfan5 his shirt omg

harrystyles Let’s write more

yourinstagram @/harrystyles bet

gemmastyles ❤️

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harrystyles Hope that it was worth it...

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yourinstagram ....FUCKING JOSSLYN

yourinstagram iconic luv xxx

harrystyles @/yourinstagram truly

harryfan6 wait no she’s so cute tho omg

harryfan7 supportive bffs we love it

ynfan6 can she be my gf

gemmastyles The prettiest ever

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yourinstagram so pls don’t ever call again

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ynfan7 i love this song sm

ynfan8 if y/n got cheated on then i have no chance

yourinstagram @/ynfan8 men ain’t shit regardless

harryfan8 so cute

harrystyles Did you steal my ring?

yourinstagram @/harrystyles yes and ur not getting it back :)

arianagrande miss thing i am obsessed with u

yourinstagram @/arianagrande marry me rn or it’s on sight

[oliviaobriengifs]

Olivia O’Brien on cheaters

[thelife0fashowgirl]

Josslyn // Olivia O'Brien

[pappydaddy]

Slow? Oh, I can do Slow! (s.h.)

a/n: it is very hard to create a/ns after you’ve written these fics a year ago. i really do not know what to put. but, i am currently revamping my blog and updating my old fics to look more like my newer ones. i will be rewriting this, but i will be doing that some other time. i will still keep this version tho because it’s nice to remember your first fics!

pairing: steve harrington x fem!reader

tv show/movie: stranger things

not requested

tv show/movie: stranger things

warnings: angst with a happy ending, mentions of somebody cheating, some swearing.

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  Y/n couldn’t hide her excitement as she danced around her room. A stereotypical girly pop song blared from her record player making her sing into her hairbrush. Setting the brush down on her vanity, she smeared her lip stick over her lips, still wiggling her hips to the beat of the song. A knock on her door made her movements stop and her head to turn towards the door, knowing that whoever it was would let themselves in. As if on cue, her door opened revealing her mother and younger brother, Dustin. “I just wanted to tell you that I am leaving for your Aunt’s, she’s worried that she’ll go into labor early. Steve should be here soon to take care of Dusty so you can go on your date.” She informed her daughter, her hand resting on the doorknob. 

  “Okay, say hi to Aunt Hannah for me, love you.” Y/n wandered over to press a kiss to her mother’s cheek, giving her a quick hug which her mother returned. 

  “I will,” She reassured her, patting her back before pulling away from the hug. “Make sure you turn your music off so you guys can hear the doorbell so that poor Steve isn’t stuck out on the doorstep until your date get’s here. I’ve gotta go, love you both.” She rushed away from Y/n’s room, leaving Dustin who watched his mother rush to the door. As soon as the door was closed behind their mother, he turned back to his older sister, stepping into her room. 

  “Are you and Jessie even dating? You guys have been on like twenty dates, but you guys haven’t done boyfriend and girlfriend things.” Dustin pried, looking around his sister’s room as she put her record away. Dustin wasn’t fan of Jessie, he felt something off about the allusive ‘boyfriend’. Y/n gave her brother an annoyed look over her shoulder, slipping the record back in it’s spot. 

  “I mean, technically, we aren’t official, but like, we’ve been spending a lot of time together.” She told him, checking her appearance in her mirror, taking in her dress and makeup. Sure, her and Jessie hadn’t put labels on it, but she was positive that all the signs were there. She spend many nights in his bed, going on dates. She knew that they weren't together in the typical sense, but it like an unspoken thing. 

  “So like, you two aren’t together, but you guys are still exclusive?” Dustin was beyond confused. Dating to him was extremely confusing when it was laid straight out, so this was completely new territory for him. 

  “Yeah, we haven’t talked about that yet, but all the signs are there,” She grabbed her purse, stuffing her lip stick in along with her house keys and wallet. “It’s really only a matter of time before we do become official, but this is still a closed relationship.” She pulled her coat on, slipping her heels onto her feet. 

