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Do you ever get that horrible secondhand embarrassment while reading a fic so you switch tabs for a second or scroll across your home screen looking at the way your apps are placed before it's safe to return?
I never posted this on my main art blog because it's old, messy, and unfinished. But this is the content you follow me for on this blog sooo. Go crazy.
I like to imagine that Alhaitham is always watching Kaveh and Kaveh never even notices it. But everyone else does.
"Look at me, darling."
honestly i don't think that haitham really argues that much naturally with kaveh.
sure, he has a lot of confidence in himself, and yes he's very smart and doesn't fail to point out how others are wrong. but he doesn't seem like the type of person who would willingly argue with others when he deems other people's interactions rarely useful to him.
haitham is about efficiency. haitham is not about caring about other people's opinions, even if they are extremely incorrect.
given the light of the leaks, this only furthers my opinions about this, that haitham argues with kaveh not because they don't see eye to eye (kaveh is one of the few people who haitham deems his equal. there is no doubt in his eyes that kaveh is a smart and capable person, even if they have different thought patterns and ways of dealing with things.) but because kaveh rarely has an outlet for letting out his negative emotions.
kaveh bottles up all his feelings, thinking that no one around him should see him when he's upset or angry, but it only makes it worse. having an outlet is better for him, especially when he can't find one normally, his friends too emotionally far from him due to his trauma, and no family around him.
and thus, haitham purposely starting an argument, over something tiny and miniscule he really doesn't care about, stinging only enough to where kaveh is biting back, all his suppressed emotions surging forth and snapping at full force, because where else is he going to put these emotions?
haitham doesn't care. honestly, he's glad to see that the faux happy architect is finally showing his emotions, and knows him well enough that he's not serious about what he's saying when his feathers are ruffled up, just upset and hurt from literally everything other than this tiny disagreement.
and, yeah, kaveh feels horrible for fighting with haitham like that, getting flashbacks from when he had that awful fight that almost (?) made their friendship entirely break apart, but haitham, unlike that time, is pretending like nothing happened. in fact, he even silently makes coffee for him the next morning, leaving a baffled kaveh standing in the kitchen, wondering when haitham had memorized exactly how he likes his morning coffee.
and it happens again, this time over kaveh going to the bar again, just outside the door, haitham biting one of his sore spots, and then kaveh nipping back just as hard, except it rolls off of haitham like oil in water.
it isn't until months later that people have commented on how often he bickers with his (ex?) friend that he realizes what haitham is subtly doing.
at this point, it's second nature for them to bicker over tiny things, like who did the dishes last or who left a stray book where, but surprisingly, sometimes kaveh stops for a second when he realizes that haitham is leading the conversation where he wants it to go, egging kaveh to snap and bite back, and feels a rush of warmth into his chest.
after every morning they had a disagreement, there's a mug of coffee on the table waiting for kaveh. it has to be for kaveh, because haitham only drinks tea.
kaveh wonders how long it's been since someone has genuinely cared about him in a way like this, so quietly yet powerfully.
the next morning he finds his favorite pastry sitting next to his coffee mug.
go for it, kaveh!
Goodnight to the mf who put Mirrors by Justin Timberlake on their haikaveh playlist. Ur the funniest person ik and also a big brain genius and ily.
Unfortunately I must also follow that up with FUCK YOU FOR PUTTING TO BUILD A HOME BY THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA. I'm ugly sobbing so I will be forced to break into your home and chew your knee caps a little.
RP Partner Needed
Looking for Roleplay Partners [MxM or FxF]
I am looking for a roleplay partner for certain ships!
If you read MXTX novels and want to roleplay them, I am happy to do all three of the main ships! I’m open to a few side ships as well :)
I also would love to do Kavehtham. They are one of my favorites and I dont have enough rp’s with them.
Rules:
1. You must be 18+ I am 22
2. Triggers include heavy suicidal thoughts, r*pe, and I am uncomfortable with m-preg
3. If an 18+ roleplay you must be willing to play switch or top. I hate topping the whole time.
4. I’m lenient on response length but at least two paragraphs please, or more than 8 sentences
I would prefer to roleplay on Discord! My Discord is mizary09. Please comment or reach out on Discord if interested. Preferably reach out on Discord because I never check Tumblr. Thank you!