like im planning to make a big trip this year to go see d20 in seattle, and that is going to get me close to see one of my friends in vancouver. which is awesome and im super looking forward to it. i was able to go see her last year, but i am the ONLY one of our friend group who's been able to afford to and make it up there, because it is so far and travel is expensive and hard. and i'm TRYING to figure out if i can make another trip in the fall to see more friends, but that trip is going to take up a lot of my budget this year so i dont know. but i want to really bad. but again. one of those things that makes me really happy but also really sad. a lot of my friends, her included, have always joked about living closely together and we'd all love that, but it's not possible. now anyway. i hate how many people i love are always far away















