all my fics are archive-locked, sorry! under each banner, fics are organized by fandom alphabetically (except forcebook rpf), then fics in the same fandom from newest to oldest.
So much of Force and Book’s life together is play pretend, the boundaries between them and their characters drawn out in bold—but for thirty minutes every week, the lines blur.
Force reminds Book of who he is; he always has. After a day without Force on the Only Friends set, Book has a hard time getting out of Mew’s mindset and the anger he has for Top’s betrayal—so he goes to Force’s to remember what it’s like to love him.
slow down (2/2, sequel to Love Out Loud)
RPF | T
1. like gravity would betray him: A sleepy, clingy Force helps calm Book before a daunting Only Friends shoot.
2. standing in the eye of a typhoon: Between takes, Book struggles with the most challenging scene in episode six and Force helps him focus.
Love Out Loud (2/2)
RPF | G
1. I wouldn’t want it with anyone else. After the whirlwind weekend of the 2023 Love Out Loud Fan Fest, Book needs a hug to get to sleep; so does Force.
2. You’re supposed to say it back. (Prequel.) Backstage, Force has a hard time meeting Book’s eyes—but that’s not what Book is looking for.
more than forever
A Boss and A Babe | E
(Episode 12) Cher left because he wanted—wants—to be with Gun forever, and Gun means to hold him to that.
Extrême
A Boss and A Babe | E
Cher loves Gun’s new cologne; Gun just loves Cher—publicly and privately.
Thunderstruck
Enchanté | T
Recently married, Theo still protects Akk from thunder like when they were kids.
a melody by any other name would sound as sweet
Melody of Secrets | G
Tankhun struggles to call Tontharn by his real name, so he tries to cover up his mistakes with pet names and endearments.
all to myself
Only Friends | M
(Episode 3) When Mew forgets his keys at the hostel’s pool party, Top anxiously invites him to stay over at his place.
make my heart tremble
Only Friends | M
(Episode 9) After his blow-out fight with Ray, Mew gets wasted and runs into Top at YOLO; he can’t tell if Top is the last person he wants to see or the only one.
a compelling argument
Only Friends | E
(Episode 11) Top proves to Mew one of the benefits of living with him.
False Alarm
Only Friends | T
Since the fire at the hotel, Top’s dreams have gotten worse. Even Mew’s presence cannot fight all the demons in his head.
taste you again
Only Friends | E
(Episode 4) “You wanna go faster? After making me wait so long to taste you again?”
scraps of unreachable empyrean
Ichigo/Rukia | G
A poem. Orihime made a scrapbook for Rukia’s wedding.
the weight in her heart (3/?)
Ichigo/Rukia (side Orihime/Tatsuki) | E
In the span of a few days, Ichigo goes from giving the transfer student a ride to school on his bicycle to watching her die right in front of him. With nowhere else to go, Rukia’s ghost haunts him, hoping to find out what killed her and move on. Claiming it’s only about getting her out of his closet, Ichigo does everything he can to help her move on—including confronting her family and, of all things, going on a date. Yet the more he does for her, the less he wants to let her go. And the closer they become, the heavier the Chain of Fate on Rukia’s chest grows.
in your name
Ichigo/Rukia | G
A poem. Ichigo grieves both Rukia and his powers.
We belong to each other
Ichigo/Rukia | NR
A poem. As a precaution to prevent Yhwach’s return, Ichigo and Rukia decide they can’t be together, to forego the happiness that Yhwach threatened. Over the course of twelve years, Rukia processes the consequences of this decision.
I could save us
Ichigo/Rukia | NR
A poem. Ichigo holds Rukia’s heart; Rukia holds him.
that soul thingie
Buffy the Vampire Slayer | Buffy/Cordelia | T
(S03E02: “Dead Man’s Party”) Nobody asked why Buffy left. Nobody asked where she went. Nobody asked what it was like to kill Angel. Cordelia does.
the wrong thing to do
Bloodlines | Adrian/Sydney | T
Adrian goes above and beyond what an Alchemist is expected to do for an unnatural creature of the night like Sydney, and she wants to make sense of it—by following him to a bar, drinking with him, and, ultimately, biting him.
kiss you or kick you (4/5)
Captain America (MCU) | Bucky/Steve | M
All I had to do was hold him. After the fallout from the Sokovia Accords, Steve, Bucky, Sam, and Wanda find refuge in a Wakandan safe house. Desperate to keep Bucky by his side, Steve convinces him not to go back on ice and instead try to loosen Hydra’s grip on his mind. With the help of Shuri and Wanda, Steve tries to put back Bucky’s pieces in the hopes they can finally be together—but what if they’re both too broken to reach for each other? What if it’s like Bucky falling from the train all over again?
luminous beings are we (2/?)
EXO | Baekhyun/Kai | T
(Lightsaber MV AU) Jongin, an exiled but still prideful and devout Jedi Knight, reunites with irreverent Padawan-dropout turned Gray Jedi and smuggler Baekhyun to join “Forces” against the Sith, who have infiltrated the Jedi Order’s ranks.
