#k:fat

[chubfan135]

First time joining @cupofmysteriousfluid's weekly drawpile! Super fun & welcoming, my hand kind of hurts because I'm rusty at drawing but I'm happy with the result! I am rotating fat x.B in my brain like a fish in a too-small bowl at all times (most recently in this post), so naturally I had to draw him 😋

Full image below the cut, tits are out and the bits are covered... but not clothed, though. :3

Fat fucking fishhhhh my beloved.

[chubfan135]

Some thoughts on H.ermits & feederism:

As with all my headcanons these can be bent or flipped or discarded at any time depending on what dynamic I'm in the mood for... But here's what I've got!

Detailed explanations below 👇

Feeder: K.eralis is the only one that makes me go "this man loves to fatten his partners up and is 100% a lover of good food and drinks, but gets nothing out of overeating himself." He is perfect feeder material for so many reasons, don't even get me started he's SUCH a specific kind of service top. I have got to write some x.Bralis feederism because that dynamic is also something special oughhh. Um. Anyway.

Fat Admirer (self-lovable): also known as "into bigger bodies, might even consider themselves feeders, haven't quite realized (or accepted) that themself gaining weight is also an option". The H.ermits in this category can be loosely grouped together into:

"Feeder" in denial: B.dubs, G.em.

Oblivious: S.kizz, & to some extent R.en (he's also in denial a bit)

Would probably be extremely open to exploring this side of the kink, but they're far too stressed / tired/ busy to get into all that right now (for the love of god someone take care of them): T.ango, Joe.

Switch: could go either way depending on the scene, the partner, the mood... Or in W.els' case (sorry W.els*), i don't know enough about them orz.

*Stuffing in armor is a fascinating concept though, as is an enemies-to-stuffers dynamic with H.elsknight. Hmm...

Feedee, (love)handle with care: this one's for the internalized fatphobia havers (I.mpulse, G.rian), the stat-loving health nuts (X.isuma), the ones with an ego who need to be brat-tamed into accepting their own softer side (D.oc, also G.rian a bit), and F.alsesymmetry (jock-to-chub but also it's F.alse so like. Handle With Care is implied).

F.alse & R.en have a whole character arc to go through before they can belong to the next category, a.k.a:

Mutual stuffer/gainer: People who want to eat good and be in good company while they do it, or just bring their partners along for the ride. H.ypxb are here because of that thing I wrote ages ago about them having a cute date at the P.ixelpulse noodle shop, B.eef is here because he's like if K.eralis was hornier about food (and also. Bear.), J.evin's just happy to be here, and P.earl is in this category because she's waiting for G.em and also I think my mc skin and hers should kiss. and give each other belly rubs.

don't look at me 😳

Finally we have the Feeders! Pure gluttons who don't need the encouragement of a partner, they'll happily grow themselves solo for the love of the chub. Z.edaph is enthusiastic while J.oel is more of a tsundere about it, but both are firmly in this box; while M.umbo bounces between this category & being an oblivious-type Fat Admirer who himself is already fat (in which case C.onvex or P.earl or even a G.rian post-character development could help him figure it out).

[chubfan135]

F.edxB more like. Feed-x.B. Being the server angel for free is awesome but he's got to start charging at some point, right? Why not in snacks?

Or maybe, even if he never asks for payment people start giving him food as thanks? x.B's likes to be self-sufficient, he's always "that guy who sucks to buy gifts for because they have everything". And what do you usually give people like that? That's right, food! Some kind of little treat. Little treats that add up over time... especially when his inventory's a mess from just dashing off to be F.edxB in the middle of a build so he's like "guess I'll eat this now!". Rinse repeat over the course of a stream weekend or two and hey presto you get one fat flying fish 🥰

[chubfan135]

H.ermitmaster prize task if it was awesome: "the biggest thing you can carry WITHOUT using your hands". The event turns into a group weigh-in because everyone had the same idea, interpreted "biggest" as synonymous with "heaviest", & spent the time leading up to the game getting suuuuper fat, trying to stuff themselves up even larger in the cafeteria mere minutes before the start 😊

M.artyn still wins because of his considerable (some would say unfair) natural head start... but style points are given to J.oe, who showed up with a tube in his mouth hooked up to one of those water pouch hiking backpacks (chroma green, of course) and, 3 liters of soda later, swelled up before the judge's very eyes to a respectable 2nd place.

It's a good thing Z.ed wasn't playing H.ermitmaster or he would've won this task without even trying :3

[chubfan135]

I think the joy of G.rian is that in the beginning of a weight gain scenario, he absolutely would be embarrassed as hell, feeling all vulnerable with it. You’ve mentioned it before- he’s always trying to present his very specific persona, after all, and this is definitely not part of it- he doesn’t want to come off as soft, but now softness is just part of his body.