  “Weird, how do you know?” Dustin furrowed his brows. He was still holding out hope for his sister to date Steve. She had been pinning after the former King of Hawkins’ High for years and it didn’t take long for Dustin to figure out that Steve was head over heels for Y/n. It really only took him the second time Steve randomly popped up at their house for a spontaneous movie night while asking if Y/n wanted to join them. Dustin had been making great progress in getting Steve and his sister together until Jessie came into the picture and messed everything up. 

  “You just know, Dusty,” She hummed, her fingers fixing her hair. Slinging her purse over her shoulder, she tapped his nose with her pointer finger making him scrunch it up. “You will understand when you’re older,” She chimed, walking out of her room, her heels scuffing on the carpet. Dustin trailed behind her, closing her door on his way out. The doorbell rang out, Y/n’s head snapping towards it, excitement bubbling up in her stomach. Jessie never rang the bell, he just honked from the curb, announcing his arrival. “That must be Jessie! See, he even rang the bell this time - it might be the night we become official!” She squealed, rushing towards the door. 

  “Shouldn’t he ring the bell every date?” Dustin muttered, following her to the door, wanting to see this Jessie guy for once. Clearing her throat, she did a quick adjustment to her hair and dress, yanking the door open with a wide smile only for it to drop at the sight of who was standing on the other side.

  “Hey, Y/n! Awful dressed up for a night in with your two favourite boys, don’t you think?” Steve smiled, walking in when Y/n moved to the side to let him in. Y/n furrowed her brows, a little sad that she had to let him down. He looked so happy to see her when she opened the door. 

  “Actually, Steve. I’m going on a date tonight and I probably won’t be home till late.” She closed the door, walking into the living room where Steve had made himself at home on the couch. His smile fell slightly at the news, but his heart had dropped through the floor. Of course she had a date. She was attractive, gorgeous. Not every boy was going to sit around, too scared to make their move on her like he was. 

  “Yeah, with Jessie, the mysterious boy who I’ve yet to see, and is yet to ask her to be official.” Dustin grunted, plopping down on the couch next to Steve, folding his arms over his chest. Steve looked at him oddly, his mouth parted. 

  “Shut up, Dustin! I told you that it was only a matter of time before he makes it official.” y/n shot at him, the shrill sound of the phone ringing cutting through their conversation. Automatically, Y/n walked over to it, picking it up. Steve watched her as she disappeared down the hall further. 

  “I don’t know, Steve, I’m getting weird vibes from this Jessie guy. He honks when he arrives. Honks!” Dustin exclaimed, getting worked up. Even at his age and understanding of the dating world, he knew that you don’t honk, you go to the door. 

  Steve went to say something, but he was cut off by Y/n walking towards the front door. “That was Jessie, he is running late and said that I should meet him at the theater and we’re going to go to a later movie, I’m going to go get popcorn so we can skip the line, I’ll see you guys when I get back!” She called over her shoulder, snatching her keys from the table by the door as she breezed out of the house, leaving the sweet, intoxicating smell of her perfume behind. 

***

  Y/n stood outside the theater, the large bag of popcorn in her hands and the drink sitting on the empty ticket booth. It was way past the second scheduled time they were supposed to meet, the box office closing for any ticket purchases, but the scalpers stood around, waiting for people running late, like Jessie apparently was. Huffing, Y/n looked at her watch on her wrist before looking around. She didn’t see him walking towards her. Chewing on her lip, she looked at the scalper closest to her. “Hi! Excuse me,” She called to him nicely, gaining his attention. “Would you like this popcorn and drink? My date and I will just buy new ones.” She offered. 

  “Yeah, sure. Thanks.” He grumbled, taking the popcorn from her before reaching around her to grab the drink. 

  “No problem.” She muttered. Walking away from the box office, she walked towards the sidewalk, wanting to see if Jessie’s car was even at the theater. Her heels clicked against the sidewalk as she neared the dark alley. Subconsciously, she glanced down it as she passed, almost as if some sort of psycho-killer was lurking in the shadows, but what she did see was much worse. In the alley sat Jessie’s blue ford. The car itself was pointed towards her, as if he had pulled into from the street on the other side of the alley. It was dark, but she could see him sitting in the backseat, his head thrown back, his mouth open. She didn’t have to be a rocket scientist to know what was going on. The windows were steamed up, the car slightly rocked and she recognized his sex face. 

