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Apr 28, 2023

Closer Pt. 2 | KNJ

Inspiration: Closer by RM

Pairing: COO Namjoon x Lawyer Reader

Summary: So Namjoon suddenly left, and you’re back to the real world after your 30-day vacation. You’ve lost touch, but would fate work its magic for the both of you to meet again?

Warnings: Warnings: Smut!!! 🚨Minors DNI. fingering, swearing, oral sex (f receiving), semi-public sex, squirting.

Author’s Note: Please forgive my Korean, I am so not fluent at it. Planning on writing an Epilogue for this once my brain recovers from writer’s block (and D-Day world tour) coma.

Word count: 10.8k+

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Time skip to your apartment in New York. You were awakened with the sound of the door opening and closing and very familiar footsteps on the stairs approaching your bedroom. You look at the time and it’s 5:30AM.

Y/N: Shoot. (Covers face)

The door swings open.

Rosie: Oh my god! (Shrieks) Oh my god!

She runs to you and hugs you, smothering you in bed.

Y/N: (groans) Ugh! Rosie! I made it here in one piece so please don’t break my bones!

Rosie: (pulls away) Oh my god, you’re back! (Checks your face) Good, no scratches.

She checks your arms and legs. Typical Rosie. She even checked your neck and collarbone. You gasp when you remember you still have visible marks that Namjoon left on you.

Y/N: Hey! (Covers yourself) Are you a warden or what?

Rosie: (smirks) And oh my god, you got laid!

You sigh. You’re still jet lagged and your cousin is already bugging you.

Rosie: (giddy) Tell me about him.

Y/N: No.

Rosie: Y/n!

Y/N: (scowls) No! I don’t kiss and tell. (goes back to bed) Can you at least make me sleep some more? Why are you so early anyway?

Rosie: Well for starters, you said you’ll report for duty once you land and you didn’t.

Y/N: Girl, I landed at 1AM. Did you want me barging at your place that late?

Rosie: But I waited! (Sighs) Fine, I’ll let this slide. Go get some sleep, you have some explaining to do to Grammy later.

Y/N: (groans) So she found out huh.

Rosie: Nope. I mean, not really.

Y/N: So what do I need to explain?

Rosie: I…may or may not have told them that-

Y/N: (sighs) Oh I’m not liking the sound of this. What did you tell them?

Rosie: That you went on vacation. (mumbles) With your new boyfriend.

Y/N: Rosie! Seriously?!

Rosie: Look, I’m sorry, okay? I ran out of reasons to cover for you! Besides, it looks like you really found one. (Giggling)

You didn’t want to argue. Your head suddenly hurts.

You’re back to the real world. After this weekend, you’re reporting for work again. You spent the weekend with your Grammy, aunt and uncle (Rosie’s parents).

While you’re enjoying lunch, you get a call from an unknown number, but something tells you it’s Namjoon. And yes you haven’t labelled his number yet - undecided what name to put. You excused yourself.

Y/N: Hello?

Namjoon: Hi pretty girl. It’s me.

You smile. You can also feel him smile from the other line.

Y/N: Joon. Hi.

Namjoon: Glad you picked up my call. So I assume you’re back in the US?

Y/N: Mhm. Are you back, too? Or did you have to go somewhere else?

Namjoon: Oh I’m back, too. I’m staying at my grandpa’s for a couple of days here in Seattle then we’ll fly to LA.

Y/N: I see. I hope everything’s okay. You seemed to have left in a hurry.

Namjoon: (sighs) Yeah, I’m really sorry about that. I was lucky to catch a flight that day.

Y/N: It’s fine, Joon. I understand.

Namjoon: Thanks.

You hear a woman’s voice calling his name and him replying “I’ll be right there.” You didn’t want to assume anything, but your thoughts started to rumble.

Namjoon: I uh, I’m sorry I have to go.

Y/N: Oh it’s- it’s fine. (Smiles)

Namjoon: I just have a lot going right now, y/n. Someday I’ll tell you about it.

You hum in response. You know your status. You’re both not in the position to demand time and explanation.

Namjoon: Y/n?

Y/N: Hm?

Namjoon: I miss you. So much.

Namjoon is one of the sincerest people you’ve met in your lifetime, so you know he actually meant what he just said.

Y/N: (smiles) I miss you too, Joon. Take care of yourself, ‘kay?

Namjoon: You too. I’ll keep in touch whenever I can. I really hope to see you soon, y/n.

Y/N: Me too.

And just like that. That was the first and last time you talked to each other. You never even sent each other messages. You know men could be like that, so why are you even surprised? Weeks and months have passed and you never heard from him again.

You don’t want this thing to add up to your already complicated personal life, so you decided to just focus on other things. Your e-book maybe, to keep you busy after work?

In one apartment, three months after your last phone call. Namjoon obviously just moved in, busy unpacking and looking for something. His eyebrows are furrowed while scuffling on his work stuff.

Jin: Hey man, food’s here. Let’s take a break first.

He sighs and joins Jin in the kitchen shortly. It’s a spacious apartment, very bachelor’s pad vibes.

Jin: Did you find it?

Namjoon: I’m sure I wrote it somewhere, but I can’t find it anywhere. (Sighs) Have you heard from the telco company yet?

Jin: (gives his food) Yeah, but they can just retrieve call logs from 60 days ago, max. I’m sorry.

Namjoon: (sighs) It’s okay. Guess I’ll just leave it to fate then.

Jin: Hm, you seem to badly want to touch base with this person.

Namjoon smiles.

Jin: Damn, I know that smile brother. (drinks juice) So you met a girl. (nods)

Namjoon is smiling like a fool. And Jin is just shaking his head, chuckling.

Jin: Well, I won’t ask about her ‘coz I know you’re not telling me anything. I’m glad you’re meeting new people, man. It’s about time. But I can’t believe you lost her number, you idiot.

Namjoon: (sighs) I know.

Jin’s phone rings.

Jin: Hang on. (takes call) Ara, hi. Yeah we’re still here. Oh really? Sure, you know which unit right? Ayt, see you soon. (ends call) Your sister’s coming over. She’s bringing the kids.

Namjoon: Oh, looks like she’s babysitting for Seojun again.

Ara, Namjoon’s older sister arrives with their eldest brother’s twins - Kai and Hiro, and her daughter - Bella. The kids love Namjoon so much and he loves them like his own, too. His family would always tease him that he should get married already because he’ll surely make a good father.

After lunch, Ara is making some dessert and the three kids, ages 6 (twin boys) and 4 (girl) cuddle with their uncle at the huge couch, showing him their new toys and books.

Bella: Kai, show uncle Joon our new favorite book!

Kai: Oh yeah! Uncle Joon, mom got us this new e-book and it’s amazing!

Namjoon: Oh yeah? Tell me about it.

Kai: It’s about the adventures of two best friends - a puppy and a koala.

Namjoon: Really now. Show me?

Hiro: It’s so cool, Uncle Joon! They’ve been to so many places.

Hiro starts to swipe the pages of the e-book with very cute and colorful graphics.