I really do think he could come to own it, though. Enjoy the sensation of his growing body. Especially if he knew some of the others were horny for it. “Soft” might not be part of his persona, but bratty and a bit demanding certainly is. I think he should sit himself down on his rapidly spreading ass and enjoy teasing whoever’s around him with little peaks of his body, with the potential promise of getting to touch him if they bring him more snacks. He’d take so much joy in requesting a just a little bit more, keeping their reward just out of reach until either they get sick of it or he’s worked himself up too much to resist letting himself get groped at least a little.

Idk let the boy be round and let him learn to enjoy it. Let him have a soft belly and heavy tits and wide hips and thick thighs and arms and a cute little double chin. He deserves it I think.

"'Soft' might not be a part of his persona, but bratty and demanding certainly is"

THIS. THIS RIGHT HERE. You've NAILED what I had in mind for G.rian with my big feederism H.ermit tier list. As soon as he stops clinging to that paper-thin scrap of a self-image he'd be the most insanely flirty teasing feedee, playing coy and oblivious but also totally incapable of hiding how turned on his own ballooning body makes him.

It's not just the weight itself, though, is it? With G.rian, there's always part of it that's about the attention. The effect his body has on other people affects him too... I think that'd be a really good way of having him "learn to enjoy" being big, like you said— putting on some weight by accident and realising one of his partners (picturing M.umbo but it could be anyone tbh) is extremely into it & thinking "hmm let's see where this leads". Starting to gain more intentionally, giving into cravings he's been trying to suppress for years and it feels so good, lettting himself go like this... He's definitely not into it though. Nooo no no no, this is just... Some temporary fun! It makes his partners happy, and he can always work off whatever junk he doesn't want in his trunk, right?

Yeah, right.

Days turn to weeks, and while G.rian has grown a lot in various exciting ways, some other very important things are steadily shrinking:

His desire to lose that "little" bit of "temporary" weight

The feasibility of losing it and of ever going back to his old size

The belief that he's doing all this just for his partners' reactions with no personal enjoyment whatsoever

His sense of shame (which is partly caused by ↓)

His wardrobe, specifically the number of clothes that cover him decently :3

Anyway you are so so correct, G.rian wg is as much about the journey as it is about the destination— and the destination is that post about how a fat belly and love handles can be a slut waist if you're not a fucking coward, hell yeah 🥰

[chubfan135]

thinking abt that one mcytredacted mumbo ask where they mentioned people drawing him skinny sets off their feeder instincts and yeah same but. grian.

poor birdy boy is practically wasting away, it's only kind to feed him up a little. and maybe he doesn't question as the portions slowly begin to increase, it's just a friend being kind and bringing him meals and sweets and inviting him over for tea. and if he slowly begins changing over the months, growing a fat chubby belly that sits on his lap and thick thighs that could easily split open trousers, his increased size making it harder to fly, and that lessened activity only helping him grow more as I encourage him to eat more... then it wasn't my fault.

Broke: "gaining weight puts you in a downward spiral because hurr durr being fat is bad and evil!!1!"

Woke: "gaining weight puts you in a literal downward spiral because that's what this chubby bird boy does whenever he tries to fly— but flying's been really hard lately, and maybe he's feeling kinda down about it, and then he has a little snack or two or a baker's dozen to cheer himself up, and ohhh he's gotten heavier again... Don't be sad birdy, you look so so cute like this 🥰"

Anyway your honour I declare this anon to be innocent of all charges because uuuh everyone wants to fatten G.rian up it's the natural response. Case closed 👍

[chubfan135]

Catching up on people's first streams after the charity event. Aside from the obvious glorious M.artyn Backflip Belly On Display video (which I have yet to watch the full vod of & I'm sure I'll have many normal moments about), the one thing everyone keeps saying about that freezing cold lake is that, yes, M.artyn, but also Z.edaph was just SO chill in there. Stayed in for ages, moisturised unbothered entirely at home, "I've never seen someone love cold water as much as Z.ed", etc etc etc.

Everyone entirely side-stepping one of the main reasons why those two specifically were so comfortable. THAT'S ON BEING FAT, BAYBEEEE! Ugh they're JUST like me fr 😊

It's so unbelievably fun to be in cold water as a fat person, guys. Euphoric, tbh. The temperature shock is like being alive for the first time, and then as you adjust to the temperature you realize that gravity has stopped bullying you for once— quite the opposite, since fat is buoyant. There's such a feeling of perfect rightness... Like your body was built to not only survive but thrive in this exact environment. Makes me kind of giddy, honestly.

Anyway I would kill for footage of Z.ed swimming... For tummy reasons of course but also because I want to see other fat people experiencing that joy 🥰

[chubfan135]

did you seen zed. did you seen his side view when he had the mic - @bellylovercat96

I DIDN'T I WAS AT WORK... I could only watch the intro out of the corner of my eye, Joe's shirt was bright enough to stand out but I didn't catch much else 😭 looking forward to your crazyposting about it later 😊

I DID catch a few seconds of M.artyn's side view though... Idk if it's the sweater but he looks wiiiide omg. Bark bark isn't that right R.en.