  Storming up the alley, she slammed her palms against the hood of the ford, startling Jessie and the girl who was bent over, her face in his lap. Jessie’s eyes widened as she scrambled to tuck himself back into his pants, zipping them back up as he stumbled out of the car. “Y/n! I thought I cancelled the date, what are you doing here?” 

  “No, Jessie, you didn’t cancel the date and you don’t get to ask the questions here,” She shouted, her voice booming into the night. “You were really going to cancel on me so you could get head in the back of your car from Josslyn Anderson? I know we weren’t dating, but we were certainly something, Jessie,” She yelled, shoving his chest as Josslyn sat in the back of his car, watching everything unfold. “You lied to me Asshole! Were we anything more than fuck buddies to you?” She asked, hurt. 

  “No- Y/n, you weren’t-” She cut him off with another shove to the chest. 

  “I don’t fucking want to hear another lie, Jessie! I don’t want to fight about this, I want you to leave me the fuck alone, don’t call me, don’t talk to me, don’t even look at me you dirty pervert,” She jabbed her finger in his chest, anger coursing through her body. “I really hope the blowie was worth it.” She seethed, turning on her heel and walking away. She felt stupid for even believing that after twenty dates and not being official that they would actually date. She could hear him calling her name, but she didn’t care. 

  Getting into her car, she didn’t even look back at the alley. In a way, she felt empowered. A high from telling him where to go, but ultimately, she felt crushed. She didn’t hurt that much. They technically weren’t going out, he wasn’t her boyfriend, but she was sure the signs had all pointed to being exclusive. “Nothing I can do, he ain’t shit, he doesn’t deserve my tears, he doesn’t deserve being upset over, he ain’t shit!” She yelled at herself as she drove back to her house. Despite her trying to coach herself out of crying, she still felt hot tears streaming down her face, ruining the makeup she spent so ling perfecting. 

  Pulling into her driveway, she saw the flicking light of the TV and the light of the living room still on. She cursed to herself. She had hoped that Steve and Dustin had retreated to either the kitchen to pig out of frozen pizza or to Dustin’s room to talk about boy stuff so that she could make a quick escape to her room so she could cry and scream while listening to the best break up songs. Turning her car off, she trudged up to her door. Throwing it open, she heard the two boys let out girl-ish screams, practically jumping out of their skin. “Y/n! You scared the shit out of us!” Dustin told her, his hand over his beating heart. 

  “Sorry.” She muttered, keeping her head low to try and hide her tear stained and mascara streaked face. Closing the door, she tried to fast walk through the living room towards her room, but their eyes followed her, watching in confusion. 

  “Wait, why are you back so early? Shouldn’t you guys still be at the movie-” Dustin was cut off by her whirling around, her eyes hard. Both boys were taken back by the tears rolling down her cheeks and the black streak marks. 

  “Jessie didn’t show up so I went looking for him only to find him getting head from Josslyn fucking Anderson in the backseat of his car and turns out, he meant to cancel our date not postpone it thirty minutes! Happy? You were right, Dustin. You were fucking right.” With that, she fled to her room, slamming the door. A few second’s later, they heard the sound of her heel hitting the wall followed by the second one. Steve flinched at the sound of the thud, but what broke his heart was the sound of her music playing at full blast. He just knew that she was laying face down on her bed sobbing about some no-good schmuck who had no idea how good he had it by having Y/n. 

  “Go do something to make her feel better Steve! You love her for Christ's sake!” Dustin shoved his older friend. pointing to his sisters room. Steve shook his head violently, his fluffy hair bouncing. 

  “No, now is not the time for my feelings to be revealed and she don’t love me - she’s upset about another guy, Dustin!” Steve’s hands gestured to the closed door of her room. 

  “Jesus, you really are and idiot Harrington,” Dustin muttered, shaking his head. “She’s loved you for years! Did it ever occur to you that she was going out with Jessie because she felt that you didn’t like her and he was conveniently the only other guy she was remotely interested in?” Dustin slapped Steve in the shoulder. 