Hiro: See, they went to see mountains, the ocean, went to Thailand, and they even went to Jeju Island and Seoul! (excited) That’s where we live too, right?

Namjoon is speechless. You told him about your hobby - drawing and writing children’s stories. That made him assume that you have lots of kids in the family, but the reality is you’re still the youngest.

Kai: It’s so cool, right Uncle?

Namjoon: Yeah um- may I see it closely?

Kai: Sure! (gives him the iPad)

Namjoon swipes the pages. There are images of all the landmarks of the countries you’ve been to, so he’s certain it was you who created this. Bingo. Now he knows what to do to get a hold of you.

That night, he downloaded the e-book and immediately checked the credits. He figured you must be using a pseudonym. True enough, under “Graphics & Story by”, he saw the name PG Jeon. Jeon. It’s definitely you. PG? He doesn’t have time to figure that out.

Namjoon searched the web to get a mobile number or even just an email address. You have no social media, but your stories have a page. He followed it and sent a message. He found an email address, and he also sent a message. Your page, however, hasn’t been active lately. The last post is from two months ago - about the latest kids’ e-book: The Great Adventures of Koko and Yeppo.

Namjoon: Yeppo. (checks) PG Jeon. Could this be Pretty Girl?

He chuckles and blushes.

Namjoon: (stretches and exhales) Ahh, Kim Namjoon, you babo.

He waited for your reply, but nothing came. He doesn’t even know which State you’re currently in.

Meanwhile, you’ve been swamped with work you barely have time to draw or to go out. All you do is wash up and sleep when you get home late from work. You also get work calls and assignments during the weekend so you spend very little time with your family on Sundays.

Sundays are non-negotiable. It’s either you bring your work to your Grammy’s or you spend an hour or two for lunch then rush back to your apartment. Rosie started to nag you about this habit, but you can’t do anything about it. This is basically your bread and butter.

You’re a lawyer. And you work for a huge firm in New York. It’s not actually your dream to become one, but it has been a real tug-of-war between Law and Accounting during that time and you’re not quite fond of numbers so you’re down to studying more terms.

One day, you had your regular Monday meeting.

Director: Next agenda. (puts binder on the table) KGC is expanding. It is currently building its own production company. Not full-on media, but mostly on music production. Their head of Legal tapped our firm to handle all the production company’s legal matters until they built their in-house team for that. Ms Jeon, I’ll let you lead this account.

Y/N: Yes sir.

It’s a challenging account for sure given that it’s a group of companies. You know you’ll have to work your way from the outside looking in to get a grasp of the operations. You’ll have two interns (a gay and a girl) working for you on this project. In your office - FaceTime with your cousin.

Rosie: For real??? Oh my god sis! This is a huge thing if you wanna make it to partner. KGC is a huge group, I tell you.

Y/N: You know I’m not rushing to be a partner.

Rosie: Ahh, you babo. You know you can, but you just don’t want to.

Y/N: Well, not yet. I still have a lot to learn.

You’re working at KGC while you’re on the project. The company set up a nice office for your team. It’s the same floor where the creative team is, so the vibe does you a huge favor. Seeing them work on different art materials for different companies under KGC makes you feel good even if you don’t have time for your own creative stuff.

Since the day you reported for duty, you’ve had nonstop meetings left and right. A couple of weeks later, you arrive on your floor and the staff are extra bubbly today like something good happened.

Cate: (Intern 1) What’s going on? They’re all unusually perky.

Nathan: (Intern 2 - gay) Right? (To maintenance staff) Hey. May I ask what this is all about? Are they giving away a bonus or something? (Perks up) Are we included?

Y/N: (chuckles) Shut up, silly.

Staff: Oh, they must’ve heard about the new COO. He’s heading the production company and it’s his first day today.

Cate: Oh. So he’ll probably be in our meeting this morning.

Nathan: Right! But wow, (gestures) the energy the man gives to these people. (Smiles)

Staff: Oh that’s because rumors are spreading that he’s young, cool and very good-looking. (Smiles)

Nathan: Now we’re talking. (Smirks)

Y/N: Come on, give this poor lady a break. (Checks nameplate) Thank you, Alice. We must’ve taken too much of your time already.

Staff: No worries at all. (Smiles)

While preparing for the meeting, Cate returns bringing coffee and some more news about the new COO.

Cate: So. (Puts 3 cups on the table) A little bird told me that the new COO is the President’s other son.

Nathan: Oh. So Mr. VP has a younger brother after all.

Cate: No, no, like the other son. (Sits and whispers) He’s the President’s other son from another woman.

Nathan: Ooh, spicy!

Y/N: Hey you guys, we’re here to work, not to gossip.

Cate: Sorry boss. (Continues) That’s why he’s not in the organizational chart. I mean not until now. Oh and they said they never heard about him nor seen him at company events. He’s somewhat invisible.

Nathan: Mysterious, I like it. (Giggles)

You just shake your head and chuckle at your two interns. You headed to the boardroom a few minutes later. Some of the directors are there, the President, the Vice President and a few others from the executive committee.

The environment is light in this company. Since it’s being headed by a family, they instilled the culture of family among its workers. Everyone’s just casually chatting while waiting. It’s the first time you’re seeing the higher-ups in person. Though you’ve seen their faces in the company profile.

The doors opened and you see the Chairman come in. You all stand to greet him.

Chairman: Oh please, take your seats. (Chuckles) I’m sorry for coming unannounced. (Smiles)

He looks like a very kind and warm old man. He’s still in his golf outfit, very casual.

Pres: Dad, you should’ve told me you’re joining us today. (Pulls a seat for him)

Chairman: Oh I just remembered that today’s the day. Look at me, still in my golf outfit. Don’t I look swaggy?

Everyone in the room laughed.

VP: Yes pops, you look swaggy. (Smiles)

The chairman winks at his grandson. He sat and his eyes landed on each of you in the room, making sure he greeted you all with a smile. His grandson starts introducing the new faces, including you.

Chairman: Oh, you’re the one James sent. (Smiles)

His eyes disappeared when he smiled and it reminded you of someone.

Y/N: Yes sir, that’s right. (Smiles)

Chairman: I heard you’re Korean, too. (Bows) Annyeonghaseyo.

Y/N: Ye. Annyeonghasimnikka, sajangnim. (Bows)

Chairman: Welcome to KGC, Ms Jeon. Neo yeppeuda. Are you still single?

The crowd didn’t understand the phrase, but they laughed at the Chairman being cheeky.

Pres: (chuckles) Dad, don’t make her uncomfortable. (Mouths sorry at you)

Y/N: Oh it’s okay, Mr. President. And thank you for the compliment, Mr. Chairman. I um- yes, I’m still single and very happy. (Smiles)

Chairman: Jinjja? (Sighs) Ahh, women today are very career-driven. Ah! (Eureka moment) I’ll introduce you to my grandson. (Points VP) Not this grandson, he’s already married. To my youngest grandson. (Smiles)

Your interns are teasing you.

VP: Pops, we’re no longer in Korea. Sorry Ms Jeon, you know how it is back there.

