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La lancha rc WLToys L912 es una lacha con motor 390 de escobillas y batería lipo de 7,4vol. Refrigerada por agua , destaca por su velocidad y fácil manejo. https://turbohobby.com/lancha-rc-38cm-lipo-74v-lista-para-navegar-l912-wltoys.html #lanchasrc #brushless #radiocontrol #wltoys #l912

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Letter #912:

Dear D,

Few years ago, I told you that I “like” you pero reject mo ‘ko agad eh. No questions were asked. Basta sabi mo, hindi pwede. Di ko na ikaw pinilit. You didn’t tell me anything about liking boys but you also didn’t tell me how you feel towards girls. Kaya inassume ko na lang na straight ka. Pero may part pa rin sa’kin na nagsasabing homosexual ka. With what we had, mahirap sabihing hindi. Time passed with no communication after that incident.

Tapos last year lang, classmates tayo. I had all the time to at least revive the broken friendship. Months after trying, we became close. The thought of you being not straight came again. That time, I observed. Maraming bagay akong nalaman na ginagawa mo ng di ko namamalayan. Yung pagtingin-tingin mo (minsan gumagamit ka ng salamin para ‘di masyadong obvious), yung pagyakap mo sa’kin ng mahigpit, yung minsang pagholding hands natin, yung pagpatong mo ng ulo mo sa balikat ko, at ang pagkiss mo sakin na sobrang lapit na sa lips ko tuwing magkikita tayo. At marami pang iba. I just concluded na clingy ka lang talaga.

Pero you said on your recent post na homophobic ka pala. Di nga ako nainform eh. Wala ka din sinabi dati. Nakakatuwa lang isipin na may girlfriend ka na ngayon. I can’t help but ask myself, bakit di ako? Even tho we don’t see each other that much anymore, alam mo na nasa tabi mo lang ako. You know me more than her and you know for a fact na hindi kita kayang saktan. I can’t even stay mad at you longer than a day. Sabi mo sa’kin dati, “Stay faithful, loyal and sincere.” ginagawa ko pa din naman kahit malayo na ako sayo.

Pero wala e, ‘di ko na pwedeng ilift sa next level eh. Ikaw na kasi ang naglagay ng tuldok sa friendship natin. Ie-enjoy ko na lang ang friendzone. We’ve known each other for five years. We both have met a lot of people but for me it’s been always you. Uhm, both girls kami dito ha. ;)

-Patuloy na umaasa