91﹕ sender holds receiver as they cry .
◈ ╼ ༺ :| Old Nonverbal Meme || @knowledgeableblade |: ༻ ╼ ◈
╼ ༺ :|| If there was anything more damning than this. Losing everything, her queen, her kingdom, the oath she had sworn to uphold... The sight of Edith, the woman that tried diligently to guide her stubborn path, was the final crack in her painstakingly crafted mask. Praised was the strength of the Rose of May, but where was the pride when such loss labeled her so great a failure.
“Edith... Forgiv-” Beatrix shook her head, wincing from the pain brewing within her breaking heart. Freya’s words in the moment she had first met truth had come back in full force, reminding it was far too late for apologies, for any meaningful condolences. There had been nothing uplifting about those words, and the bitter hiss the Burmecian had spat weighed heavier and heavier till they, the cries of many Alexandrians, and Garnet’s sorrowful weeping over her mother’s corpse chiseled away at the ice encasing her once hardened heart.
Was she actually fit to be Alexandria’s general anymore? Was she ever?
Her mentor’s arms enveloped her shaking frame. The single gesture triggered a pitiful, choked sob of a broken woman that’d held back for so long it was a miracle she had even lasted this long without so much as a flinch of outward remorse. Beatrix was a leader. She was to be a light of hope, and yet... She was alone.
“I’m sorry...” she murmured into her elder’s shoulder.
I’m sorry Burmecia... Cleyra... Lindblum...
I’m sorry Your Majesties.
“Edith... I am going to rebuild our city.” She owed them all this much. “And then I will withdraw from my place as General.”