Y/N: (nods) Yes sir. (Chuckles softly)

Chairman: (sighs) Ahh, areumdapda. You’ll be a good match.

Pres: Ah dad, cut it out. (Chuckles)

The doors opened again and a handsome guy stepped in. Tall, Asian, you thought he might be “the other son”.

Nathan: (whispers) Is that him?

Cate: No idea.

The guy gave a folder to the president and explained something briefly. Afterwards.

Pres: Is he here?

The doors were left open, so…

Chairman: Ahh, my handsome grandson is here.

He said it in a very happy and proud tone. You all turn your heads to the door as you stand up. A split second later, the COO comes in. Proving the rumors right, he’s tall, very handsome, looks young, cool and- hold on. He looks very familiar. Your eyes bugged out. Everything turned into slow motion. Your head is still somewhere else when you heard the President announce his arrival.

Pres: Everyone, meet KGC’s new Chief Operating Officer and ad hoc Project Manager for the production company, my youngest son, Namjoon Kim.

Y/N: Fuck.

Now with shorter, clean-cut hair swiped back and in a sleek three-piece dark grey suit, he really looked like an heir. He smiled and greeted everyone in the room. And then his eyes landed on you. He looked surprised, but he still managed to smirk.

You just smiled casually at him.

Y/N: Really? You suddenly disappear and you have the guts to smirk at me like that? Ha. Just when I thought things would not be interesting here at KGC.

Namjoon’s secretary introduces you one-by-one and Namjoon would shake hands with each of you in the room. When he reached you.

Sec: Ms Y/n Jeon, Associate at Parker & Parker Law Firm, here with two of her interns to help you with all things legal while we build our legal team for the production company.

Namjoon smiles and shakes hands with Cate and Nathan first. And then he looks at you - the way he looked at you six months ago.

Namjoon: (offers hand) Annyeong. (smiles)

You can smell his very familiar scent from where you’re standing - that very masculine cologne.

Y/N: (smiles) Hello Mr. Kim. (shakes his hand) God this hand. Snap out of it y/n! It’s a pleasure to work with you.

Namjoon is so good at not breaking eye contact, one would actually melt.

Namjoon: The pleasure is all mine. Looking forward to spending more time with you- shit - and working with your team.

Nathan and Cate are nudging each other’s elbows. You swear you hand smells like him. Shortly, the meeting commenced. Each of the departments presented and of course you’re in charge of all the legal stuff that needs to be dealt with. You presented confidently and answered every question thrown at you.

Namjoon: So you’re a lawyer. A hot one.

Namjoon’s eyes are glued to you. Even when the floor wasn’t yours anymore, he’d steal glances. You know he’s looking because your eyes met a few times. He doesn’t seem to care if somebody in the room notices the way he looks at you.

You’re not nervous about the fact that you’re working with him. You just feel a little awkward knowing that the person who fucked you so damn good and note: ‘many times’ a few months ago is now your new client and practically your new ‘boss’. At this rate, you know your damned.

The meeting is about to end and the mood is lighter and more casual now. You were drinking your glass of water when you heard the chairman say…

Chairman: Namjoon-ah. I’ll introduce you to someone soon.

You almost choked on your water. You realize he’s the ‘youngest grandson’ the chairman was referring to earlier. You see the chairman lean closer to Namjoon to whisper something. Then Namjoon’s eyes meet yours, wearing that charming smile he always had. You think you already know what the chairman told him. Because after all the whispering, the chairman looked at you, smiled and gave you an okay sign. You just smiled and bowed at him.

Your meeting adjourned and your busy days officially started. With Namjoon finally onboard, it’s time to work your ass off. You hadn’t seen him for the rest of the day after your meeting, which you thought was a good thing.

Namjoon, on the other hand, was welcomed with a bunch of workload on his first day. He expected this. He was trained for months for this. However, he seemed a bit distracted since he saw your face that morning. He’s feeling excited and very nervous at the same time. He knows he owes you an explanation and he’s very hopeful you’ll understand why he finally disappeared. One thing is for sure, he’ll find the time to settle all this with you.

Two days and you still haven’t bumped into each other in the office. You check your calendar and you have an upcoming meeting with him in two days. The night before the meeting, you worked overtime and stayed pretty late in the office - late enough that the entire floor is already empty.

On your way back to your office after making a cup of coffee, you noticed that the curtain blinds were shut. You figured Cate and Nathan already left. You step inside and only one corner lamp with a warm white bulb is lit.

Y/N: (sighs)(mumbles) How many times do I have to tell those two to not shut the blinds down.

You put your coffee mug on the table before going towards the glass doors to open the blinds. Just when you held the bead chain, you felt a pair of arms snaking around your waist. You gasp and turn around at the same time.

Y/N: Shit! Namjoon! I- I’m sorry Mr. Kim. (whispers) What are you doing here???

Namjoon: (smirks) I said it’s Joon for you. Or Joonie? (raises an eyebrow)

Y/N: You scared the shit out of me! (sighs)

Namjoon: I’m so sorry. (holds your face) Hello, pretty girl. (smiles)

That smile. That fucking smile. You would fall for it every single time, but not tonight - or at least you hope.

Y/N: (pushes him gently and walks towards the table) So. (turns to face him) You’re alive. Good to know. (sarcastic smile)

Namjoon: (sighs) I know I owe you an explanation, y/n. But first, I need you to know how sorry I am.

Y/N: Oh no, no, please. We don’t have to do this. Please don’t feel like you owe me anything since we’re not-

Namjoon: No, please don’t say it.

You were about to say that you’re not a thing so you don’t owe each other anything.

Namjoon: (walks towards you) Please, y/n. I don’t want to hear it. Even if we don’t know what we are yet, I don’t want you to say it. I want you to know what happened and I will explain every single detail.

You sigh and you lean on the conference desk. He leans closer, his hands on the desk, caging you from where you’re standing. Such a classic office romance position.

Y/N: Okay then. Let’s hear it.

Namjoon: Yes, you’ll hear it. (whispers to your lips) Just let me make up for it first, yes?

You don’t know if you should be doing this, but Namjoon kissed you and you kissed him back - needily and hungrily. He missed everything about you and you honestly missed everything about him, too. You pull away, panting and lips swollen and red from the hungry kiss.

Y/N: You better start talking.

Namjoon: Okay. (touches your face) To sum it up, I left in a rush for Seattle because pops (chairman) had a heart attack; went back to LA as I said during our call; got extremely busy with my training because they’ve been nagging me to get onboard here in KGC.

You gasped and and held onto him when he grabbed the back of your thighs and carried you to the couch, letting you straddle him. He kisses you again before explaining again. And just like how you were months ago, it’s like instinct that you let him do this.

Namjoon: (panting) Lost my phone at some point and the fucking telco can’t retrieve my call logs where your number is - hence the sudden lost of connection as promised; (touching your curves, slipping his hands beneath your blouse) went to New York for more exhausting training; moved to an empty apartment that consumed my time arranging, decorating and everything. And poof, time skipped to a few days ago on my way to our first meeting, I checked the agenda and participants beforehand and I saw your name and I swear my brain and my heart got the biggest shock of their life.

