Hello!! Hope you are doing good!! For the why dislike game, I just feel Taehyung from bts. It feels like I am continuously in a loop of like-dislike like push and pull. Thank you soo much!! Sending you lots of love and happiness!!:)
*Trigger warning* - past life - This may cause you to feel very upset, so only read this if you are ready to read it.
You shared a past life with Taehyung. You were one of his many lovers. You really loved him a lot. You were someone who was poorer and of a lower class than him (at this time the nobility status/wealth mattered a lot). You likely worked at a brothel and he often frequented there. He promised that he would marry you and also made other promises to you like starting a family. However he never kept those promises so you were very upset, sad, and disappointed in him, especially when you learned you were pregnant and wanted him to be responsible for the child.
He said he wasn't the father and that you just slept around anyway so there was no way he was the father. However, for a while, he was your only customer that you took and you made that sacrifice for him without telling him. Only he could have been the father. You were so upset and angry that you sought revenge. You ended up brutally murdering him before killing yourself, along with the unborn baby in you.
This life you are probably very skeptical of others, especially for relationships. You have trust issues and find it hard to really get into a relationship despite wanting to. You can feel yourself pulling back when you've become attracted to someone or even when you're dating someone. You feel you can't really give your full heart out to someone and you also deeply fear being betrayed. You can also have a fear of starting a family or having a child.
This is also why this lifetime you will feel drawn to Taehyung yet you also will dislike him and then go on this loop of liking/disliking.
