Open your Wings
~ Commission for Eduarda (Eddy) Coelho.
A beautiful piece that I was needing to post here asap. I'm trying to go back with my posting here and in my others accounts. Omg
Here we have Eddy and Julian (birblian) during a flight at sunset. Honestly I love the sunset colors in orange and gold yellow, also both colors are Eddy's signature as well. To work on this piece was interesting, as well as Julian at this form was a good challenge for me.
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Feeling a little bit down for unknown reason, and I just had to draw something self indulgence. Their wedding of course will be at a place where you can see the ocean, decorated with wolfsbane and lilac. . #thearcana #thearcanagame #juliandevorak #thearcanafanart #arcanamc #thearcanamc #julianxapprentice #julianxmc #digitalpainting #digitalart #oc #ocdesign #juliyara #apprenticemiyara https://www.instagram.com/p/CAtFu4-g9__/?igshid=ptj59eoy5rte
so no one gets their hopes up, i went ahead and updated the description part of tmim - in case anyone hasn’t seen, here’s the deal:
there will be NO NEW UPDATES for that version of tmim. i haven’t worked on any new material in months, but the rewrite is still happening!! i’ve gotten rid of about a chapter’s-worth of bullshit that was just. unnecessary babble and will probably continue to cut things that are unimportant. fret not. on the other side of this, you’ll all have a brand new version of the same (the SAME, i’m changing nothing about the actual plot!) fic. (that you will be able to read in multiple places, wink wink. ;D)
so that’s that on that. c: any questions, comments or concerns, drop me a message/ask. otherwise, stay tuned and be patient! it’s on the way!
(...as well as a fic in ‘the arcana’ so. that’ll be a thing. julianxapprentice, who is my oc kat who some people are acquainted with.)
Could you do 10 and 19 on the Lana one for Julian? tnx❤
10. “It’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you, everything that I do.”
19. “Am I what your heart desires?”
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We were laying on the couch, his head on my lap and my hand gently stroking his hair, running my hands through his red locks. I as humming a sailor song that Julian had taught me a few days ago and I could feel the vibrations of his throat as he started to hum along. After we finished the song, he turned his head to me, and started deep inside my eyes.
"Am I what your heart desires?" I was caught by surprise because of the sudden question.
"Of course, my love. Why do you ask?" I slide my hand from his hair to his cheeks and stroke it gently. He holds my hand to stop my caress and I feel intrigued.
"I mean it. You could be with someone stable, someone that isn't a... complete mess." I can see his eyes watering and I lean down to kiss him in the forehead.
"Oh, but you forget how much of a mess I am too. Always forgetting things, stumbling and falling, laughing at the wrong moments." He let go of my hand and I took is as a sign to caress him again.
"But why do you have to spend so much time at the shop though?" He pouted a little and it took me a while to understand what was going on. I laughed and he looked at me like a child whose favorite toy had been taken away.
"So that's what this is all about, you're jealous of Asra!" I cupped his face on my hands and kissed him deeply, tasting him, making him feel love and wanted. Letting him know that he was the only one I loved. I pulled away, keeping my face inches apart from his. "It's you, it's you, it's all for you, everything I do, it's to see that goofy smile on your face, alongside with that cute blush on your cheeks."
"W-what do you m-mean?" His blush was increasing even more. And it was the most adorable thing I had ever seen.
"I have been searching on Asra's books new medicine for you to use on the clinic. I know how it matters to you, I know you care about everyone's health and want no one left behind. So I was working on a few new things for us to try"
"You really are a pearl, have I ever told you that?" It was his turn to stroke my face.
"I think you have" We both chuckled and kissed again, readjusting ourselves, so that we could both lay on the couch and listen to the soft song of the rain.
for the nsfw prompts, gender neutral!mc/julian "i want him to hear us,maybe then he'll get the message" (in specific about asra,who is still sorta into mc) maybe also "its too much,i cant-fuck!" in there. a creampie or facial would be nice if included (also sorry for this terrible filth nsfsgdh)
u good, i, for one, love terrible filth. however it pains me to hurt my precious magician like this alk;dfjs;lkjd
and this got horribly long again im just full of feelings. (also when julian says darling, in my head at least, it comes out the way freddie mercury says it)
i’m gonna avoid any reference to MC’s genitals at all so, hope u like anal, anon. and some bondage and slight mention of scratching/blood.