You can’t help but chuckle at his play of words.

Namjoon: (kisses your forehead) And I’m sorry for not doing this earlier. (kisses your nose) I swear the amount of work on my plate makes me wanna throw up and disappear to the mountains of Sagada again. (kisses your lips) So now I made sure I’ll catch you so I can finally tell you how my world was in chaos for the past six months. (smooch) Not just because of work, (smooch) but because I lost you along the way.

He kisses you again, pulls you closer and now you feel his hard-on. You moan softly to the kiss.

Y/N: I don’t know if I’m buying this, Joon. I mean- For months I honestly wondered where you were and how you’ve been and- (sighs)

Namjoon: I don’t blame you. But remember I told you that I’m a bad liar? That’s what really happened, y/n. And I can tell you more in detail if you’ll let me.

Y/N: I know somehow you’d want to ask why I didn’t reach out when I’m the one who has your number. Well- I don’t know. For some time I thought you don’t want to be bothered or whatever and- (shrugs) yeah. (holds his face and whispers) I missed you, Joon. And I’m so damned to see you here.

Namjoon: I wouldn’t dare ask why you never reached out. It’s my fault, never yours. (kisses your cheek) Also, a good kind of damned I hope? (smiles) My pretty girl, I missed you too. So much.

You kiss and Namjoon starts to touch you. You’re wearing a skirt, giving him easy access to reach for your thighs and that now-soaked cunt in between.

Y/N: (panting) Joon.

Namjoon: (hums) Hm?

Y/N: I don’t think it’s a good idea to do this here.

Namjoon: Says who? We’re not even starting darling.

He carries you again and puts you on top of the conference table. Your legs are still wide open, clinging on Namjoon’s waist. He takes your legs off his waist and lifts your skirt up. He sees your sexy black lace panties.

Namjoon: Fuck. Please tell me you’re extra careful when you’re wearing a dress or a skirt in this office?

Y/N: (confused) What? Why?

Namjoon: There’s too many men checking you out here honey, just so you know. I want all of you for my eyes only. I can be a little possessive.

You smile and blush. He leans forward to kiss you as his hand pulls your panties down.

Y/N: (moans) Mmn, Joon. (whispers) Someone might see us here.

Namjoon: The place is empty, princess. And I’m the one who put the blinds down by the way. (winks)

He holds your legs up and looks at your already dripping wet cunt like a hungry wolf.

Namjoon: Fuck. I can’t believe I saw my pretty girl and this pretty pussy again. I’m so fucking damned.

In a split second, he dives in and you moan. His warm mouth eating you out on the conference table is honestly not one of the things you imagined doing with him. But apparently, this turned you on even more. Lying down, legs wide open, with the COO’s head in between. Just the thought made you even more wet.

He ate you like he’s been deprived and starved for months. Your head is spinning. All you could do is moan and push his head against your cunt. A few seconds later, you arch your back and your orgasm hits you like a tidal wave.

Y/N: Oh god Joonie! (moans) Aah.

He cleaned you up with kisses and licks. He stands, wipes his lower lip with his thumb and smirks at you. He pulls you up and kisses you deep. You taste your sweetness from his mouth.

Namjoon: Fucking delicious as always. Baby, you don’t have any idea how I want to fuck you senseless since that day I saw you at the meeting. But I’m afraid we can’t do that here. (whispers to your lips) Because I’m sure you’ll be screaming my name when I do. (gives you a smooch) I’ll see you downstairs darling?

And there you are, under the spell of Kim Namjoon once again. You just nod.

Namjoon: And this? (your panties in his hand) Guess you won’t be needing it anytime soon.

He slips your undies into his pocket as he smirks at you.

Y/N: (scoffs) Joon! Seriously?

Namjoon: See you in the lobby. (winks)

You fix your things and yourself first before heading out. Namjoon had to relax and get rid of his hard-on too before stepping out of his office.

You reach the lobby and there’s no sight of Namjoon. You’re patiently waiting and trying your best to relax as the cold air brushes onto your bare cunt. You were standing in front of the building’s main entrance when you saw a black BMW X5 pull over the driveway.

You expect the owner’s child to have his own chauffeur aside from the fact that you know Namjoon doesn’t drive. The passenger’s window rolls down and to your surprise, the handsome COO is smiling at you - happily and proudly from the driver’s side. You raise an eyebrow and smile at him and you finally step out of the building.

You wish he hadn’t, but he still jumped off so quickly to open the door for you. Now you feel nervous and embarrassed that you’re actually leaving with the COO.

Y/N: (steps in) Joon, you didn’t have to, really. What if someone sees us?

Namjoon: What? See me do this?

He leans forward to kiss you. Now you’re certain you’ve already been caught by the CCTV.

Y/N: (scowls) Joon! Seriously! Get your ass in here before somebody sees us.

Namjoon: (chuckles) Yes ma’am. (puts your seatbelt) Ahh y/n, you look so cute when you’re nervous.

You hit his arm one more time. Another car parked behind Namjoon’s.

Ara: (sees Namjoon jump in) Namjoon? (hums) Hm, I wonder who you’re picking up from here at this hour. (smiles)

On your way to Namjoon’s apartment, you can’t help but be impressed by his driving.

Namjoon: What? I can see you looking and it’s distracting.

Y/N: (chuckles) I’m sorry. I must say I’m impressed with your driving skills.

Namjoon: (smiles) Stop, you’re pressuring me.

Y/N: I’m serious.

Namjoon: (exhales sharply) Well, I just realized that I needed to learn somehow. Thanks to this one pretty girl who convinced me over some arcade and bump cars.

You both laugh.

Y/N: See? You’ll enjoy it, I swear. Then you’d wish you’re back to being a passenger after quite some time. (chuckles)

You extend your arm. He’s clueless why, but he holds your hand and interlaces his fingers with yours. You smile and you rest your hands on your lap. Namjoon smiles and looks at you.

Y/N: Eyes on the road, Joon. I just took your hand, not your eyes.

Namjoon blushes.

Y/N: You got to learn how to multitask while driving at some point. And yes, that includes holding my hand while you drive.

Namjoon: Such a demanding passenger, I like it. (chuckles)

You reach his apartment and you get to business first before the house tour. You missed each other so much that things got pretty steamy in an instant. The next thing you know, Namjoon is fucking you senseless as he claimed earlier.

You did it on the couch, in his bedroom and in the bath. Three freaking exhausting rounds, that’s how you’re crazy about each other at this point. You end up in bed. Again, wearing one of Namjoon’s hoodies. You’re just looking at each other.

Namjoon: Are you okay baby?

Y/N: Other than I’m actually thinking if I’ll be able to walk tomorrow, then I guess I’m okay. (chuckles) God Joon, where did that stamina come from?

Namjoon: (chuckles) Now you know what happens when I don’t see you for a long time.

Y/N: (Chuckles) You gotta be kidding me.

Namjoon: Is that short for “I’m sure you did it with other girls?”

Y/N: I did not say anything.

Namjoon: I can read your beautiful mind by now, darling. (pulls you closer) Not that it matters to you, but I haven’t seen anyone nor did this with another girl since the last time we did.

