#lanternfruit

[limitedxconceptions]

Day 3. Forest. #30daychallenge #background #scenery #forest #night #sapling #purplefruit #lanternfruit

[queensofthewild]

Looks like I'll be getting at least one #physalis fruit :D #capegooseberry #lanternfruit #fruit #homegrown #gardening #smallgardens #balconygarden #yummy (at Sulgrave Flats)

[shinepaw]

Lapis in 11~?

“Just let me do this for you!”

Interesting colors for Lapis but really fits, had some hard times figuring out how to make highlights with these colors, but I guess I managed it. I hope Lapis will be happy once ._.

[ezool]

lanternfruit i'll do X-Ray tomorrow bc rn im very sleepy uvu

[lilmissjolly]

brooke: admit it. youre both fucking thirsty for each other

jolly: youre officially my best friend

[mewhunter9]

hey thememehunter, you meme so much to me~ <3

i’m printing this out and framing it because i’ve laughed for a solid fifteen minutes

[teenieweenietheweeniest-blog]

Passion and Eternity

“Hey Noah?”

“Yeah Ed’s?”

“Don’t...don’t call me that ever again...”

“Yeah uh agreed...”

“...”

“You wanted to ask me something?”

‘Oh yeah right, that’s right I did. I wanted to ask you, Noah, a question.”

“Okay, well what is?”

“Do, do you think you could live without me?”

“What?! The hell kind of a question is that Eddy???”

Noah turned to Eddy now, at least to his general direction. His face contorted into that of confused rage. He didn’t like the implications he was hearing behind Eddy’s question.

“Well I mean just, you know, in case something ever happened.”

“Nothing! Nothing is ever gonna happen to you Ed. Okay, so shut up.”

“Noah I’m serious! I-”

“-So am I! Nothing is ever gonna happen to take you away from me okay!?”

Eddy sighed, he knew this was gonna be hard but Noah was taking it worse then he ever thought. He wasn’t sure he was going to be able to do this.

“Look you’re right, nothing is going to happen to me. But uh my dad he...”

“He what?!”

“He’s making us move. Far away. And he says i’m not allowed to keep contact.”

“He..you...wha...I don’t...Eddy no way, I don’t believe this.”

“I-I’m sorry Noah. There’s nothing I can do.”

Despite Noah’s blindness, Eddy was quick to wipe away his tears.

“You could stay you dumbass!”

“I really can’t Noah. I’m sorry. I have to go.”

“...”

“When?”

Noah's question was quite, dreading the answer.

“Today...”

Noah felt rage burn deep within him, boiling over like water from on over filled pot.

“TODAY??! AND YOU’RE JUST TELLING ME THIS NOW??? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU????”

“I’m sorry Noah but I didn’t know how to say it. I’m sorry.”

Noah calmed, the anger still lapping at the tide line but was now no longer directed at the shore.

“There’s something else, isn’t there. Something you’re not saying.”

Eddy leaned over, a lingering kiss burning its way on to Noah’s forehead and deeply into his soul. He stood, as if to leave but a hand gripped at his, pulling him down. The tide met the fiery sands of the shoreline as Noah took Eddy’s last kiss just as he had taken his first. The boys were gentle, the kiss fierce but filled with a love that would never burn out and never drown.

“I’m sorry.”

The words, mumbled through a jumble of lips, were final. There was nothing left to say at this point. Well of course there was plenty left to say but none of it that could be said. The hand surged like a river, giving one last squeeze, then rushed back, away, leaving small blushes of red from the pressure just as the river leaves the shore damp.

Eddy nodded, hand closing around empty air. He turned. He walked. He felt as though he was not leaving as himself, for Noah had taken that with his last kiss. He was little more then an ember now, a dying camp fire as morning lit the sky. He remained in the memories, in the smell of smoke and wood and the feeling of warmth and the rush of heat and tat never ending passion to live.

It belonged to Noah now. That was how he lived.