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“I have just the place.” They lead Julian down from the docks through winding streets in the dark, grasping his hand tight. “Ta-da!” The two of them arrive at the door of Asra’s shop.
“Uh, do you really think this is a good idea? What if, what if Asra comes back? I, erm, don’t have the best history with him.” The apprentice hums lightly while undoing the protections on the door.
“That didn’t stop you the two times you fucking broke in, Julian.” His cheeks flush bright red. “In any event, Asra’s away right now, off one of his mysterious journeys. He shouldn’t be back until the end of the week.” “Oh, well, I guess, I guess that’s okay then.” Julian flashes a cheeky grin. “I’m sure we’ll find lots of things to have fun with in here.”
They lead him through the shop and up a small set of stairs to the living area. Julian has to hunch over with how low the ceilings are, but that doesn’t matter for long. They push him down softly onto Asra’s bed and laugh, climbing on top of him. “What are you in the mood for?” The apprentice throws their arms around Julian’s neck and plants a tender kiss on his lips. “You.” He keeps his composure well enough to smile, but his face is red to the tips of his ears. Out of the corner of their eye, the apprentice sees one of Asra’s many scarves hung on the side of the bed. Julian follows their gaze and instantly realizes what they’re thinking. “Oh ho ho, you are a naughty one, aren’t you? Well then,” he flourishes his arms dramatically, “what are you waiting for? Tonight, I’m yours.” “You don’t have to say it like that every night, Julian.” They roll their eyes and start helping Julian out of his clothes. “Ah, what can I say? This is new to me, you know. Getting to be yours every night.” A frown crosses his face. “I wish your, erm, teacher, didn’t have as hard of a time accepting it as I do.”
“Me too.” They look around the room wistfully, and shake their head. “But Asra’s not here now.” They run their hands over Julian’s collarbones gently. “Besides, maybe this will be good for you. Tied up in his bed, with his scarves, and fucking me.” Julian bites his lip and looks them in the eye, lovingly, longingly. The apprentice gets off the bed and fetches some scarves. “Is the word still Nevivon?” Julian nods his head as they start to tie his ankles to the bedposts, before moving on to his wrists. Julian winces slightly, seeing their hand brush over the brand on the back of his hand. Not in pain, exactly, but in guilt.
They finish tying the last knot and stand back from the bed, appraising their handiwork. A satisfied smile spreads across their face at the sight of Julian spread out, naked, on Asra’s bed. He was already starting to get hard in anticipation.
They walk over and gently take his eye patch off of his head. “Its just the two of us.” “Thank you, darling.”
They lean down and kiss him passionately, and straddle his hips. His lips are eager and cool and he welcomes the warmth of their lips and their touch. Their fingers tangle themselves in his hair, pulling his head back. They can see his pulse bobbing in his throat before leaning over and planting kisses down his neck. Kisses turn to bites that turn into tugging on the skin between their teeth and his small gasps of pleasure turn to moans that ring out into the night.
They trail the bites down his chest, every one making his body shudder. Their tongue runs circles around his nipples while they run their nails down his body. His cock is hard and the apprentice can feel it against them when they move. They rub their hands together and when they part, their hands are slicked with oil.
“Thats, ahhh, not a bad trick.” Julian barely manages to get the words out as they rub their hands along his shaft. He strains against the restraints as he shudders.
“If you think thats a good trick, you’ll love this.” They lower themselves onto his cock and he easily slips inside their ass. Julian lets out a loud gasp and bites his lip. They start rocking their hips on his, all the while digging their nails into his stomach. They run their nails around his hard nipples and scratch down his chest, letting small droplets of blood form. Julian practically yells their name into the night.
Not a moment later, they hear a noise from downstairs. The door closes and they hear Asra’s voice.
“Haha, yeah. That was a funny thing to say. I can’t believe he called you a ferret. Who knows what a ferret is but not a snake?” His voice fades to the background as they look at Julian in panic.
