#kanayalog

[growinggradience-blog]

-- growingGradience [GG] began pestering grimAbettor [GA] at 20:24 --

[08:28] GG: hi kanaya!!

[08:28] GA: Oh

[08:28] GA: Youre Jade Right

[08:28] GG: thats me!

[08:29] GG: i figured we should really talk to each other since we have so many friends in common

[08:29] GG: and you seem really nice!

[08:29] GA: Thanks

[08:29] GA: Yes It Seems Odd That One I Have So Much In Common With Should Remain A Mystery For So Long But Oh Well

[08:29] GA: How Are You

[08:29] GG: im good!!!

[08:30] GG: just in my room relaxing :)

[08:30] GA: That Sounds Nice

[08:30] GG: what are you up to?

[08:30] GA: Working In The Kitchen Presently

[08:30] GA: Cleaning Mostly

[08:31] GG: oh right youre the head of service!

[08:31] GG: that must be a tough job

[08:32] GA: It Can Be

[08:32] GA: Im Adapting Though

[08:32] GG: thats good!! :D

[08:33] GG: i dont know if karkat told you but im one of the engineers

[08:33] GG: or rose too!

[08:33] GG: im really glad she has someone she can be close to

[08:33] GA: Heh

[08:33] GA: I Enjoy Doing So

[08:33] GG: i bet!!!

[08:33] GG: rose is really great

[08:34] GA: Yes

[08:35] GA: Though Of Course There Have Been

[08:35] GA: Well You Know

[08:35] GA: Not That Thats A Problem With Us

[08:35] GA: Just That Its Something I Think About

[08:35] GA: That Is Sort Of Worrisome

-- growingGradience [GG] is now an idle chum! --

[08:38] GA: Um Jade

-- growingGradience [GG] is now an idle chum! --

[08:39] GA: Ok I Guess Well Talk Another Time

-- grimAbettor [GA] ceased pestering growingGradience [GG] at 20:39 --

[tenebrifictruth]

[08:48] TT: Are you busy?

[08:48] TT: I think we should talk.

[08:50] GA: Okay

[08:51] TT: First and foremost, I want you to give me an honest answer.

[08:51] TT: How toxic was I to you back on the meteor?

[08:55] GA: You Were Pretty Toxic To Yourself Given The Rate At Which You Insisted On Consuming Those Frankly Gross Human Soporifics

[08:55] GA: But Im Reluctant To Say You Were Toxic To Me

[08:56] GA: Annoying Maybe

[08:56] GA: Frustrating Certainly

[08:56] GA: Upsetting At Least Most Of The Time

[08:59] TT: Those are fairly toxic aspects of a relationship if that is how I treated you in return for how patiently and willingly you put up with me.

[09:01] TT: I used to think that we were incredibly fortunate for meeting each other and becoming romantically involved, but now I think that I am more of a parasite to you than anything.

[09:02] TT: Can you even recall when we last had a decent conversation that wasn't associated with my substance abuse?

[09:03] GA: No

[09:03] GA: But That Doesnt Mean We Wont Have One Again

[09:03] TT: Neither can I.

[09:03] TT: It doesn't mean that I'm still any good for you, though.

[09:05] TT: I'm...afraid that a majority of what I know about the nature of our relationship was impaired by the obscene amount of alochol clouding my mind.

[09:07] GA: I Guess That Makes Sense

[09:07] GA: I Think I See Where You Are Going With This

[09:08] TT: I'm sorry.

[09:08] GA: Its Okay

[09:08] GA: Your Reasoning Is Sound

[09:09] TT: I wish I had tried harder to prevent this from happening.

[09:10] GA: You Were Dealing With A Rather Severe Problem At The Time

[09:10] GA: Im Given To Understand That These Things Arent Always Under Our Control

[09:11] TT: Unfortunately.

[09:11] GA: Im Still Concerned About You Actually

[09:11] GA: But Now That You Are Reunited With Your Human Friends Maybe They Can Help You Better Than I Could

[09:12] TT: You were plenty help and more. I was just uncooperative.

[09:16] TT: I suppose I should just stop talking now to make this less strained than it already is.

[09:17] TT: Thank you for understanding, and for what it is worth, I will do my best to take care of myself from now on.

[09:17] TT: I did learn from the best, after all.

[09:19] GA: Thank You

[09:19] GA: For Talking To Me I Mean

[09:19] GA: Good Luck Rose

[09:20] TT: Thank you.

[09:20] -- tenebrificTruth [TT] ceased pestering gelidAdjudication [GA] at 21:20 --

[quixoticrackshot-blog]

[10:18] -- gadaboutTemerarian [GT] began messaging grimAdvocator [GA] at 22:18 --

[10:18] GT: Ah, knock knock?

[10:18] -- grimAdvocator [GA] is now an idle chum! --

[10:18] GT: I see, well perhaps its better this way anyhow.

[10:18] GT: Wouldnt want to keep myself tangled up in your business.

[10:19] GT: I just wanted to thank you properly for allowing myself and dirk to stay with you.

[10:19] GT: And youve been an excellent hostess, truly, thanks.

[10:19] GT: I hope youll be alright here by yourself.

[10:20] GT: But thats really all i wished to say.

[10:20] GT: Im sure well be in touch once again down the road.

[10:20] GT: So until our paths cross again, thank you and goodbye miss maryam!

[10:20] -- gadaboutTemerarian [GT] stopped messaging grimAdvocator [GA] at 22:20 --