#jthm inspired

[valentinerosse]

Just wanted to turn off my brain for a bit

Yes this is from the Popee The Homicidal Maniac AU from last year, it's still in my head

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I found another old drawing when I was figuring out how to draw Johnny. As you can see, I SUCKED at poses and anatomy. Johnny the HOMO-CIDLE MANIAC

[painter-of-madness]

Entry 1 I was always told some new scenery could do the mind some good. At least that’s what I told myself during the move. This is the first time I've ever lived on my own. Although the taste of complete independence is invigorating it's also mildly daunting. But I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to get as far away from my hometown as soon as I could. This house, which I now own, was dirt cheap which caused me some concern. My apprehension only grew when I found the house wasn't a decrepit mess and was in a fairly decent location. Okay, I suppose the location isn’t the best but it isn’t the kind of place that’d strike fear into the hearts of the average middle class person. It's nice, especially considering how cheap it was. Although, there are some rooms locked off, that's an easy enough fix though. And hey It’s home. Flaws and all, it’s a taste of freedom. It's a one story, with three bedrooms, and two bathrooms. It's spacious enough... All the walls are white. The cold, sterile, sort of white that hurts your eyes if you stare at it for too long. But white is a blank canvas, begging to be something more. And that's what I intend to do.  I didn’t come from much. I was the kind of kid that got into a decent college from scholarships and working my ass off. Things weren't handed to me. So I'm not going to shy away from a challenge. My dad walked out on us when I was a preteen. So it was just me, my mom, and little brother. I know some convince themselves my moving away was a form of abandoning my family. Like father like son, or some shit about running from my problems instead of facing responsibilities. Maybe it’s partly true, but I wouldn't admit that to anyone but myself. I don’t hate my family. I like to hope that once my mom makes peace with my distance maybe we won't be estranged. Maybe that's naive of me. Since my dad left, part of the task of taking care of my brother was put on me. Due to this, much of my childhood was filled with resentment. My younger angsty teenage self would tell you they stole my youth from me like some selfish monsters that feed on the misery and suffering from others. But as an adult, I know better. My mom was never the same since dad left and she never really wanted to be a mother. Not that it excuses anything, but sometimes life isn’t fair. Life doesn’t care when you’re stressed or at your wits end. It’s up to you to make more of it. And I suppose that’s what I’m doing… Or attempting to. And hey, at least she was there… I want to make something better for myself. If I lived with my family in that fucking town for another year I was going to put my head in a wood chipper. I think that’s a good note to end this on… I don’t know. I’m new to this and I think I’m starting to ramble. I also don't like thinking about my childhood for long. I'm sure some psychologist would push me to dwell on that more for that exact reason. Comfort doesn't build character. Until next time. 

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Has it been drawn yet? Can you imagine Johnny kidnapping some doctor only to make the doctor give him a lobotomy? (Plot twist, he kidnapped a vet or someone with NO experience in surgery)

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Practicing expressions for the comic that may or may never be made 😔 BUT, it's fun so far

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Here's an old sketch when I tried making a comic of Hallow. I had no idea what I was even doing or writing about (I still don't). It's very obvious I was inspired by jthm and trying to change that 😭

The mask thing on the wall is named pole, I'm still trying to figure it out

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I dunno what I was on, but this was made while I was bored as hell in class

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Have an unfinished drawing!! Will I ever finish it? No. Maybe? I dunno.