Y/N: Well mister, not that it matters to you too, but it’s the same for me. Except for my exhausting job that fucked me over and over after my vacation.

Namjoon: Damn, I envy your job. (laughs)

You laugh at his silliness.

Namjoon: (touches your face) So. A lawyer, huh? That’s what you call your pretty boring job?

Y/N: Is it not? (smiles) And you Mr. COO? You really looked sexy in a suit.

Namjoon: (smirks) Really now? (sighs) Let’s see. COO - Child of Owner?

You snort. God he just loves the sound of your laugh.

Namjoon: Well, I’m a business major and a licensed accountant. But I never really put that to good use until now. Remember I told you about music being my passion?

Y/N: (nods) Mhm. And you promised you’ll let me hear some of your work. (runs your fingers on his hair) But wow, a licensed accountant. Just the thought of numbers makes me sick.

Namjoon: Yeah? (kisses your lips) I suppose we’ll never get bored. You keep me under your law and I’ll run my digits on you.

Y/N: (laughs) You pervert!

Namjoon: Only to you. (winks)(hums) Hm. So it looks like my grandpa likes you. For me. (smiles)

Y/N: (chuckles) Your grandpa’s got taste. (kisses his lips) But really, he seems like an amazing man.

Namjoon: He really is. That’s why I came running when I received a call that he had a terrible heart attack.

Y/N: You must be terrified that time.

Namjoon: (nods) Very. (sighs)

For the rest of the night, Namjoon told you how his family has been convincing him to finally take his position in the company. And that he would've joined the company a few years ago, but something happened and he just turned into a turtle and never left his shell.

You’re all ears. You just want to listen to him tonight.

To cut to the chase, only his grandfather was able to convince him.

Namjoon: Business and Accounting? I’m not interested in any of those. But I guess I was just left with no choice. You know, always having to prove myself growing up ‘coz I’m the “other son”.

You obviously heard about this.

Namjoon: My mom was my dad’s first love. Obviously they didn’t end up together for whatever reason. They kind of reunited shortly after dad’s first wife died and fake news spread like wildfire that he had an affair during the marriage. That’s not true, my grandpa told me everything.

Namjoon’s brother Seojun grew up being bullied by other kids that his dad had a mistress. He took it so seriously that he hated Namjoon so much when he was born and he hated Namjoon’s mom, too. Ara, Seojun’s sister, adored Namjoon. She always wished she had a baby brother or sister and Namjoon is like a wish come true. She’s younger so she easily adjusted to the new members of the family.

Seojun has never been affectionate to Namjoon since forever. But when he was already a mature teenager, he’d defend Namjoon from bullies. He’d even kick the ass of whoever beats Namjoon up. Until they grew up, that’s his love language to his kid brother - stern tone, authoritative, but always on point. And Namjoon looked up to him since.

Namjoon: Do you know why it’s not easy for me to be in a relationship?

You’re just there, listening.

Namjoon: Despite all the heartbreaks that women caused me, my mom’s death was the worst. She broke my heart the most. Since then I’ve been afraid to go through all that pain again.

He’s teary eyed. You thought you’re the only one with a very heavy emotional baggage. You realized how broken Namjoon must be for so many years and that he’s just starting to build his life again.

Y/N: God, Joon. I’m so sorry.

He cried. And you said nothing. You just hugged him all night. You made him feel that he’s okay, just like how he made you feel safe when the lightning scared you.

Namjoon brought you home at sunrise. He obviously wants to see your place so you let him in. He’s already dressed up for work so you figured you could prepare some breakfast for him. Actually, he thought three rounds weren’t enough so he had you ‘for breakfast’ first before having the actual meal.

You forced him to drop you off at the bus stop that’s near the KGC building. You don’t want anyone seeing you both jumping off the same car and entering the building together. You had your meeting that day and you can’t take the way he’s looking at you so you had to pull out your phone and text him from under the table. He raised his eyebrow when he saw your name - or rather the puppy emoji - appear on his phone’s screen.

🐶: Stop staring at me like that. People might see.

🐨: Stare at you like what?

🐶: I don’t know. Like you’re hungry or something?

🐨: Well, I haven’t had my ‘lunch’ yet.

🐶: Joon!

🐨: 😏

Transition to different times of stolen quickies inside the company. Sometimes you’d do it in his office; or inside yours on late nights; or sometimes in his office’s spacious bathroom. You’re so damn scared of getting caught, but the COO remains unbothered.

He’d fuck you standing; eat you up or do you on his desk; up against the wall; in his office’s couch. You swear you both can get pretty creative when you crave for each other amidst your busy schedule.

One time while everyone’s out for lunch, things started to heat up again after your meeting. You were riding his thigh as you kissed.

Namjoon: (panting) Fuck baby, glad I wore dark pants today.

Y/N: (panting) Why?

Namjoon: Looks like riding my thigh makes you drip.

You look down and your wetness already drew a map on his pants.

Y/N: Oh shoot, I’m so sorry.

Namjoon: Don’t be. I can make you drip some more. (inserts a finger to your core)

Y/N: (whimpers) Joon, oh my god.

You continue to kiss as he fucks you good with his fingers. Your orgasm snapped and it made you squirt for the very first time - wetting his pants and his leather couch.

Namjoon: Fuck, yes! Look at you squirting for me.

Your legs are shaking and you can’t respond.

Namjoon: (kisses your cheek) ‘You okay darling?

Y/N: Yeah. (nods) Yeah I’m okay.

Namjoon: We better clean up. (to your ear) You can get your revenge later at home. (smirks)

You moan in response.

You’ve had moments in his apartment and in yours. And not just sex, but doing other couple things. At this point, you feel like you’re already exclusively dating. So what’s holding you back?

On Namjoon’s first monthly status report, he got praises from the board and from his family. He’s organized and articulate, there’s no doubt about that. But most importantly, the employees had a very positive response on some things he improved or changed - mostly on operations. After the meeting, the president asked his secretary to book a table for the family in a Korean restaurant nearby.

Pres: I knew you’d make it. (taps his arm) Congratulations, but this is just the beginning, okay? Keep it up, son. I’ll see you at lunch.

Namjoon: (smiles) Thanks dad.

Namjoon and Seojun were the last to leave the conference room.

Seojun: Hey. I’m proud of you, little brother. (smiles)

Namjoon smiles. This is one of the rarest times that Seojun would actually acknowledge his hard work.

Namjoon: Thanks, bro.

He hugs Seojun.

Seojun: (freezes) Is this really necessary?

Namjoon: Oh come on bro, you won’t die with a hug. (chuckles)

Ara: (arrives) Hey I heard there’s lunch and- oh my god, am I just hallucinating or what? What is this bromance I’m looking at?

Namjoon and Seojun pull away from the hug, laughing.

Ara: Aw, that was really touching to see, you guys. Come on, give me another. Group hug!

Namjoon thought that after all, it was only a matter of him finally coming out of his shell and just doing his best naturally. Without having to compete with his inner self or prove anything to everyone.

