#laelsbian

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support group for those who made it all the way through NANA 

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thank you lael for not complaining when i made you watch like ten hours of yugioh openings ur tha best :')

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oh god im crying wow 

the Gotye song Bronte just reminds me so much about my day dream characters and how Im starting to forget about them and its just wow i feel nostalgic and sad and comforted all at once 

seriously though its just and im going to end up quoting the whole thing watch:

Now your bowl is empty, and your feet are cold,

And your body cannot stop rocking, I know,

It hurts to let go. 

Since the day we found you, you have been our friend.

And your voice still echoes in the hallways of this house, 

But now it's the end. 

We will be with you, when youre leaving.

We will be with you, when you go.

We will be with you, and hold you till youre quiet.

It hurts to let you go.

its like theyre talking to me or something like its okay to forget about us we'll always be here when you need us and i dont know if thats comforting or terrifying because my characters have been the same group for years and years and i cant picture a life without them i mean theyre closer to me than family i never want to let them go and yet ive felt myself progressively forgetting and i wow all of this from a stupid song sorry my emotions

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laelsbian said: do the right thing and murder them all

See that is good advice I will do that thank

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answer all the questions bc im curious as fuck ok

you’re a motherfucker but okay

1. Are looks important in a relationship?

they’re not the most important thing but they do matter.

2. Are relationships ever worth it?

yes

3. Are you a virgin?

no

4. Are you in a relationship?

hahahahahaha no

5. Are you in love?

i am not

6. Are you single this year?

i am single… currently

7. Can you commit to one person?

have can and will

8. Describe your crush

female

9. Describe your perfect mate

female

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?

no

11. Do you ever want to get married?

i would enjoy that yes

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

i prabably would but hate myself for it

13. Do you get jealous easily?

yup

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

not particularly

15. Do you have any piercings?

not yet

16. Do you have any tattoos?

yup

17. Do you like kissing in public?

i like kissing

20. Do you shower every day?

i try to but no

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

maybe somewhere but probably not

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

nah

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

i have and will again, yes

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

no

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?

gee, do i

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

does my mom count?

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?

Ben Gleason probably

28. Have you ever been cheated on?

not to my knowledge

29. Have you ever cheated on someone?

i have not

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

i havent really but i have chubby cheeks and they can go

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?

yah

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?

it wan’t love

33. Have you ever had sex with a man?

i haven’t

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?

i have

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

i have

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

fuck you lydia

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

yeah probably

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

si

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

si

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?

i don’t believe so

41. Have you had sex so far this year?

yes

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?

either too long or not long at all

43. How long was your longest relationship?

a little over two years

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

two

45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013?

three

46. How many times did you have sex last year?

last year as in 2012: 0

47. How old are you?

18

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

go for it

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?

nope

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

i would be the one apologizing, but yes i would take her back

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?

yus

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

i guess… not really. this needs to be more specific

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

lol

54. Is there someone you will never forget?

yeah

55. Share a relationship story.

it lasted a month and it was mainly sexual and then she moved

56. State 8 facts about your body

i have a fat face, i have hair on my hands, theres a weird mole on my neck, i can finally see the V of my hips and that makes me happy, innie belly button, nice ass, clean feet

57. Things you want to say to an ex

hey, how’ve you been?

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

laughter, gorgeous eyes, confidence, kind hearted, another thing

59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?

11 months

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?

their smile

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?

probably sex idk

63. What is your definition of “having sex”?

penis vagina penis vagina

64. What is your definition of cheating?

being unfaithful in a relationship

65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?

i like to eat girls out

66. What is your favourite roleplay?

i have not

67. What is your idea of the perfect date?

i don’t know… whatever feels right at the time. right now just snugs and watching netflix would be perfect

68. What is your sexual orientation?

straight

69. What turns you off?

vomit

70. What turns you on?

kiss my neck i dare you

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?

i had a laser thing that could remove layers of clothing

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?

my name, i love you, any moaning

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?

idk i like hugs

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

skinny waist/flat stomach

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?

bakes my cupcakes

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

cooked a meal

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?

my parents have a nine yeah difference and thats fucked up

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?

i don’t think i have one

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?

scrolling down tumblr. chris.

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

yesterday probably

81. Who are five people you find attractive?

anna kendrick, mariella, leah, alyssa, margie82. Who is the last person you hugged?

lydia probably

83. Who was your first kiss with?

maureen

84. Why did your last relationship fail?

she moved

85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?

yeah

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so after the past two years of questioning i think this is me 'coming out' as bisexual. if bisexuals have to come out that is... idk see im still questioning myself augh. okay i think ive known for a while that im attracted to both genders but im going to officially say it. hey dudes and dude ladies reading this im bisexual

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Rule 1: Post the rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post.

Rule 3: Tag 10 people and link them to your post.

Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.

1. If you had only one day to do whatever you wanted and no consequences what would you do? 

Go to Barnes and Noble and take as many books as I wanted to.

2.What is your favorite fandom? 

Oh no. Um. I have to say, probably the Supernatural fandom.

3. What is your favorite song?

Right now it's Happy Together by Filter

4. What is your fondest memory?

Going to a Taylor Swift concert on August 24,2011.

5. What is the most important thing to you?

My family.

6. How much time do you spend on tumblr?

Probably about 5-7 hours a day.

7. How many followers of yours do you talk to? (Like how many of your followers are your friend.)

None, none at all

8. If you could travel with any doctor, (Or if you’re not a doctor who fan, which celebrity) would you travel with?

Probably nine. He's just so sassy

9. Dog person or cat person? 

I'm allergic to cats, so dog person.

10. Would you touch my butt? (◕‿◕✿) 

In a heartbeat!

11. Favorite fandom memory?

Mishapocalypse. Definitely.