cuddling with nagito for the first time
pairing: nagito komaeda x gn!reader
tags: wholesome fluff, awkward (& self-depricating)!nagito, comfort, crushing/early into a relationship, romantic tension
nagito is so cute and awkward around you when you two cuddle for the first time! he really doesn't want to accidentally have his hands on any wrong places, so he's super stiff and barely even dares to touch you!
his mind is running wild and he can't even get himself to look at you! if he did, who knows what he would do? would he even be able to control himself…?
nagito is so nervous, he even ends up forgetting to breathe sometimes! and when you notice that and ask if he's alright, he just gets more nervous and laughs awkwardly
eventually though – probably once you hug him tighter – nagito allows himself to relax slightly. he softly sinks into your embrace and for the first time he glances down at you
and when his eyes meet yours, he can't help but want to kiss you! honestly, it takes him so much strength to not do it! but someone like him shouldn't kiss you. it's a privilege he even gets to hold you like this, but a kiss? that would be too much, for someone as worthless as him…
