#just dumping

[chemicalreal]

Beardy

[is-eon]

[snailstew]

Waaaaiiit a second

[is-eon]

[azeroishere]

Dont know if that happens to anyone:

When I am new to anything -you can think the simpliest thing you can think of- like a game, a social media platform, a subject, etc. I feel like I am the most uneducated person alive. But on the other hand it makes sense because how the hell can i know every damn thing about a topic from the start? The thing is I feel like I should know tho.

[selsker]

[19640203]

I said good morning I mean good afternoon to my aunt, as I came into the living room from a bath. She was looking my way and didn't respond.

Like what?

It could be simple, oh she didn't hear you. But how?

So like I'm tired. Of all of this bull sht. That just triggered me tremendously. I had already just come from the bathroom feeling awful about my hair and the damage and idk how to style my hair to look professional or feel good about myself. I don't want to straighten it because of the damage but like...

I was going to braid it again but I have no time to do this because it's going to cause conflict. Like I'm not asking anyone for help because idk who to ask.

Not even the so called friends I have because they're always in their own sht. And they don't offer the help I need.

I feel like I'm not even praying right.

And like my boo, idk about him because we have so many conflicts and we don't communicate well. And I just want to fight him.

So all of this is just making me even more angry. I just want everything to go well. Where I can breathe again and not just from being forcefully content and acting satiesfied.