tryna figure out how I wanna draw this man
(permanently missing some nails, partial reconstruction of septum, grey hair from follicular damage from inappropriately administered first aid and stress? not quite dad bod but heavier set...think thonk...)
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Ok but a very very drunk Eggsy doing a sensual lap dance to Harry during a Kingsman party and Harry sporting an erection Big Benâs size but restraining himself from touching Eggsy everywhere because it doesnât feel right, the boyâs drunk and heâs probably acting under alcohol effects and he wonât remember anything tomorrow. At some point Eggsy falls sleep during his performance and if Harry takes the long way home just because he like the feel of seeing Eggsy snoring softly well, itâs nobody business. And they arrives to Eggsyâs house and Harry takes him to bed bridal style and undress him trying not to think too much but when heâs about to leave, Eggsy opens one eye and asks him to stay with him in his bed. And Harry stays. And he dreams of cold showers.
> He puts them in Harry's hands. After that, Eggsy asks Harry to lie down on his lap and promptly massages Harry's head with enough pressure to override the pain and increase blood circulation. Harry falls asleep with feeling the boulder on his skull is lifting. Eggsy tucks Harry in, kisses his head and spoons behind him. Tomorrow will be a better day. *hugs*
This is beautiful. I love when Eggsy takes care of Harry. And Iâm sure Harry believes that Eggsyâs some kind of magical creature with healing powers because he always know what to do to make him feel better.
Harry has a bad day. He just got back from American soil after attending a negotiation with the American Kingsman who seems to refuse every single proposal just to spite him for being Arthur. Now, his migraine is bludgeoning his frontal cortex. Harry wants to strip, shower and sleep. He does that, not hearing or even realising Eggsy is calling after him as his aching head steals his senses. Once Harry is clean and on their bed, Eggsy enters their room with a glass of water and a painkiller. >
He knows the roomâs not empty, Â he can feel it in the way the air vibrates.
Eggsy walks nonchalantly toward the massive suiteâs window pretending he hasnât noticed heâs not alone. Itâs easier like this.
The suite enjoys a very privileged location in the last floor of the âNorphia Hotelâ and the sight from there is simply breathtaking. Berlin is deliciously quiet that night. Stormy clouds slowly advancing through the sky just like the steps he is hearing coming from behind.
Eggsy can see his reflection easily.
He doesnât turn. Not yet.
Thereâs the distant sound of thunders.
The steps come to a halt.
The world holds its breath.
Eggsy smiles.
âIt seems that âThe Walking Deadâ wasnât just fiction afterallâ.
There is no answer to his statement so he turns deliberately slow, ready to face the man whose aparently fake death he mourned for the past three years.
Harry hasnât changed but yet heâs changed.
The first thing Eggsy notices is the bespoke suit. Harry wears it like a second skin, so sharp that can cut you into pieces. Nothing new about that.
But the color, the color is different.
The completely black suit makes Eggsy feel like he is looking directly into the Space just after a supernova implosion. Â The shirt is black too. Plain. No patterns. The only touch of color given by the striped maroon tie.
And the bright red scar that crosses his left eyebrow.
âYou seem unimpressed by my presence here tonightâ. Harryâs voice is slow and dark, almost a whisper. It matches perfectly his new appearance.
Eggsy holds his gaze, unashamed. His eyes are still the color of whiskey but emotionless. He looks infinitely more dangerous. But Eggsy is not taken aback so easily.
âDissociationâ, he says pointedly. â I needed to learn to detach myself from my feelings. They thought me very well as it turns outâ.
Eggsy knows that it doesnât need explanation. Harry knows who they  are. Kingsman exhaustive researches have surely done all the dirty work. It fact, Harry probably knows more than Eggsy himself.
He doesnât care. He doesnât care at the least. Heâs here because heâs on a âmissionâ. Has job to do.
âAre you going to kill me, Eggsy?â Harry says matter-of-factly like heâs reading his thoughts. His eyes donât flick. Never leaving Eggsyâs face.
Eggsy bites is own bottom lip and that seems to put Harry out of his trance.
âPlease, Harry, donât be such a fool and think for a moment Iâm the same man you once knewâ
He, in fact, isnât. Since the moment the plane landed in Germany and he found his new âjobâ. Months of blood, alcohol and sex trying to fill out the hollow in his heart exactly the shape of Harry fucking  Hart. He was managing it quite well.
Suddenly, Harryâs hand is touching his face, tilting it up a bit.
âOh, my darling boy. Neither I amâ.
And then the fight starts.
Eggsyâs well aimed punch is easily blocked but heâs fast enough to avoid Harryâs iron grip. Exactly two seconds later Eggsyâs in the opposite side of the suite. Breathing loudly.
Harry is walking towards him, smiling and ready to another round.
Thereâs something terribly obscene in the way he moves, like he owns the fucking place and Eggsy can barely stands it.
Years of parkour helps him to run towards Harry and switch the direction in the last moment. That, apparently, catches Harry off guard so is easy for Eggsy to throw him to the floor and kick him right in the mouth.
Harry hisses and roll to his side just to barely avoid another punch but he stands up quickly enough to throws himself towards Eggsy and this time the first blow is unavoidable. Â And the second one.
He manages to block the third one and takes advantage in Harryâs suddenly loss of balance over him.
When they both face each other, standing, bleeding and breathless, the guns are out, pointing to each other jaw. Both ready to shoot at the slightest movement.
They are incredibly close, Eggsy notices. And Harryâs looking at him again. Heâs completely different now. Eggsy watched, first row, thank you, what happened in Kentucky. He knows what Harry was capable of. And heâs seen it again, just minutes ago. As if all the Kingsman training were mainly aimed to keep the beast behind crystal glass. Because Harry is, above all, a gentleman. But the glass is breaking. And Eggsy can see the animal inside.
And he understand him. Fort the first time in his life, Eggsy feels as if he is looking at Harry at the same level, not from miles under. His own hands are stained in blood too. Too much blood. And he craves for more. More violence, more everything.
Their  breaths are heavy. Harry is looking at him with such an intensity Eggsyâs sure itâd set him of fire. Heâd happily let himself be burnt by it. If he doesnât pull the trigger first.
âYou werenât trying to kill meâ Eggsy deadpans. âIâve seen you fighting before. Iâve spent almost three years watching all your footages. All your missions. You never make mistakes.â
He pauses. And then adds.
âAm I your first mistake, Harry?â
He ends the sentence with a sardonic smile. Harry answers it by caressing Eggsyâs jaw with the gun barrel. Heâs smiling too. Dangerous. Lethal.
âItâd be a pleasure for me to see you dying by my hand, Eggsy. Â Iâd make sure it was slow, sweet and painful. But not today, Iâm afraidâ.
The light thread of Eggsyâs blood running from his temple is leaving small dots on Harryâs gun and he seems oddly fascinated by it.
âBesides, I left my right side unguarded twice and you saw it but you didnât take advance of the situation. So, or your current training is far from being as impressive as I originally expected, and give your taste for violence Iâm sure it isnât the case, or you werenât trying to kill me eitherâ.
Eggsy lets out a hollow laugh and lowers  his gun. Harry does the same one second after.
âYes, youâre right. It seems I canât find the courage to simply shoot at you afterallâ.
Even now that he isnât facing the window he can feel how the heavy clouds are slowly turning into a storm outside. But thereâs another storm inside, too. Equally unavoidable but much more personal.
âI seeâ Harry says. âWhat a tremendous inconvenience. That weakness of yoursâ.