When they arrived at the restaurant, they were surprised to see the chairman with the admin and legal teams - including yours. Your eyes met Namjoon’s, you’re both surprised. You all greeted the president, Seojun and Ara.

Ara: Hey pops (hugs him), I feel bad I wasn’t invited to this circle.

Chairman: Oh my sweetheart, I’m so sorry. I just dropped by the admin and legal departments and I’m just feeling extra generous today so I asked them to join me for lunch.

You all laughed. Your table is next to Namjoon and his family’s. He sat across from you so he could see you properly. He’d always steal glances and he thought nobody noticed.

Back in his office after lunch.

Ara: Hi baby brother.

Namjoon: (signing some documents) Hey. Can I help you?

Ara: Nah, just dropping off your coffee ‘coz I’m also feeling extra generous today like Pops. (Winks)

Namjoon: (sighs) Ahh, just what I needed. (Gets coffee) Thank you. (Drinks)

Ara: Y/n Jeon.

Namjoon almost spit his coffee.

Ara: Ha! I knew it! (Laughs)

Namjoon: (wipes his lips with tissue) What do you mean?

Ara: You guys have something.

Namjoon: I’m sorry, what?

Ara: Oh come on baby brother. I know you so well. I know when you’re in a relationship or not; dating or not; complicated or not. So which is which?

Namjoon: (scoffs) I am not answering that.

Ara: (nods) Okay. I saw her at the cafe. Guess I’ll just pop in and say hi. (Giggles)

Namjoon: Wha- wait. Ara!

He gave up. Ara has been so good at this since they were younger. She may be the main reason why Namjoon has always been a bad liar.

And so Namjoon told her that yes, you have something special but you did not label things yet. You told her basic things like how you met over and over during your vacation - leaving out the steamy details of course.

Ara: For real??? Then you meet again here??? (Sighs) Ahh, daebak.

Namjoon nods.

Ara: And so? What’s holding you back? I can feel she’s the worth keeping type and really pretty, too. Oh hang on! Is she the one that Pops has been telling me about? The one he wanted to introduce to you?

Namjoon nods.

Ara: Oh my god! (Shrieks) Pops is gonna be hyped!

Namjoon: Hey, it’s not your story to tell, okay?

Ara: (sighs) Fine. So what is it? What’s holding you back? God it’s been so long since you were in a relationship. Bro, I totally get it if you got pretty hurt when Iris left you. But you gotta move on somehow you know. Besides, she-

Namjoon: It’s not Iris, okay?

Ara is all ears.

Namjoon: I just- I just don’t think I’ll be able to afford another heartbreak…after my mom left me.

Ara felt sad.

Namjoon: I know it’s crazy but- I don’t know. I think I’m afraid to get hurt or be left behind or- (sighs) My mom broke my heart, Ara. That’s why whatever y/n and I have right now, I don't want to complicate things just to have a label. Besides, I think she’s also going through some stuff and maybe being in a relationship right now is not her priority.

Ara: I do get you. It’s normal to be afraid of getting hurt again, but it’s just valid to move on after the pain you know. And about y/n. Maybe? So she didn’t tell you anything and you just assumed?

Namjoon: Well she told me we should take things easy when we met. And I can feel she’s uncomfortable when we talk about relationships. So, you know, I didn’t want to add up to whatever she’s going through.

Ara: But that was ages ago! Have you tried asking her now?

Namjoon shakes his head.

Ara: (sighs) Ahh, jinjja. Hey, at some point you gotta confess, okay? And you gotta ask her for god’s sake.

Namjoon is quiet.

Ara: Ya. You almost went crazy when you lost her number. What more if you lost her for being an idiot? (Sighs) Ahh neo babo ya Namjoon-ah.

Namjoon chuckles at his very blunt sister.

Ara: And that Karyn from Admin? I see how hard she’s trying to flirt with you, so you better do something about you and y/n ASAP.

Namjoon laughs. Karyn is the Admin Manager and she could be too forward when she likes someone. A few years ago, she flirted with Seojun too even though he's already married. Ara hated her for that. She’s been rumored to be “everyone’s girlfriend” at KGC.

One day, you helped Rosie move to her new apartment close to yours. While unpacking, she sees your phone lighting up and messages coming in.

Rosie: So you’re textmates with a koala now?

Y/N: (grabs phone) Why you little sneaky girl. (glares at her)

You read Namjoon’s messages. Some are photos of him bonding with his nephews and niece while reading your e-book.

🐨 : We badly need a sequel. I may or may not have told these little ones that I know the creator of this e-book so now they won’t stop nagging me.

You chuckle.

Rosie: Oh my god! Is this your soulmate???

Y/N: Soulmate???

Rosie: Soulmate. You were on a soul-searching trip when you met this guy and you told me you’ve randomly bumped into him several times during your travels. I mean what do you call that? A soulmate.

Y/N: (snorts) You’re so weird sometimes, Rosie. I cannot. (laughs)

Rosie: Oh shut up. Look at you giggling over a text.

Y/N: But did I confirm this was him?

Rosie: You have the same smile as the day you returned, when we were having lunch at Grammy’s. When someone called you?

Y/N: Oh my god you psychopath! How do you know that was him?

Rosie: Just a wild guess. (eats chips) Hang on. I thought you guys lost connection? Did you see each other again?

Rosie. You swear she has the best memory in the world. She remembers every little detail you tell her. You can’t keep secrets from her or at least for not too long, so now you don’t see the point in hiding Namjoon from her.

Y/N: (sighs) Fine. Yes, we saw each other again and we’re kinda…hanging out. You know (shrugs) getting to know each other?

Rosie: Like dating?

Y/N: No, not dating dating.

Rosie: So it’s casual then.

Y/N: Uh, no. It’s not casual either.

Rosie: Y/n, I’m feeling a bit impatient today and I have a bunch of knives in this box. Spit it out before I stab you.

Y/N: God, you’re so violent.

So you ended up telling her about Namjoon. No name yet, just basic details like how Namjoon told Ara about you. Also, you didn’t mention that you were working on a project together. Rosie begged you for a photo, so you gave in. But you made her promise not to tell a soul in your family yet until everything’s steady between you and Namjoon.

Rosie: No way! Kim Namjoon?!

Y/N: Shit. She knows him???

Y/N: You know him???

Rosie: If ‘know’ means just know, then yes. And don’t worry, it’s nothing like I-know-him-because-I-slept-with-him kind of thing. I know him from college - there were only a few Asians in our batch. We’re in the same college and damn, that guy’s IQ is another level. Like he’s a fucking genius!

Now she has your attention.

Rosie: I remember working on a thesis with him. There was a time our sections got mixed so we met the other students taking up Business Admin. He’s nice. I mean nice to the highest level and I’m not overreacting. He’s like a saint, I swear.

Y/N: A saint. Ha.

Rosie: That’s all I remember about him. Leader, genius, very kind, oh and funny too. You know when people are so smart at academics and they’re kinda falling behind on normal stuff?

You nod and you agree.

