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You are Good Enough. You are Loved. But that does not mean that you are yet Complete.
Hey,
I don't know who needs to see this today. My best friend showed me today that being shown your appreciated is never unwanted. And that even if others don't notice, that people are there for you.
Let me remind everyone reading this:
You're an amazing person, and no matter who told you that you weren't amazing, that you're not beautiful, that you're not enough, or those that make you feel you need to beg for their time.
They're wrong. You, being you, is enough.
You are beautiful.
You are important.
And if you feel like you have to beg for their time? They don't deserve your time.
No matter what headspace you are in today. Take a breath, take a minute. Tomorrow will come and today will pass.
You are loved.
Don't give up. Don't give in.
See the sun tomorrow and smell the air.
Call you friend. Write something. Draw something.
Smile for yourself. Cry for yourself.
Allow yourself to feel.
You are worth so much and you are loved.
I apologize to everyone who's ever told me they like something that I have Critical Opinions about--
It's no excuse, but I honestly didn't mean to make you feel bad for liking Thing, it's just that the way I enjoy and engage with media is to critically analyze the shit out of it--
(Even, and especially, media I really like)
And that's not for everyone, I know, not everyone wants to hear about how X Thing they like is ☆Problematique(TM)☆
And when it comes out of the blue in response to "I like Thing" I totally see why that sounds like a condemnation of Thing and/or You Who Likes Thing
I'm trying to be better at when to bring those things up, and I am definitely getting better at apologizing whenever I slip up and do it anyway 😅
And I often slip up, because my brain-to-mouth filter is flimsy and I hear "topic" and my brain goes "topic? We're talking about topic? I have opinions about topic! Must share!"
To all the people who were called angry and aggressive because your trauma and abuse led to so much pant up rage that you would express it this way. You may hate being angry all the time, you may push people the way you were pushed or perhaps even hate that you push people. I see you. You’re tired of being angry all the time. You are tired of being the scapegoat, of being yelled at. You are tired of being hurt and act like nothing is wrong but you’re screaming inside. I see you. I know its hard to be let go of that anger, I know its hard to get close to people or express yourself but your feelings are valid. You are valid, just don’t push people away for caring about you. We want to help. We will listen too you rant and express yourself. I know my darling that there is a silent fear inside that says what if you act like your abuser. Trust me. You’re not them. You are allowed to seek help. You’re allowed to go to therapy. You’re allowed to be who you are and live a life that you please. Better days are coming, my darling. Hold on. I love you.
A little bit of a vulnerable post here, but.... the last year and half to two years I’ve been making it my mission to work on myself and my wellbeing. I started working out regularly, changed my eating habits and have pushed myself hard. Yea, there are times of weakness and little self discipline, but I’ve grown so much. I’m still learning what’s right for my body and how to properly fuel it. I’ve lost just over 115lbs so far and am continuing to challenge and strengthen my body. Quarantine and not being able to go to the gym has really caused me to slack off and loose motivation. I’m mainly posting this as a reminder to myself of how far I’ve already come and to keep pushing on. #selflove #motivation #keepgoing 💪🏾🧡