He loved you. You know that, right baby?
He did love you, please don't deny him that.
Do not forget the laughter that filled your conversations. Him holding you as you shook with tears caused by bad jokes and not bitter fights.
Do not forget how enraptured you were with each other. How every night was exhilarating and too short, instead of excruciatingly long.
I know the dark days make it feel like it's been raining for years and that sunny days never existed. But no storm lasts forever, despite the havoc it wreaks.
I know that the picture you painted together is close to destroyed with tears and mistakes throughout. But that does not stop it from being a priceless masterpiece.
I say this to say... No matter what the future holds, please do not forget that you loved him too.
Do not forget that even if the relationship ends, he gave you all he could and you did too.
Sometimes the ones we love aren't the ones we spend forever with.
But that does not stop them from staying with us until we take our last breath.
For the sake of his place in your heart, remember the good and do not let him hold a place of anger within you.
Because I promise he did love you, sweetheart. He did. And you loved him, too.
