Rosie: That’s the Namjoon I know. There’s this one time we went to our groupmate’s apartment when we passed the defense. So we planned to cook some dinner and have drinks and the poor guy doesn’t even know how to slice a fucking carrot. (laughs)

You laugh. That’s true. You noticed many times that he’s not the domesticated type and he’s extremely clumsy. He breaks things, but he’s so gentle with people. And he sure knows how to take care of you.

Rosie: Oh and there were rumors that he’s fucking rich. Like his family owns a corporation or something? But the man’s too humble, he just denies everything. (looks at his photo again) Wow, it’s like he never aged. And damn, he looks hot!

You chuckle at your cousin’s remark.

Rosie: I wonder if he still remembers me. Going back - so you’re not dating, not casual, but you’re hanging out. What are you then???

You sigh. Rosie immediately gets it.

Rosie: (sighs) Of course. Fucking James Hall. Uncle and Aunt are factors too I suppose?

You’re quiet - didn’t nod, didn’t disagree either.

Rosie: (holds your hand) Hon, I know the pain you’re in. I told you that many times. You lost your parents not so long ago then your asshole ex-fiance cheated on you. Trust me, I know how you feel. But I hope you know that life doesn’t stop there. I mean, look, you have an amazing man who’s obviously crazy about you - judging by the bunch of messages he sends (you chuckle) - and not everyone meets a guy like that.

Y/N: (sighs) I don’t know. There’s just so much fear and- And I always ask myself if I’m ready and- (covers your face) God, I don’t like this. I told myself not to get too attached, but you’re right, look at me giggling over his texts.

Rosie laughs.

Rosie: Oh my y/n. Give love another chance. Give yourself another chance to be happy again because you deserve it. And give Namjoon a chance to prove that not all men are jerks and not everyone will leave you. There are still good people out there, honey. Namjoon is one of them. (gloats) And me.

You laugh at her confidence. Rosie hugs you.

Rosie: Aw, my girl’s a grownup now.

You laugh again as you hug your bestie tight. Rosie starts to laugh again.

Y/N: What is it this time?

She laughs out loud.

Rosie: Fucking Namjoon. So he’s the one responsible for the hickeys I saw on your neck when you got home?!

Y/N: Oh my god Rosie! (covers your face as you blush)

Little details - Rosie’s indeed an expert in that area.

Namjoon’s first 60 days in training onsite is nearing. If he passes the board’s qualifications and gets a pretty good evaluation, that’s when everything becomes official. He’ll be the official COO and his family plans on announcing it to the industry. His grandpa has been awarded the Businessman of the Year and he, along with the president, will be featured in one famous business magazine. They’re planning to officially introduce the Kim sibs in that article, too.

Your 60 days at KGC is also nearing its end. Your agreement is that you’ll only squat in their office for two months and then you’ll go back to your firm and will just have regular meetings with KGC if necessary.

Namjoon is trying his best to meet the people he works with. He’d go on breakfast, lunch or dinner with different teams if necessary. One night, his secretary told him that he has a scheduled dinner with the Admin and Accounting teams. They sent out a survey and it turns out they wanted some good food over drinks, so they reserved a resto bar for the gathering.

Their catch-ups are never formal. Namjoon wants them to be as comfortable as possible. One woman takes it too literally.

Karyn: Hi Mr. Kim. (gives whisky) Heard you like whisky.

Namjoon: Hey, Karyn right? (Karyn nods) Thanks. And please, just call me Namjoon. (smiles)

Karyn: (raises an eyebrow) Okay, Namjoon it is.

Karyn stayed beside him the whole night as the whole crowd got drunker by the hour. Karyn obviously has plans so she made sure Namjoon’s glass is never empty.

Meanwhile, you’re out with Cate and Nathan in a bar nearby. It’s Friday night, so what better way to spend it than to spend it with friends and some drinks? You thought of calling Namjoon just to check if he’s still in the office or he’s already home. When he picked up, it was too loud.

Namjoon: Hey pretty girl. (smiles)

Y/N: Hey. I figure you’re still out?

Namjoon: Yeah, tonight's one of those team meet-ups. The thing I told you about last time?

Y/N: Oh, right. Which team are you with now?

Namjoon: Admin and Accounting. Where are you?

Y/N: Oh I’m just at this music bar near the building. I’m having a few drinks with Nathan and Cate.

Namjoon: Cool. Can you not get too drunk though? Oh, sorry, does that sound like crossing the line already?

Y/N: (chuckles) No, silly. And yes sir, I won’t get too drunk. Though you sound really drunk now.

Then you hear someone say “Namjoon we’re leaving in a bit. Are you good? I can take you home if you want.”

Admin. Namjoon told you about Karyn once and how Ara hates her. And you’ve seen her flirt with Namjoon many times in the office. You’re pretty sure that’s her voice you heard.

Namjoon: (to you) Hang on baby. (to Karyn) No thanks, I can just call an Uber.

Karyn: Oh come on, I insist. Coffee at your place maybe?

You scoff and you end the call.

Namjoon: Sorry, I- (checks phone) shit. Hello? Y/n? Sorry Karyn, let me just make a call.

Namjoon steps outside to call you again, but you’re not answering. He then decided to excuse himself from the team. They forced him to stay for one last drink though. He gulped it as fast as he could so he could already step out of the bar.

He’s really pretty drunk by now. He’s standing, booking an Uber on his phone when Karyn approached him again.

Karyn: Hey Namjoon. (Clings arms on his shoulders) Let me take you home, okay?

Namjoon: Thank you, Karyn. (gets his coat) But really, I’ll just book an Uber. (looks at his phone)

Karyn: Oh come on. Please don’t play hard to get like your dear brother.

Namjoon: (scoffs) I’m sorry, what?

Karyn: You’re single, right? So am I.

Namjoon: I-

He was cut off when he felt familiar hands pulling his arm. He turns around and sees you.

Y/N: Hey handsome. Sorry I’m late.

You lifted yourself a bit so you could reach him for a kiss. Namjoon closes his eyes, holds your waist and gives you a sweet smooch - fucking right in front of Karyn and the rest of the team. Karyn is shocked and pissed at the same time, while the others are giggling and cheering. This just confirms their long-time wondering if Namjoon is still single or in a relationship.

Y/N: (to Karyn) Hi. Ms Collins, right? (offers hand) Y/n Jeon.

Karyn: Right. (shakes your hand) From Parker & Parker.

Y/N: (nods and smiles) Mhm. Thank you for the kind gesture of bringing my Joonie home.

Damn he loves it when he hears his petname. You cling your arm on Namjoon’s arm while he’s still looking at you, mesmerized.

Y/N: I can take it from here. (sarcastic smile) (to Namjoon) Let’s go babe? I already got an Uber to take us to our place.

Namjoon: (raises an eyebrow) Yes ma’am. (smiles)(to everyone) Sorry guys, I have to go now. (puts arm around you) I had fun. I’ll see you next time okay? Oh and get home safe.

Team: Yes boss!

Your ride home was quiet. You reach his apartment and he dives onto the couch while you get some water from the fridge.

Namjoon: (exhales) Baby. (sits up) You’ve been awfully quiet on our way here, it scares me.

Y/N: (scoffs) Really now?

