Mar 26, 2025
oh god here we go again
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oh god here we go again
I just... if you’re gonna look at yourself, really look in the mirror, you gotta yeah, you gotta admit who you are. But not just to yourself, you gotta admit it to everybody else. First time, as long as I can remember, I don’t have a war to fight. And I guess, if I’m going to be honest, I just... I’m scared.
Developed a theory where I believe that a clean space = a clean mind does NOT apply to me.
If my immediate surroundings are taken care of, like the dishes, the litter boxes, a clean floor and counter, etc etc, then all my anxious thoughts suddenly gravitate towards everything *outside* my immediate surroundings. Think of it like gravitational fields, where the Dirty Room is my Jupiter, and Literally Everything Else In The World is the asteroid belt.
If Jupiter is gone, suddenly I'm being randomly pelted with Everything...
Ergo - and as much as I fucking hate this - I must have a form of Jupiter in my home, or I'm going to be pelted with imaginary rocks until Jupiter is established again
-ears prick forward- ?? -slides over to window and looks outside- Firetrucks? O^O