thinking about ways to continue the Garm Adopts Kai thingy I'm writing,,,,, I've written Kai having a breakdown (grief and shit catching up) and either i write the next day or the next week at Garm's monastery,,
OR i write Kai running away back to his apartment,,, could finally describe that place more than it being shitty,,,, could write the emotions and memories,,,, the realistion of how much has changed,,,,, moving around like a ghost in a past home,,,,, the feeling of belonging yet a stranger in your own home,,,, (nostalgia? i haven't figured out what that emotion is yet lmao),,,, Kai maybe slipping up,,,,, going through the motions on autopilot,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
and then, a week later, returning to Garm's monastery :) staying much shorter time now bc we're nearing the start of S4,,,,,,,