“What do we do?” Their voice is in a frantic whisper, but Julian looks like he has a plan. “I want him to hear us, maybe then he’ll get the message. I’m yours tonight, darling; I’m yours forever.” His words make them blush and they can feel the heat spreading from their face all the way down to between their legs. They cross back over to the bed in a single stride and rub their hands along his cock. They throw one leg over his hips and slide his shaft back into them. Julian moans softly. With renewed passion, they ride his cock, bracing their hand against his tender chest. He begins to thrust into them too, as best he can with his limited motion. Julian lets out a loud moan in pleasure.
Asra’s voice quiets, and they hear a few footsteps on the stairs. “Julian, fuck, ah..” their voice is loud and breathy, “I’m so close.” The footsteps stop. They dig their nails into his sides, the whole bed shaking from their passion.
“Its too much, I can’t wait much longer-fuck!” Julian practically yells his words as they feel him cum inside of him. He bites his lip and pulls at the restraints, the sight of him and the feeling of his orgasm sending the apprentice over the edge too.
They sit there together, savoring their moment of passion, but also listening for any signs that Asra is still around. He undoubtedly heard them. Gently they get off of Julian and move to untie his hands and feet, stealing a quick kiss to the top of his head as they do so. They walk over to the kitchen area and grab some water and two clean cloths. Dipping a cloth in water, and warming it with their hands, they slowly clean him up, wiping away any residual semen, oil, and blood on him. He leans down to kiss their head this time. They grab the other cloth and clean themselves up, his cum is now both in and all over their ass.
The apprentice sits on the bed next to Julian, and gently cups his hand in theirs. He leans into the touch, and smiles for a moment.
“Erm, hmm. As much as I’d love to stay here, we probably ruined his night enough without also leaving him without anywhere to sleep.” Julian already has his shirt half on.
“That’s probably a good point. When did you become the responsible one?” They help Julian get dressed, pausing periodically to admire all the marks on his neck and chest. They throw their own clothes on hastily. There’s no way out on this floor, so they have to go back down into the main shop area to leave.
Asra is sitting in the back room, his cards spread out in front of him, but he’s staring at the wall. Julian avoids eye contact with him entirely, but the apprentice can’t help themselves. They pause and turn to Asra, unsure of what to say. Asra gives them a sad smile, but they know in their heart what it means.
“Be careful, but if you’re sure…” The apprentice returns the smile, with a wrinkled brow. “Thank you. and…erm, sorry.”
Julian is already outside, waiting. They take a deep breath.
“Well, where to now?”
“Oh darling, I have just the place.” Julian grabs their hand and laces his fingers with theirs, before they run off into the night.
Couldn’t stop thinking about the MC holding Julian in bed until he falls asleep again so here’s a short drabble I might redo/ad to later
And I’m afraid
To sleep because of what haunts me
Such as living with the uncertainty
That I’ll never find the words to say
Which would completely explain
Just how I’m breaking down
She watched the slow rise and fall of his chest as thin rays of sunlight slowly leaked across the floor under the curtain. Akina tried to take in the moment while she could. Everything over the last several days, from the moment Asra left, the events at the palace, her chance reunion with Julian… Everything had a surreal quality, hazy at the edges like a dream. But this? This was real. The earthy, herbal scent of Mazelinka’s small home. The sounds of the city slowly waking up around them. Julian… His warmth, the weight of his body against her, the soft sound of his breathing… He felt real. This felt real.
The doctor stirred in her arms and mumbled something in his sleep, his thick brows knitting together in a pained expression. She wondered if he was having another nightmare, not that he would tell her about it when he woke. Akina brushed the heavy auburn bangs out of his eyes and planted a soft kiss on that furrowed brow. The crease there smoothed and his body relaxed. His left hand lay across his chest and she let her fingers absently trace the mark there, there murderer’s brand she wasn’t even sure she was convinced he’d earned. She wished there was something she could say to ease his troubled heart.
Akina let her head fall back against the wall and closed her eyes. She laced her fingers with his and let a yawn escape her. She could feel her breathing sync with Julian’s as the first edges of sleep closed in. Whatever questions she had would have to wait. For now, she wanted to just savor this simple, comfortable feeling for as long it would last.
