if jewel kept a dream diary what would some of the entries look like
11/01 - 5:53 a.m. - Nightmare
I was in the dark, clawing at something I had no visual to and I wanted freedom so desperately, but I was constricted. The ghostly golden glow was subtle at first, and for a moment I remember finding it oddly alluring in the way it swayed and blurred-- then I saw several of them, flowing about in an oblong manner.
Once I saw the distinct, bright, golden, saucer-sized eye the struggle began. I wasn’t safe. I was NEVER SAFE. The hollow’s tendrils pulled me in and I still curse myself for inhaling... I still remember the horrid ink that filled my lungs as it jerked me to its beak.
I awoke in Hueco Mundo’s sands sucking me in before truly awakening to my reality.
The sun has peeked the horizon and I am still shaking.
06/06 - 7:16 a.m. - Violent Curiosity
The grass was soft as downy feathers beneath my fingertips. He was there too. He wouldn’t show himself fully but I would catch teases of that soft blue peeking through the thick foliage. I could feel his intent to kill me but I was too comfortable to care. Under the moonlight, I remember imagining what it would be like to touch him, to merely run my fingers through his hair. I remember imagining the grass as his hair. I had closed my eyes in warm delight at the thought, and when I had opened them he was there nose to nose with me. I couldn’t even drink in his eyes clearly before I awoke.
He had come as thief in the night to claim his game, but don’t you know that I’m a hunter too? I will always see you coming.
29/12 - 1:40 a.m. - Ecstasy
I was clearly beside myself in the presence of the consuming cosmos that surrounded me. All I could do was stare and reach like a curious child. The pink nebula was dwarfed weaving through my blue palm, almost tangible. My hair flowed free as though I were submerged beneath water, and with every wave my locks carelessly splashed stars into the dark canvas. It was as beautiful as it was overwhelming.
Was this a nod to my creativity as a soul?