April 7, 2013 {Sunday}
I was pretty productive today. I worked on school work all day and felt good about it, even though it was the result of procrastination and I should have been working this hard earlier. I worked on it at Wesley for a while and then sat in the front yard, got my hair cut, and then ate dinner with Graham and Ty. After dinner we got coffee and I went back to working but ended up back at Wesley and just sat in Apartment B maybe kind of working on my essay but really watching the staff boys play basketball video games and then reading a tumblr of Juggalo OK Cupid profiles with Graham. Sandy was talking about how her professor said that writing about the things that you are angry about is the best way to deal with it so really I just want to write the longest essay about how I feel like I've been tossed aside and that I deserve more because you can't just ignore the friends you've poured your heart into and how you can't just make someone feel special and like they really matter to you and then treat them like you barely know them at all. Too bad I don't have a creative writing class where I can do that. I guess I'll just write it for myself and read it in a few months and then feel dumb for having so many emotions about something that I should really get over. {wutevr} I was pretty burnt out from working all day and really didn't want to write my papers after that, but never too burnt out for some good ole fashioned Juggalo online dating profiles. Now I just need to start this Harry Potter essay but it's so hard to start. I'd rather laugh at thing online forever with friends, but we left because we felt that we overstayed our welcome but that no one would ask us to leave. It was a pretty great time and I'm pretty sure Juan might have taken a video of us reading the profiles but that's fine because it was a pretty beautifully done rendition, if I do say so myself.