#jr writes

[juniorthedl]

I have a weekend off for once! Woohoo! I think when I get home I put on a big boosted diaper and slurp down as much water as I can, who's with me!?!?!?!

[baroquesse]

@awritingcaitlin​ tagged me for last line(s), thank you!

“You invoked Telos of Dëis,” Nikovali said. “Did you forget how he was brought to heel?”

Khailus rolled his eyes. Telos of Dëis had been manipulated into marriage by Albiso III of [somewhere].

“I did not,” he said. “Is this your method of proposal? I have to decline. I’m still recovering from our last marriage.”

i’ll tag @the-finch-address​ @pinespittinink​ @tananaphone​ @oh-no-another-idea​ @muddshadow​ and anyone who wants to play, tag me!

[johnsrevelation]

Soft, gentle dom Tamaki. Laying next to you in bed when you're dead tired, stroking your back, his face in your neck, lulling you to sleep. He gets hard every time but resists rutting into you, even though he can feel his heart burning a hole through his ribcage. When you're in pain and extra horny on your period he'll push his hard cock inside your panties, slotted against your ass, rutting slowly, his hands on your tits, playing with your nipples, until you start pushing back into him.

"Tama, come on, don't tease me... You know we can't... I'm on my..."

"I don't care," he murmurs in your ear, "spread your legs for me, baby."

You can feel your face burning, but you hesitantly lift a leg up and over his thighs.

"That's my good little bunny... I'm gonna make my pet bunny feel good. Gonna fuck your sweet little..." He moans when he dips his fingers into your folds, his mind going haywire from how wet you are.

He rubs at your wet needy clit, his hips bucking into you. His precum is hot on your lower back, the sensitive head of his cock sliding up and down easily.

You whimper and moan, fucking yourself onto his hand, desperate for him to fill you but you're ashamed to ask. He doesn't care though, blood or no blood - he wants you.

He leans back infinitesimally and then he's pressed flush against you once more, his cock prodding at your hole.

"Let me make you cum so much you'll forget about the cramps, my love. My little bunny..."

His hot open mouth is on your neck, his whispers and strangled moans against your skin.

He's just... Quietly feral soft dom Tamaki 💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦

[purple-scarf-mistress]

More Gilmore Girls quotes as things the BAU Babies would say... to each other and others:

Morgan to Spencer: “You do know that if you weren't so pretty you would've gotten the crap kicked out of you every day of your life."

Rossi to anyone that will listen: “I'm fine. I'm just being dramatic. It's what I do."

Hotch to Emily: “Come here you've got some dirt on your forehead. I'm sorry. It's the sign of the devil. My mistake."

Emily back to Hotch: “I wanna be good, life’s just not letting me.”

JJ to the press: “People are particularly stupid today. I can't talk to any more of them."

Garcia to Morgan: “As long as everything is exactly the way I want it, I can totally be flexible."

Spencer to himself: “I just take a book with me everywhere. It's a habit.”

[iwanttodriveyouthroughthenight]

And While We Live (Chapter 1)

Prologue

Chapter 1 - Shoes UK Size 7

Glasgow, present day

Claire Beauchamp had a very simple and fulfilling morning routine. Uni classes started at 9:30, but on week days she was usually up by 7, easily. Some habits are hard to break. Coffee, toasted bread with jam and the newspaper, were luxuries that Claire allowed herself. Those little routines and certain things that helped her stay alive and sane in the early days.

She loved listening to the radio so her quirky alarm clock, shaped like a cat, was her morning best friend. She didn’t have to talk to anyone but was talked to and that was comforting. Old habits are hard to break.

She found comfort in preparing the notebooks she would need for the day, pick up her trusted set of BIC pens, her glasses from the bedside table and place them in her secondhand leather backpack before heading out into the world and out of her bubble.

During the days she anatomy classes, it made her chuckle how some of her classmates seemed to be having trouble keeping their breakfast where it belonged. You haven’t seen anything dear chaps, really. Biochemistry days had her slightly on edge, as she felt the need to focus on that subject more than the others. She couldn’t wait for the weekly visits to the hospitals to come around, even though there were still a couple of semesters before that. One day at a time. I have a promise to keep.

When the academic day was over she headed down to her part-time job at a bookshop. A job she had started at Christmas time. Barely two months of living in this city and J H R Christ, the abundance… Claire really got along with her co-workers and had forged a friendship with her boss who insisted on her studying during the more quiet hours and helped her, making sure her work schedule and academic schedule would work together. Human connections Beauchamp, remember that. In the early days she just wanted to run and be alone. To be alone and run. Things were different now. Even though old habits die hard, Claire Beauchamp was a master in adjusting herself to a new situation, no matter how daunting, how different, it could be.

