Mad man
Traflagar law / fem reader
Warnings:mention of blood
Angst
Hurt to comfort
Crying
Mention of death
Dissected head
Summary :law and emotions are not a good combination,law bursts at reader and reader ends up comforting him
Note : literally firsts scenario I write so tell me any mistakes or notes
“Hey hey it's ok” you are trying your best to shush the poor girl lying in your arms, screaming and crying hysterically
“What's her name??” you asked still cradling the poor girl in your arms, she seemed 5 or 6 maybe ?
“Lami” the little boy answered seeming scared himself trying to put on a strong face “her name is Lami” he said those words and started crying
“Hey lami, what a sweet name you have” you tried to keep a smile on to the girl and the boy both of them seemed in a bad state “ Lami baby it is ok” you said with a soothing voice hugging the girl tight to your chest playing with her hair trying to comfort her
“Ma-Ma mama mama” sobs interfering each word and gasps escaping the little one
“They killed mama!” her sobs and screaming was already aching your heart and the little one word’s also caused another breakdown to the elder
He was trying to act strong ‘you thought’
You can't do anything, all that surrounds u are trees in the middle of the forest, it was supposed to be a peaceful walk with you and him away form the city but nothing prepared you to see such a sight in a calm place.
“Come on lami, look at me, breathe in and out ok?” you tried your best to calm her she was young,so young for whatever she saw,she was covered in blood not her own you assumed “ I am here with you ok ?” she seemed to have a better breathing pattern “and your big brother is here too” she didn't answer all she did was hug you
And it pained you so much
You didn't have to know a lot but seeing the blood on both kids and from the screaming the little boy did you realized that there mother was killed
How and who you didn't know
But apparently the two poor things have been wandering by them selves for around a day
You carried her and turned around
“Law?”
He seemed out of place just staring down at you and the younger ones giving you a blank stare
“Are you ok?” you said looking at him
It's not kids its something else, it's not the first time you two see something like that in fact you've seen worse but..,each time he held off a cold demeanor and stayed calm and acted accordingly, this time it's not like he panicked or anything but…
He is not acting like the usual law you know
He broke out out of his thought and said what almost same out as an unintentional snap at you
“Do you want me to carry her or something?!”
He himself was shocked of his response and your reaction to what he said wasn't far away form his own
“No”..you sighted “no I just want to bring both of them to the polar tang” you kept a calm face staring at him unsure why he was acting like this
Silent
“Oh”.. “Ok”
You started to walk with Lami on your shoulder and implied to the boy to follow you and he did, you walked a bit, then started to slow down when you noticed law is not following so you turned your body to face him.
He stared at you and realized he hasn't moved yet
“I can” he starteled a bit
“ I can shamble us back “
You gave him a questionable look
“As you want”
He gave you a nod and shambled all four back to the tang
Finally feeling at ease being on the tang, little girl already asleep clutching on you and a little boy seeming so scared and lost
and your man
Your man acting weird
“Law I will take both to the infirmary”
He stared at you
“Do whatever” he stormed out of the room
His response was odd, to him he never hesitated to give medical assistance to anyone in need, especially children, you weren't even sure if any needed medical assistance but the least he could do was check on them
He is a doctor
It was his pride
You went to the infirmary with the two,laid Lami on the bed while asking the boy
“And you, what's your name”
He seemed stupidly shocked by your question
“Oliver…my name is Oliver”
You gave a smile “and how old are you”
“9 and lami she is 5”
You ruffled his hair still keeping on a smile
“Did any of you get injured ?”
You already inspected both, yeah they both had dry blood on their clothes but no visible injuries
“No not anything important at least..but mum” he stared down and stated “pirated chopped her head off”
U didn't have a proper response, what can you even say ‘oh listen boy the world is unfair and bullshit?’ all you did was wrap your arms around him, he was frozen in space at first but he managed to hug you back
“You can cry you know….you don't have to act strong”
And that was the breaking point, he cried hysterically, so loud so agonizing, so painful, you rubbed his back
“Let it go”
He finished, he calmed down, detached himself and wiped his tears
“Thank you” was all he managed to say
You gave a weak smile and told him you will be right back
You head to Law’s room, knocking on the door
No answer
You knocked again
“Get lost!” was all you heard
You ignored him and just entered the room
“I thought I said get lost?!” he said in an unrecognizable tone, at least not a tone he would use on you, having a bunch of papers in front of him on the desk giving you a death stare.
