What to Feel?
I found my people, but I’ve only interacted with them when the school year is almost done. I don’t know, I’m a bit in the emotional state last week and after their graduation, I don’t feel anything. I really know that even if they always say that they will not forget me and not just be a name in the pool of names they have, I know I will be. And it sucks. It sucks so bad that I can’t do anything about it. I can really see it now, they will move forward and I am stuck here. Alone again. I’m used to this anyway, I’m used to mingle with people that don’t really have the same wavelength as me. Ha, I wish I met them early in my life. But maybe that’s how life can be, it gives you only a short amount of time to enjoy the enjoyable things, to appreciate more the importance of time. Agh, I just want to say I freaking miss them. I miss my senior friends, they are real and genuine, and I learned a lot from them. I just miss them. Shit. I miss them. I’ll miss them.