You walk towards him and give him a glass of cold water. He drinks it in one go.

Y/N: (sits beside him) Do you really have to consume every drop of alcohol from that bar? Clearly you can’t hold your liquor tonight.

Namjoon: The guys always refilled my glass and Karyn-

Y/N: (hums) Hm.

Namjoon: Can I just say - what you did back there was hot. (smirks)

You sigh. He knows that sigh.

Namjoon. What is it, Jeon Y/n? Tell me. (moves closer to hear you out)

After a minute you finally started talking.

Y/N: Okay, here goes. (exhales) These past few weeks have been crazy. There’s good kind of crazy of course like the part where we met again, the time we spent together and all that. Then there’s this crazy kind of crazy where I’m starting to think what we really are.

Namjoon is all ears.

Y/N: I already know what holds you back from- you know, labeling ‘us’. So I guess it’s just fair that you also know what holds me back.

Namjoon: (cuts you off) Y/n. (holds your hands) Yes, I want to know, but whenever you’re ready. I don’t want to pressure you or anything. And we’re good, we’re okay, I can wait and-

Y/N: No, (whines) that’s the problem. Rosie’s right. You’re a saint. You’re too nice and I can’t just keep on doing this to you just because I’m not ready to let go of all my emotional baggage.

You can see in Namjoon’s face that he’s confused. Namjoon is wishing that you’re not ending things tonight.

Y/N: My- (shaky voice) my parents died in a car accident. On a stormy night.

That explains your fear of lightning.

Y/N: That same year I found out that my ex fiance was cheating on me for quite a while already.

Namjoon’s eyes are very sorry and sad, he didn’t need to tell you that.

Y/N: I mean- there’s too much pain and I- I just became more and more afraid of being with someone and investing all kinds of love and time and attention to someone who will just leave me and- (quickly wipes your tears) And then I met you. And I told myself not to get too involved or too deep, but these past weeks have been really crazy. Like- there are times that I long for you even if I know we’re just some floors apart and that I can see you anytime after work and- (stammers) that thing earlier. I don’t know what pushed me to go there and pick you up just because I heard Karyn’s voice when we were talking and somehow I got agitated- I mean like the jealous kind of agitated and-

Namjoon smiles softly. You talk so fast and you’re obviously nervous that he finds you really cute.

Y/N: The next thing I know, I was there, acting like a jealous girlfriend but I keep telling myself that I can’t be jealous and I’m not a girlfriend and-

You were cut off with a sweet but deep kiss - enough to shut you up. After the kiss.

Namjoon: Trust me, I’ve held back for as much as I could, but I realized how much of an idiot I’ll be if I let you slip away. We both lost the ones we loved the most, and I’m not losing anyone anymore. I choose not to lose you, my pretty girl. I was just waiting for the moment that you’d tell me that you want to keep me, too.

You smile with tears in your eyes. You see the sincerity in Namjoon’s eyes. You suddenly kissed him - a very passionate one - and Namjoon held you so close to him. The kiss was never lustful, but needy in a different way. You could almost consume him and he’s not complaining.

He lifts you up so you could straddle him. After your long kiss.

Namjoon: (touches your face) Let’s give it a try, hm? Be the jealous girlfriend to me, and I’ll be the clingy boyfriend to you. (smiles)

Y/N: (chuckles)(touches his dimples) That sounds like a plan. (sighs) I swear I don’t know what I’m doing, Joon. All I know is that I want this. I want us. Closer.

Namjoon: You have every right to hold me closer now, my love. And I’ll do the same. Let’s just see what’s ahead of us at the end of the tunnel - together. Okay?

You nod. You kiss him again. This time, a hungrier one. Namjoon kisses your jaw, your neck, down to your collarbone.

Y/N: (whines) Joon?

Namjoon: (hums while nibbling your neck) Hm?

Y/N: Shower? Seriously, I can smell Karyn’s perfume on you.

Namjoon snorts and laughs so hard.

Y/N: Was she so desperate that she clinged to you all night?

Namjoon: (laughs) Oh my god, now I know why they call you a puppy. (sighs) Ahh, my jealous puppy’s sense of smell is something else.

He carries you on his shoulders like a sack of grains and you shriek and laugh.

Y/N: (laughing) Put me down, Joon!

Namjoon: No way. (slaps your butt)

Y/N: (shrieks) Joonie!

You had a shower and ended up in bed right after. You’ve had slow, passionate sex many times already, but tonight you’re officially making love and not just two people fucking. You were all over his bed, holding each other close. He finished inside you.

After cleaning up, you were in your usual position - laying sideways so you could talk some more.

Namjoon: You got me nervous earlier. For a while I thought you wanted to end things between us.

Y/N: (hums) Hm, I was thinking about that too.

Namjoon: (pinches your nose) Liar. (smooch) Liar. (smooch) Liar.

Y/N: (giggling) Joonie!

Namjoon laughs.

Namjoon: I bet Rosie might be right.

You’re curious about what he’s gonna say.

Namjoon: You must be my soulmate. (smiles)

You smile and blush.

Namjoon: Also, when you said that you’re my tree, do you actually know what that means?

Y/N: What do you mean? Koalas love eucalyptus trees. Am I wrong?

Namjoon smiles sweetly.

Namjoon: Yes, they do. (touching your face) Koalas hug eucalyptus trees to help them keep cool and conserve water - though you have an opposite effect on me.

You giggle at his sweet-talk on the side.

Namjoon: But, koalas only feed on preferred trees. (pulls you closer) I knew I chose my right tree from day one. (smiles)

Y/N: (smiles) Well then, I’m very honored to be your tree.

Namjoon: (sighs in relief) Ahh, Pops is gonna be hyped. You have no idea how much he talks about you when we see each other.

You smile.

Namjoon: I’m sorry about your mom and dad, darling. But I will never be sorry about your ex - he’s an asshole and you don’t deserve each other.

Y/N: (chuckles) And I deserve you?

Namjoon: (gloats) You’ll see. (Smirks)

You laugh at his confidence.

Namjoon: I’ll always be here when lightning strikes, baby. Until you can finally smile at it when it flashes on your beautiful face. (smiles) I want to prove to your parents that you’re safe with me.

Y/N: (smiles) Thank you, Joon. So much. And I’ll make sure your mom approves of me.

Namjoon: (snorts) What?

Y/N: What? You know how girls work hard to win their boyfriends’ moms’ hearts more than anything else, right?

Namjoon looks perplexed.

Y/N: (nods) Right. I’m dating a genius, so you probably don’t know about these basic stuff. (chuckles)

Namjoon: First, I’m no genius. Second, I have a lot to learn so I’m thankful you’re there for me. And lastly, (smirks) baby, I’m glad you know that you’re not dating someone ‘basic’.

Y/N: (smiles) I never knew I was gonna say this, but wow, that sounded so hot, Kim Namjoon. (smirks) Come here, my Namu. (Pins him to bed)

Namjoon: Fuck, those petnames you give me really turn me on.

He holds your face and kisses you deeply while he’s beneath you. Off you went for a second round before calling it a night.

-end-

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