#kaiya rambles

[murmursofthestarling]

Me: okay I kinda wanna date someone but like I shouldn't. I need to just enjoy my summer, and like be happy with myself and grow and all that. Just relax.

Cute guy at work: *jokes around with me*

Also cute guy at work: *is sweet*

My heart: 😍😍😍

[wow-youre-so-pretty]

When I have coffee I either feel like I can take on the world or I accidentally activate my crippling anxiety. No there's no in between. Yes it's a life-long condition.

[wow-youre-so-pretty]

I wanna draw so bad guys I swear I'm just suffering from stress praying it goes away soon (I know it never will)

[wow-youre-so-pretty]

stars? for the wip ask game! <3

if it’s not there try whisper and/or smiled —smile if you’re writing in present tense :D

IM SO SORRY THIS IS LATE I ONLY JUST SAW THIS FORGIVE ME !!!

Stars: The stars were almost no help, and the moon was a tiny sliver of a thing hovering above, hanging by an invisible cord and suspended over the world.

Whisper: Things dipped towards silence, after that. The peaceful air filtered around, only ever broken by the whispered secrets of the wind and the lapping of the water on stone down below.

Smile: Still, he put on a small smile (or what he could manage of one) and reached out.

[wow-youre-so-pretty]

“Always” for the fic sentence ask game :D

I FORGOT TO ANSWER THIS IM SORRY ANON 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Anyways: “They were, I don’t know, they w-were always there. Watching, I guess. They wanted, they wanted me to be--to be s-something I’m not.”

[wow-youre-so-pretty]

cooking something for @myfairkatiecat 👀👀👀

[wow-youre-so-pretty]

Bro I need to draw a new pfp but I don't wanna T-T

[murmursofthestarling]

All he said was "morning kaiya" and I got this giant ass grin on my face. Thank fuck I was wearing a mask.