And in the end what did it matter. He hadn’t told Noah and yet he had known anyway, in the same way Mother nature knows that one all life will die to become once more anew.

He wanted....god what did he want. So many things. And none of them could ever be his. He was moving, yes, that much had been true. And he was leaving today. He refused to lie to Noah. His father had forbade him from contact until he was better.

But this...

This was...

He knew he wouldn’t...

He could feel it...

He had heard before, that some people just knew when they were doing to die. And Eddy’s death was written to him in the ashes of those already passed. He would not live. His father could buy all the fancy medicaid he could but it wouldn’t matter.

Fire comes and goes. It breaths its oxygen for as long as the wood permits. His embers were merely waiting. His sands and ashes and life was already being scattered throughout. He would not live.

He would not live.

But Noah. Oh Noah. He would live. He would save. His life will mean much and he will do more. He was water. Endless, timeless, eternal. Eddy would take his comfort in that.

In knowing that even if the tide went out it would return. Noah might be sad now, he might be upset. He might recede but one day he would return, like waves crashing to the shore. He would save and help and love so many.

And Eddy?

Well he would be dead, yes. But fire will bring warmth in its memories and so long as the water was falling upon the shore he did not mind his embers fading as the dawns rays caressed the ocean. He was just happy that water was not fire. He was happy that water would live, even if he did not.

[teenieweenietheweeniest-blog]

Blue

Another fic and ugh a songfic. I am so sorry. I hate songfics. But I dunno I just threw it up so yeah. More Angst btw. also i added a few lyrics of my own

Blue Lips 

Cold. Still. Wet. He wasn’t moving. He wasn’t breathing. The water was lapping at his feet on the shore line, as if trying to reclaim him again. 

Blue Veins

He was a child. Only a kid. The youngest of them all. The wisest of them all. Why him? He thought he had been quick enough. He thought that he could save him. He couldn’t. He failed

. Blue

His skin was pale, his lips turned blue. There was no breath left in his body. He put an ear to his cheats but could no longer did he hear the heart, so much bigger than the body it was housed in, beat. 

The Color of Our Planet 

He was gone. That was that. No more encore. He was dead and it was his fault. Tears fell, making the drying cloths of his dead friend wet again. How could he have failed him? How could he live like this? 

From far far Away

He knew he was dead, he knew what had happened to him. He was looking down on his friends as they cried, blaming themselves for his death. He wanted to comfort them. Let them know it was not their fault.  They had fulfilled their destiny and he was no longer needed.

Blue Tears

His face was wet, everyone’s was. There was not one dry eye among the small gathering of the funeral. There should have been more, would have been more, but so many of his family had been killed and now there were very few left. Just his sister and his friends left now. At least he would not be alone in the afterlife.

Blue Hearts

His chest hurt. His throat hurt. His eyes hurt. His head hurt. He shouldn’t complain really, at least he was still alive. At least he could still feel, still breath, still live. Still feel the heavy weight of guilt on his shoulders.  

Blue things they Say

Everyone spoke and everyone had something good to say. In fact not one person in that room had anything bad to say about the white haired monk child who died before his time. When it was his turn to speak he couldn’t and simply collapsed on the small stage sobbing

As I Go Go Away

Beyal could feel his hold on the world slipping away as his old body was lowered into the ground.  It seemed that his time to pass over would come soon. He knew he did not have long to pass on his message. He lay a hand on Chase’s shoulder as he began to fade, hoping but never knowing if his message had been delivered. 

Blue the Most Human Color

As Beyal was lowered into the ground Chase felt an odd peace pass through him. He blinked, eyes blurred with tears. Through the blur he thought he saw someone, standing beside him. But when he blinked again there was nothing there. The feeling was still with him though. It seemed that would not go away. He straightened, clearing his eyes and his throat and finally delivered his speech for Beyal as he was buried beneath the ground. 

The Most Human Color of All