I've written many drafts and it only ended up describing our story . It's really difficult to describe someone in a general sense once they have made a big impact on you already . So allow me to just speak freely of him .
It's been twenty years and it is sad to say that I've only come to encounter him six years ago , moreover become a part of it for only three years . But within a span of three years I could say with confidence that I've acquired more than I needed to know about him . That surely doesn't mean I'm not interested in learning more . Because the more I get to discover , the more attached I become .
You know how they say usually a girl finds and ends up with someone who reminds them a lot of their dad ? Well it's funny because they say he's a lot like my father . He's a really good listener , like my dad . He understands you at a pretty comforting level , like my dad . And he struggles to express how he feels , like my dad . I can give you three reasons to prove that statement faulty . First of all I didn't find him whatsoever . Second, a billion other guys could contain those traits , it doesn't really mean anything . And third , those three traits don't define who he is . He's nothing like my dad .
Most times he's probably unsure about things . Heck when it comes to making decisions he'll probably wait last minute and let the choice depend on the condition and outcome of the situation . However , when he does know what he wants, he'll go out of his way to get it , no matter how long it may take or what the circumstances may be . And I'm not just saying that . I'm living proof of it . He really does stand up for it regardless of what others think . Often times people would tell me he has a lot of pride , and yeah haha I guess it's safe to say he does . He's not the type who likes to lose , whether if it's from the world of DOTA or reality . But at least he uses it to defend what he believes in . I don't think there's anything more attractive than that .
If there's something else I admire about him , it's that he's willing to move forward no matter what obstacles he encounters . He doesn't let anything delay him or prevent him from continuing . We all have different stories . And not all of us are fortunate to be raised by a complete family . His parents may not be completely together but he manages to stand up for them . He may not be as family-oriented as others and they may not have a close relationship, but when they need him he's there to take care of them . Even when they have not always been there for him . That's where unconditional love comes in . I used to find it abnormal how he got along with everyone , but now I could clearly see why . It's only human to treat others how they treat us , but he treats people regardless of how they treat him . Whether or not he's known you for three years or three hours . He'll respect you whoever or whatever you may be .
I only hope people don't abuse it . He may not do anything about it , but I will . And I'm not saying that because I'm his girlfriend whatsoever . I'm saying that because it's not often you meet someone like that . People like him don't deserve to be taken advantage of , but cherished . And I am forever thankful for meeting him . I know I may have not done anything special but I hope he doesn't think that makes him any less special than he already is . Because he's way beyond that . My only wish is that he stays as he is , because he is more than I , or anyone can ever ask for . For every minuscule thing he lacks , he offers double the value . I hope he knows that . No matter how far apart we are . Together or not . I will be here to accept and treasure whatever fault or weakness .
Don't degrade yourself because it's those qualities that make you , you . You spend a lot of time caring about others , but I hope you don't neglect yourself . That's where I come in . I know I can't fill whatever's missing but I'm here to be there with you as you conquer them . I know I'm two days late and I can't be excused for that considering this day only comes once a year . I know I've apologized a couple of times too but that doesn't really cut it for me . But I'd still like to try anyways . Happy Birthday Keihl ! I love you , always . <3