#just ranting stuff

[kitsune528]

and like it’s not like I can say anything either regarding her being contradictory because she’ll just get pissy and offended and passive aggressive

like she says she wants me to be honest with her but then she gets super bitchy when I do and no matter how I phrase it she still gets pissy and then people wonder why I have problems being open and honest when something’s bothering me

[kaeltale]

Jeez...

I really need to just finish this chapter and get it out there. (He said while taking a moment to procrastinate and whine about it)

Half-way done, maybe? At least 1/3 done... There are some words I’m already feeling proud of in here. Then there’s the stuff I know I will need to go back and edit until it looks pretty. The stuff I still have in my head needs to get out onto the page. Somehow. It just looks so much better in my head. *sigh* Excitement mixes with fear as the scene I’ve been waiting for starts to come into focus on the horizon.

[felineladyy]

I will preface this with the fact that I have drank the better part of a bottle of wine while rewatching the finale.

AAANYWHO, While Hannibal and Will doing the do is easily the sexiest thing on the planet, I actually in my heart love the idea of their relationship not being sexual. I love that their relationship is born out of a really deep emotional bond that they share and that they understand on each other. I love the idea that they felt most connected when killing together. Because that has been what this is about the whole time. I love the idea of them living together in separate rooms. I love thinking about Hannibal preparing a meal and Will cutting up the vegetables on the other counter. I love the idea that they are close in that they sit on the couch in front of the fire, leaning lightly on each other, reading. Will doing things like fixing their heater and Hannibal asking Will if he can put in a new oven because the one they have just is not enough. I love that they obtain this closeness that cannot be called platonic but also isn’t inherently sexual. I love to think about what their lives could be. 

On the other side, I wish there was a season 4 so we could explore all this. Like maybe it’s as I mentioned for a while and then things start to shift. A deep emotional connection can breed a sexual attraction. Especially, when such raw sides of themselves are exposed. I would love to explore the possibility of them treading water with each other but not because of the reasons they used to, but because they start to not know what to do with their fucking unique ass relationship. 

There is so much about them that I find absolutely intriguing because it explores the possibility of two grown ass men questioning themselves because they have met someone of a particular caliber. And THAT my friends, tickles my fancy. 

[pronetobreaking]

[munez]

Yes, that's a wonderful idea. Try to make the person who hates talking to strangers travel alone on a train, and try to work out the tube stops. Because that's just what they want to do in life.

God. I was panicking just thinking about it. I swear they must have heard my freak out through the computer, and offered a different solution. But really? How can I fail so much at being a person?