#just npd things

[jewishmiku]

i hate both of the terms "chosen person" and "equal person." i don't consider my boyfriend equal to me, but i also didn't really choose him? he came to me like a gift. i can feel empathy for him, even though i can't feel it for anyone else. he's somewhere between a favorite person and an exception. he's different from everyone else to me. i didn't choose that. if i could choose to feel this empathetic towards anyone, i wouldn't have nearly as many issues in my personal life.

does anyone else relate to this? is there a word or term for it? i'd call him my "valued person," but i can't call him my "most valued person" because the acronym for that is obviously MVP, which is already in use.

[maskedwatercress]

Bro, did you just refuse to interact with the media intellectually and beyond the surface looks? Mega fucking cringe, bro...

[divine-sovereignty]

I’ve apparently become horrible at coming up with original posts so please send me asks lmao.

[jewishmiku]

having autism and npd is weird because what do you mean people hate me for something completely out of my control and there's nothing i can do to fix it??? they must be of inferior intellect because they can't understand my rich internal experience. allistic people are the dumb ones and society doesn't understand that autistic people will always have a much more interesting view of the world than they ever will. they're actually just jealous of my autistic swag.

[divine-sovereignty]

It's honestly the best feeling ever to be able to walk around in a public setting, looking up just to see so many people gawking at my radiating beauty, girls and guys, it don't matter. They all damn well know I'm simply walking, talking perfection.

[divine-sovereignty]

When I say “I wanna be alone”, I actually mean “well since nobody’s paying attention to me, I better go isolate myself until somebody approaches me and brings me out of this aching depressive episode”. 

[divine-sovereignty]

The simple fact I can just look somebody in the eye and it'll make their day and feel absolutely blessed by my existence is one of the most powerful feelings imaginable.

[divine-sovereignty]

Don't prevent me from venting, or else you'll see the true wrath a goddess like me can possess.