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summary: very short what if kim jongin was your fanboy?
- Thursday, 9:53pm
Jongin is on his phone, browsing on tumblr for new kpop idols to fanboy over. It's late and he has to finish an essay due Monday but obviously, that's not what's on his mind at the moment. What he's thinking of is studying the new girl group he's found and he needs to know all of their names asap. He needs to study their faces and know everything about them. He needs to pick his favourite so he could show his other kpop friends how diversified he is in the kpop world. While he studies them, there's one girl that completely stands out of the rest. He doesn't know what it is, all he knows is that she's his new bias. There's no doubt.
- Friday, 1:13am
He knows all their names and faces. He's proud. But that's not the only thing. He also somehow fell in love with his new bias. He feels bubbly and happy everytime the camera does a closeup to her face. He uses the word 'love' lightly and his sisters always make fun of him for being so clueless in the subject of love. He imagines it feeling like rainbows and candywaterfalls. That's exactly how he feels right now. He'll make sure to tell his sisters about his new found love.
- Friday 7:47pm
"Noona! Look, isn't she pretty?" One of Jongin's sisters passes by his brother's apartment with chinese take out, enough for him and his roommate. She stops and takes Jongin's phone from his hands to examinate the girl's looks. She smiles.
"Wow, good job Jongin. You finally found a girl worth obsessing over." She ruffles his hair and starts to set everything on the table. Jongin hates it when she does that but she finds it amusing; he will always be her little brother. "Call Suho out, I'll be heading out. Don't stay up too late watching miss Kpop there!" She heads out and closes the door behind her.
She grins; she might be able to get her brother a great birthday present this year.
- Sunday, 10:32am
Jongin's sister has three tickets for a fanmeeting (I know it's not usually in January but pls bear with me lol); one for her, one for her sister and one for Jongin. After learning about Jongin's new love, she knew this would be the perfect opportunity to give him the best birthday ever; it was his 21st birthday after all. Some guys usually want to drink til the sun comes up but Jongin has had it before at his 19th birthday party and he dislikes the taste. Jongin would rather spend time with his family. He rarely ever sees them anymore after he moved into his apartment. He misses them.
She calls him over the phone, telling him they were going to bring him to this new Korean restaurant across the street. She mentions that it's extremely fancy so he needs to dress up. Honestly, she just wants to see him being all cute with his hair gelled up and also because she wants him to leave a good impression on the girl.
- Sunday, 12:23pm
Jongin finally makes it at his sister's house and finds it extremely weird that they're going somewhere fancy at such an early time. But he guesses it's fine as long as he's spending time with family. His hair is indeed gelled up like his sister expected. He's wearing his black tuxedo; the one he wore at his sister's wedding and his sisters can't help but squeeze his cheeks at how cute he is.
He has no clue where they're going anymore. They said the restaurant was just across the street and it's been more than thiry minutes. He can't see where they are either with the blindfold they put on him. All he hears now is the sound of the new girl group he likes. At least they let him pick the songs.
The song in the car is suddenly being over inaudible by the even louder song outside. It sounds like his bias' voice and he can't help but feel extemely excited. If his sisters brought him to the fanmeeting he was sad about a few weeks back because he couldn't go, he would owe them his life. His excitement was currently overpowering his body and he kept jumping up and down his seat like one of his dogs.
"Jonginnie, you could look now." His sister says after pulling him out of the car.
Jongin has a huge grin on his face as he takes off the blindfold. There, in front of him, is a huge crowd of fans holding up banners to his favourite girl group. He's so happy, he could cry, instead he rushes to his sisters and hugs them tightly, muttering his thank yous.
He doesn't let go until they tell him they still have to find their seats. He lets go and pulls them as fast as he could, his sister almost forgets to lock the car.
-Sunday, 1pm
"Hi everybody! We're so glad you could make it!" The leader greets, and Jongin is honestly feeling so attacked by how sweet her voice sounds in real life. Everyone makes a short introduction and there's only one left, and that's his bias.
"Hey guys! How are you all today?" She puts a hand to her ear and waits for everyone's answer. Jongin waves his hand vigorously and yells out how well he's doing and practically confesses his love her within two seconds. "Haha, I see we have a very energetic crowd today! I hope you all enjoy today's meet and greet."
The leader counts to three and the whole group does their greeting. Jongin feels like fainting.
-Sunday, 2pm
It's almost his turn to meet his bias, she's the last and he's waiting for the fan to finish his turn. The bodyguard tells the fan to move on and let the line advance, the fan nods and bows one last time at the idol.
Jongin's heart is beating incessantly. He's next, he feels like he's been waiting for this moment forever.
"Wow, I like your suit. It reminds me of James Bond; I like James Bond." She's smiling right at him; he doesn't know what to say. Exactly, no clue. He's been rehearsing this moment in the shower countless of times but he never imagined her to be so beautiful in real life.
"T-thank you. I'm Jongin." He hands her their first album, back when not many people knew about them and Jongin was still getting to know all the members.
“Don’t be shy Jongin. We have to make this moment memorable for you! High five!” She lifts up her hand for him, waiting for Jongin to high five her. However, he only stares and watches her hand slowly go down as she realizes that maybe she made him even more uncomfortable.
“NEXT!” The host yells out for him to move on so that other people can meet her too.
She only smiles and awkwardly waves goodbye at Jongin. He bows respectfully and immediately goes to the side where his sisters are waiting for him. His face grows red at the embarrassment he had just encountered. Why on earth didn’t he high five her?! She probably hates him by now. Oh, Jongin, why?!
The one time he gets to meet his bias and he flat out ignores her because his stupid brain cannot function properly.
His sisters only chuckle and try to comfort their little brother, hugging him as he regrets every bit of that moment.
“Hey, at least the others don’t hate you as much.”
Jongin groans for the rest of their walk back to their seats.
-Saturday, 5pm (two weeks after the meet and greet)
“What is the most memorable experience you’ve ever had with a fan?” The interviewer asks Jongin’s bias. She looks exceptionally pretty today, Jongin thinks. The hair extensions suit her a lot.
“All of them are!” She exclaims, giving out the perfect idol answer which makes the whole set laugh at how enthusiastic she is.
“Ya, we’re on a variety show. We need some topic to talk about!” The host laughs out loud, poking fun at how idol-like she is for giving out a typical idol answer.
“Haha, I’ll just tell you the most recent one. It was on Sunday and we had a meet and greet.” She gives in to the host and begins to tell her story, much to Jongin’s liking.
“Oh no.” Jongin’s eyes widen at the introduction of her story. This could be him. But it can’t be right? It’s normal to be star struck. This isn’t something that should be remembered. It should be buried and never to be spoken of again.
“And, one fan was dressed up to the nines. His hair was well-coiffed, he had on a suit, and he was very handsome overall.” She starts to explain, moving her hands around to describe him. Her eyes widen at every detail she describes, emphasizing his features.
She thought he was handsome?
“He seemed uncomfortable so I reached out for a high five but he totally ignored me! I felt like my crush had just rejected me! It was amazing. I haven’t felt rejected in so long!” The whole set began to laugh again as she exclaims her disappointments. Everybody is in awe at how well she expressed herself.
Kim Jongin doesn’t even listen to the rest of her speech. He’s too embarrassed. He feels like his life has just ended. She thinks he’s handsome and he knows he’ll never see her again.