  “Ow, wait- What? Seriously-” Steve stammered. His heart lifting up as if it was flying. “She feels the same way?” 

  “Yes! Literally everyone can see it!” Dustin cried, shoving Steve. This time, Steve got up, striding towards Y/n’s room with new found confidence. Knocking twice, he heard her yell for him to come in over the pounding music. Opening the door, he slipped in, closing it behind him. She rolled on to her back as she entered, lifting herself from the bed, sniffling. Turning her record player down, she shuffled back to the bed, plunking herself down. 

  “What’s up?” She asked, patting her bed beside her. Steve didn’t waste a second to sit beside her, his eyes on her. He didn’t want to lose an ounce of confidence. 

  “You know, Jessie is an idiot, he didn’t know what he had and he really doesn’t deserve your tears, Y/n.” He told her, his finger swiping gently under her eye to collect a salty tear clouded with some mascara, making it turn back. She let out a small, wet chuckle, wiping her eyes herself. 

  “I said the exact same thing to myself as I drove home,” She told him, her hands folding in her lap. “I guess I’m just crying because of how stupid I feel and how much time I spent on him, god, I should have listened to Dustin! Looking back know, I can see how much of an idiot I am.” She told him, rolling her eyes at herself. 

  “Hey, hey! You’re not the idiot here. He is for letting such a beautiful, smart, funny and insanely hot girl like you go for a quick fuck by Josslyn Anderson, who cannot hold a candle to you.” Steve told her, slinging an arm around her shoulders. She looked at him, confused, but the second her eyes connected with his, it was like it all made sense. It all made sense why she found Jessie cheating, why she was pulled to Jessie in the first place. It was all part of her journey back to Steve. It was like she didn’t even leave him. Steve was always there, he was just blocked by trash. 

  “You like me,” She whispered, her eyes flicking around his. Her heart flipped in her chest. “You like me?” She almost couldn’t believe it. 

  “Is it that obvious? I mean, Dustin found out like forever ago and apparently everyone else knew to-” His rambling was cut off by her. 

  “I like you to, Steve,” She told him. “All of this happening tonight, the night where you were here, it was all because I’m meant to be with you, Steve.” Steve could’ve sworn he was going to pass out right then and there. His heart was beating so fast that he was sure he was having a heart attack. 

  Steve didn’t waste a second to tackle her to her bed, his body between her legs as he stared down at her with warm eyes. “So, if I like you and you like me, can I kiss you?” He smiled down at her, inching his face down towards hers. She giggled, her tears and sadness long gone. 

  “If you didn’t I would be pretty mad,” That was enough of an answer for him, making him crash his lips to hers, his head angled, their lips meeting in a sweet, lingering kiss before pulling away, goofy smiled on both their faces. “If it’s okay with you, could we take this relationship slow? I want to treasure everything about this - and I also just broke up with someone and I don’t want to be that person who goes from one relationship to another in a matter of a few minutes.” 

  “Slow? Oh, I can do slow! I was so slow courting you, you didn’t even know I was courting you until now.” Steve smiled as he pipped his head down, pecking her lips sweetly. She laughed at his statement. 

  “But, not too slow! Don’t take twenty dates to ask me to be your girlfriend.” She teased, faking a warning face. 

  “How about no dates,” He asked, pausing to sit beside her instead of laying between her legs. “Y/n Henderson, will you be my girlfriend?” He asked her, almost dramatically. She laughed at his antics, but nodded her head. 

  “Yes, of course, Steve Harrington.” She smiled. 

  “Well, as a first date, would you like to go watch the rest of a movie with your younger brother?” Steve invited her, nodding his head towards her closed door. She hummed, smiling. 

  “Just let me wipe my makeup off and change into something comfy, I want to rip this uncomfortable dress and tights off of my body so badly.” She told him, scratching her legs where the black tights itched her legs horribly. Steve laughed, nodding. 

  “Fair enough, I’ll get popcorn,” Steve told her, scooting off her bed. “Don’t take too long, I don’t know how long I can fend Dustin off of the popcorn for.”