If she was working she would have dinner at the store. Miss Glenna, her boss’ lovely mother, lived upstairs from the store and always cooked dinner for those working the last shift. The older woman always had a nice word to say, well seasoned with a scottish no nonsense attitude and she cooked heavenly. It was a comfort to get home with a warm homely meal in her belly. Not taken for granted.

Before bed, Claire would turn the radio on again, water her herbs, make a cup of tea and read or scroll through her fascinating tablet for the topics that humanity might have found interesting that day.

Every night for that first year, she looked around in her closet taking her pajamas off the rack and glanced at the corner. There it was, the white dress, the narrow belt, the wool shawl. Inconspicuous enough. She would look down and assess the shoes and thought as an inside joke, channeling a lot of conversations she found herself having with friends and mates: God, I’d never use them now. Maybe some day. Claire wouldn’t get rid of them. She was unsure if she might need them again. But now, after what had happened the past week, that hope of being sure had vanished. At the moment, she was not minding the uncertainty.

But they were there, the simple, worn just the once, brown leather, UK size 7 shoes, with the inside tag “LONDON - 1945”.

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Hello and thank you for reading! Huge thank you to @mybeautifuldecay​ for the brit insight and @suhailauniverse​ for beta-ing! 

This (sometimes is, sometimes not) AU is mixing book and tv elements! Any feedback is most welcome! <3

[juniorthedl]

Six Months Ago I Decided To Try 24/7...

I think I wrote a post a while back saying it was six months but I am a baby and can't count for shit apparently lmfao. I wanted to try an experiment to be more comfortable with wearing my diapers and pullups instead of my usual boxers as my primary choice of underwear. I was worried about sounds or it being visible to others when I wore my padded undies, but over time I decided to try it out here and there, ultimately deciding to commit to trying it for a month! And a month turned to two... then three... and here we are now.

I've basically worn pull-ups when out and about, at work, out to dinner, or visiting friends. When I'm home and in a safe space, and potentially if my pullup also needs a change from the day... I change into diapers. I haven't been restricting toilet access for myself, mostly because I haven't quite figured out when it would be safe to do so without issues occurring. I worry about finding times to change, where to if I'm in public. If I decide to restrict access fully and commit to an... unpotty training goal, I would want all things to be in place so everything is safe and secure. I think there is a next step I want to take for sure, I think I need to say goodbye to my pullups soon.

I have been wearing my pullups (goodnites xxl) as primary underwear when out and about and they serve well as a substitute to my big kid undies, but... I've noticed issues. For one, after I wear a pair for a long day, they tend to start fraying a bit, small tears appearing at the sides. Obviously not great for any "accidents" I have. And speaking of accidents... I've had a few recently that... we're almost genuine. I have set myself up for failure by waiting too long for all of them, but the urges have gotten more frequent and sometimes running water has played a role in my downfall. Some of these accidents have... unfortunately broken the barrier for my goodnites capacity and have caused leaks... many on my chair while gaming 😶. I think it's time to at the very least upgrade (or downgrade depending on how you think of it) from goodnites to something with a bit more... oomph to it! And not oomph as in thick I'm not sure I'm ready to strut to work in megamax diapers 😵‍💫.

I've been considering options for thinner diapers in substitution. Theres a number I've heard are good like the m4s, I think a Tena diaper as well? I think I want to experiment with wearing something more substantial out and about or to eventually swap out as my primary wear compared to the goodnites, if any mutuals or friends know what I should go with, please let me know!

Above all the next steps from here involve the inevitable: using my diapers in public. I'm gonna be honest here - toilets stink, especially if they aren't the ones in my own house! Public restrooms aren't comfortable to do my business in anymore and a lot of times are nasty too. Plus I feel like if I didnt have to stop what I was doing to go potty elsewhere, I'd be more productive and get things done at work for example, its a long ways to the potty afterall...

Anyways, thats where this weird train has gone so far, and possibly where it'll continue to go. I enjoy this experiment a lot so far. I want to incorporate more fun things with it too eventually, what do y'all say? Leave comments or you can send me anonymous asks if you're not comfortable sharing! Ty all and have a great weekend 💙

[juniorthedl]

Friendly reminder, if you want to follow me, you must have your age in your bio.

I keep getting follows lately from folks who don't have this so just remember, if you don't have an age in your bio, this is an 18+ blog, and you try to follow me...

I will block you.

That is all! Ty have a good day ☀️

[juniorthedl]

It has been some time since I put up any longer posts of my own, I've been on and off with my feelings about work, friendships, my hobbies and how I spend my time, but fairly recently... someone I have been talking with has... convinced me that I (at least emotionally) need diapers.

Over the years, I've worn (and filled) probably somewhere in the hundreds of different types of padding, from pullups to the thickest of pampers. It stems from how cozy and cute they can be, how soft and secure they make me feel... but also are really emphasized by how much I enjoy being teased from them.

To some of the recent friends I've been chatting with, thank you for helping me realize this. 🙈