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[fandom-hoarder]

Unconventional Healing

Summary: When Sam’s post-Gadreel healing is going more slowly than they would like, Castiel has a suggestion the Winchesters aren’t expecting. The consequences are even more unexpected, but it may be just what they need.

Canon divergent from the bridge scene at the end of Road Trip.

Rating: Explicit

Tags: sastiel, wincestiel, wings, grace, kinky uses of grace, sexual healing, jealous dean, caretaking, hurt/comfort, a bit of crack taken seriously, voyeurism, oral sex, anal sex, come eating, rimming, threesome, canon divergence, episode 9x10: Road Trip, episode 9x11: First Born, season/series 9, no MOC, post-gadreel sam, porn with plot, Dean POV, spn secret santa exchange 2024

By ladygizarme (@fandom-hoarder)

Written as part of the @spnfanficpond SPN Secret Santa Exchange 2024

For @ladylilithprime 🎁

If you have an AO3 account, please let me know and I will gift this to you there, also. I usually archive-lock my fics lately, but I’ve left this one open since I didn’t know if you have an AO3.

So sorry for the lateness of this! I got very ill and ended up in the hospital for a week, just before Christmas. And, as they say, when it rains it pours, and bad things kept happening so that I needed to ask for an extra extension, because I really wanted to finish it for you. I really hope this gift finds you well, that your holidays were excellent, and that my interpretation of your prompts serve. <3

[nagi-kirima-style-cateran]

Thanks RK, I really needed that. I'm betting this was in response to that political vent post from the other day, I'm just scared about things honestly that said I'm sure most people are too right now.

[marlborosam]

Sam can cook, but only the barest of dorm cooking he learned in Stanford. He's always had to live on take-out unless someone else cooked for him. The one time he tried to cook something since leaving Stanford was when Castiel's grace was all but gone and he couldn't bring himself to sleep, still too unsettled by the prospect of it after eons of not needing sleep. He nearly set off the smoke alarm and woke everyone, so instead he made Castiel a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Years later, Cas remembered that sandwich and offered one to Sam as a sign of solidarity. Living in the bunker, Sam doesn't remember where the fondness for PB&J came from, only that it was something Cas enjoyed while human and can no longer stomach when he can taste the molecules.

STOPPP I LOVE THIS

Just... Sam trying to extend a hand to connect with Cas on a new and human level, even if it’s a seemingly small and inconsequential gesture, and over time because of how consistently hectic and dangerous the events in their lives are those small moments slip from Sam’s mind until Cas makes that PB&J for him years later, and suddenly it all comes rushing back, that it meant something to Cas and that he values their bond and those intimate interactions stolen in those rare periods of rest. Or maybe he really doesn’t remember, but the moment feels faintly familiar, from a time long forgotten and now only a faint fog in the back of his mind, and the slow spread of warmth and affection that lights up his chest feels familiar, and Sam aches when he sees the almost bashful smile that Cas offers him when he holds out the sandwich, a silent question. And maybe they can’t be human together in the literal sense anymore, but they can always have this. They can have something small and quiet saved only for each other- something like peace.

[dakt37]

ladylilithprime said: This is both glorious and terrifying and I need more of it. Hey, if Tony’s arc reactor is now powered by Lantern power, can he use it like a Lantern ring? Because he’s a really imaginative guy…..

Thank you! But I was thinking not, actually. The Lantern power is just keeping Tony’s electromagnet charged until he can fix whatever plot-related problem the arc reactor is having. I just thought it would be neat if he glowed a different color than usual as a side-effect. :’)

The GL rings are powered by willpower and while Tony is certainly a determined man, but I wouldn’t say willpower is a defining characteristic. Dude’s got vices. There was actually an AA episode about the Infinity Stones that showed that Black Widow had the strongest willpower on the team. So I think that if anyone from the AA team could possibly use a Green Lantern ring, it would be her. 

[wilwheaton]

Kings vs Golden Knights tonight! Let's go, Kings!!

Boy, that really didn’t go well for the Kings, did it.

[bisexualdemondean]

Barring a rickroll, what're your top three favorite songs to perform at karaoke?

1. What’s New Pussycat

2. It’s Not Unusual

3. Never Gonna Give You Up

[benevolentsam]

Writer asks, 4, 9, 10, and 30.

How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Care to share one of them?

Um, a lot. I kinda always have a lot of fic ideas in the back of my head but right now I'm focusing on my disordered series, the girl Sam au, hbo spn ficlets, the JoJess fire au, and an alt s4 with some sastiel in it. (happy to go into more detail about these if anyone is interested)

Which fic has been the hardest to write?

Probably Life on Mars, it was my biggest fic project, I started uploading it and I have more chapters already written, but I haven't updated it since last year. It's just so hard writint like a big project

Which fic has been the easiest to write?

All of my hurt Sam fics, I guess. Anything I can project myself onto Sam. Also the girl Sam fics I have been writing recently, I can really get into Sam's mindset and easily write 1000 words in like, an hour

Do you accept prompts?

I am always accepting prompts! I have 2 sat in my inbox rn but I always get round to writing them so absolutely drop me a prompt at any point :)

[threshasketch]

Sam's not as excited about Cas's octopus curse as Dean, but they're hard at work researching how to fix it! (Thanks for the ask with this cute idea, @ladylilithprime ♥)