“What's wrong?”
“What do you mean what's wrong” still same state and same hurting tone
You tried to keep your compusure and calm state
“You are acting weird..since we found the lami and oli…” he cutted you off mid sentence
“I am just in a bad mood ok?now get out!”he glared at you before returning back to his paper work
Instead of walking out you approached him, yeah sure his words fucking hurted but, law is not a man to act like this out of nothing
“You should at least check on them” you said in a calm tone staring at his back
“They seemed In a fine state to me” he spat out still his back still facing you
“ Lami and Oliver have been in the forest for about a day now..they may have a food poisoning or something from the forest and I already saw minor cuts on both of them so can you..”
You said while approaching while trying to rest his hand on his shoulder but then he slapped your hand and cutted you off again
“I said get the fuck out !” he didn't say it, he screamed it
You stared at him, tears threatening to fall
“We were literally fine minutes before we met them!” you screamed back
“And now I am not!” he sat in silence looking at your face now “or do you thing you are the only one that gets her stupid mood swings?”
You stared at him,more like glared at him, and left
Went to your room to gather some clothes that might fit the two
Lami was already awake and talking with Oliver
You checked both for cuts and wounds and took Lami to bath her and offered Oliver an empty shower and told him to take his time, took care of lami that seemed a lot more calm now and went to the kitchen to cook both of them a meal
“Thank you so much” Oliver said and Lami said right after him copying her brother “Thank u sister”
“Hey her name is not..oh right what's your name, sorry for not asking earlier”
You gave him a small smile “call my y/n….i know both of you are starving but food will be ready in minutes ok”
You tossed the tray in the oven
“I will be right back”
You went to your room to use your den den mushi to Call ikkaku, you explained the situation to her and told her to buy some clothes to both, explaining age and size precisely.
You fed both of them and offered some old comic books for them to pass time
“It's not fair I can't read!” you chuckled at Lami response for the you offering the comics, you were happy that she was easing up and not thinking about what happened to their mum
“ I will read for you lami stop annoying y/n” Oliver stated and gave a funny look to lami
“Fine fine you two stay here and read “
You didn't quite comprehend the situation, call it trauma response but you were glad they are not having a breakdown every five minutes, at least they still have a father is what you told yourself, their father left for a business trip and will be back in 3 days, 3 days to take care of the poor souls and then you can give them to their dad, how Oliver talked about him assured you he is actually a good man so you knew you are leaving them in safe hands
but what was currently consuming you alive was Law
He never acted like that, never screamed at you…man he never slapped your hand when you tried to touch him
He always leans into your touch no matter how heated things get between you two
What is happening to him?
Ikkaku, bepo,shachi, penguin, and the rest of the crew came back, while ikkaku already explained the situation for the rest everyone tried to ease both kids and make them forget about the incident
Stupid jokes from shachi and penguin
Bebo cuddling up with lami till she slept with her new clothes that ikkaku bought
You stared at all of them part of you was comforted and part of you still thinking about him, it's been all day and he still didn't get out of his room you thought
Man he didn't even eat, you wanted to go back in, talk to him ask him Confront him anything! But after he talked with you like that for no reason you just couldn't bring yourself to do so, if he stormed at you again you will lose it and you didn't want that
You told bepo to deliver his food but he refused to even open the door
Your mind was exhausted from him from all the tears you saw this day, from the venting you heard and comforting you did
You were stressed and exhausted and it showed in your face clearly,ikkaku asking if you are ok and you simply replied that both of you and law had a fight, over what? you yourself don't know
All the thoughts rumbling in your head were cut by him walking in the common room where all of yall are gathered
“Both of you get out of my sight”
He was staring at lami and Oliver, both seemed startled and not sure how to react to the scary man above them with eyes that felt like they were hunting them down
You didn't know how to react either, he is not like himself and the past encounter with him didn't help your thoughts either, you approached the two pointing to the corridor and telling them to go to your room trying to keep a smile on
After you were sure they were gone and while the crew still starring at law, not really having an idea of the reason behind his anger nor you did
You didn't want to argue with him but your own anger was seeping in your system so you just glared at him instead of saying anything
“Don’t fucking stare at me like that” the tension was rising in the room as much as a his own tone
You just gave the same death stare at him “or what?”
“Don’t fucking test me y/n”
“They are fucking kids' law !”
“And we are pirates y/n”
His answer saddened you and something inside you seemed to snap, pirates? He despised pirates that are rude to civilians and used their authority above them
Especially childrens
You were devastated, wanted to cry, shout and the moment of sad silence you had turned back in into anger but knowing that whatever conversation with your boyfriend ‘captain’ at the moment is probably useless in his current state
So You rolled your eyes at him and moved your eyes away from him moving towards your room “good night guys”
You went in and prepared a place for lami and Oliver to sleep in a room next to yours, and started getting ready for bed, staring at yourself in the mirror while brushing your teeth trying to think of a reason for his action you were desperate to justify what the fuck caused him to act this way
But there was no reason no matter how hard you tried to look for one
You snuggled into your bed trying to catch some sleep in the hope of easing the stupid headache that had accompanied you all-day and the fact that his usual comforting smell of him was all over your sheets didn't help with your thoughts or your stupid headache
How can you be so mad at someone yet miss them this bad? You cursed how stupid you sounded
‘Idiot’ you mumbled to yourself
Probably an hour passed by and sleep didn't seem like it was coming anytime soon, all you could do was staring the ceiling above you
Till you heard a knock on your door, you rushed to open, part of you scared that something happened since it is such a late hour for anyone to knock on your door.
You opened only to find law in front you with an expression that you never saw him wearing
‘Sad’
Yeah sure you saw him angry, devastated, cheesy, embarrassed, happy…but this?
Till him clutching on you,hugging you cutted of your thoughts
‘Oh’ you just hugged him back letting him in and closed the door all while he still connected to your body, you walked him into your bed sitting him down leaving his embrace and looking at him staring down
He stared down with his hand covering his face and waited for him to talk but all you faced was silence and heavy breathing filling the room, so you slightly moved next to him hugging his back trying to soothe him to talk
And nothing prepared you for what came next
Heavy sobs and gasps filled the room your own face was shocked
‘He is crying’
It was painful to watch a man as law
Crying
which for how long you've known him already was never this vulnerable in front of you
Or in front of anyone
You just hugged him tight which increased his own cries, you tried to move him till he faced your body, and removed his hands from his face, removing his tears and rubbing them dry trying to calm him down
“Its ok”…a Calm raspy voice escaped your mouth “You are ok”
His orbs staring at you while you still cupped his face with your hands then stared down
“My sister..” was all he managed to say
“Did she remind you of her ?” your mind started to connect the dots of what was in his mind
“My sister's name was lami”
You hugged him resting his head on your chest and stroking his hair trying to find a proper response
“You would think I am insane if I told you both have the same cry “
You held him tighter to your embrace and gave him a kiss on his hair
“You are not insane law”
She could feel him trembling beneath her, she had never seen him like this , and God it is so fucking painful
“Y/n…I fucking miss them,mum,dad,lami and …and Cora San”
“I am sure they are so proud of you law….they are in a better place now “
“I stormed at you earlier, I've acted like a dick and I scared the kids and..”
He went silent
“I am so fucking sorry y/n”
She stroked his hair again trying to calm him down
“It's ok love”
He gave her a slightly cracked voice
“It's not fucking ok”
She replied with a soothing demeanor “just next time tell me those thoughts out loud, I can't read your mind”
“It's so fucking pathetic, look at me i just cried in your...”
She cut his silence off
“Law it's not pathetic” she says “I want you to get things off your chest I am your partner this is the least I can do”
“But..”
“No but law,if situations were reversed would you want me to pent things up inside of me ?”
“Well of course not but..”
“Stop with the but thing law !” She hugged him tight
At the moment all law was feeling was relief and a heavy feeling lifted of his chest,you were his everything and the thought of losing you too pained him too much to even think about it and the fact it can happen any minute wasn’t something that left his mind at all
he just kept feeling that the moment that you abandon his sight you will be gone like everyone else.
He detached himself from you only to hold your face
He stared at you precisely on your lips all he wanted now was to feel your lips on his
He stared at your face while all he thought of was ‘I love you’ pushing you down to the mattress and pressing his lips on yours,started deepening the kiss and only left your mouth leaving a room for you to breathe only to move on to your jaw attacking it ,moving on to your neck sucking the tender flesh beneath him while his hands roamed over your body
You were panting under him not finding enough air to fill your lungs
He gasped out
“I love you”
You smiled at the the words and the ways his face looked so flushed In front of you
The familiar yellow orbs staring right at you
“I love you too,law”
