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YAY I have once again accomplished my bare minimum goal of posting once a month ✨️

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Some domestic!KazuFuyu

CW: Manga spoilers! References to trauma related to prison, references to OCD, implied sexual content, descriptions of depression, mentions of past character death, mentions of abuse in the last one. Also, not proofread. And kinda long.

🔹Kazutora is deceptively clean. Chifuyu is the messy one out of the two of them; he'll spill something on the counter and just... not notice, so he doesn't clean it up. Kazutora is used to being yelled at or worse if he left his spot at the lunch table in prison anything but impeccable, or when guards searched his cell and found it dirty, so he notices every speck of dust, every lone sock out of place, and has to take care of it immediately. Inupi is the same except when he's working on bikes, so he tells himself it's nothing to worry about, it's a good thing he's hygienic, right?! But it's impulsive and bordering on OCD, and at first, Chifuyu took full advantage of it until Tora got sick and couldn't clean for a few days. The apartment wasn't that bad, Chifuyu paid as much attention to the little things as he could, but Kazutora still had a near panic attack when he got up and took a look around for the first time. So, slowly but surely, Chifuyu starts pulling his own weight and even manages to get him to relax on the couch with him despite the sink full of dirty dishes, or cat hair in the bathroom rug, and he even learns not to get distracted by the dust bunnies under the couch when they ultimately get bored of whatever they're watching and roll off of it to have more room for more interesting activities.

🔹Despite his messiness, Chifuyu is the one who's more organized. He doesn't have a calendar but somehow always knows when one of them has an appointment, when one of their friends has a birthday, when they're due to get Peke J the Second (ain't no way the original one is still alive, sorry) his shots or to the vet, whenever they've reached an anniversary for an important milestone in their relationship. Kazutora's brain is like a sieve - he started putting reminders in his phone, once he figured out how to use it, but he always swipes them away and immediately forgets again. The only exception is his and Chifuyu's anniversary - he forgot the first one, but by then, Chifuyu knew him well enough not to be disappointed, which made it even worse for Tora. His stubbornness and guilt never let him forget another one.

🔹Kazutora is always cold, but he refuses to put on anything other than a baggy shirt and boxer-briefs at home, preferring to push his cold toes and hands into Chifuyu and whining for him to warm him up with his body. If Chifuyu wasn't so whipped and horny for Tora, he might have been annoyed, but he enjoys the view, the voice and the requests for him to just lie down on top of Kazutora too much for that.

🔹They're both equally creative about "finding ways to warm Kazutora up." Surprisingly, it's Chifuyu who tends towards the kinky ideas. Kazutora is equally kinky and enjoys it, but after only having hurried, meaningless, semi-public sex in prison, he also really loves taking his time and strengthening their emotional connection with vanilla sex (or, as others would call it, making love).

🔹Kazutora gets on antidepressants and into therapy after his release from prison. Chifuyu had been trying to convince him for ages, citing his own experience as transformative, quietly admitting they probably wouldn't be here if he hadn't had help dealing with the trauma of losing Baji. It made Kazutora feel even more like shit, but the counselors and court-mandated therapy in the big house were seriously lacking, so he was very reluctant at first. However, his irritation and self-hatred reached a boiling point one night and he ended up yelling at Chifuyu for 20 minutes for forgetting to buy detergent after a 10 hour shift at the pet shop - because he himself lacked the energy to do more than go to the bathroom and back to bed. That was when he finally realized he had a real problem. Chifuyu was quiet all throughout the exchange, or lack thereof; he didn't get angry or defensive, he just stood there, and when Kazutora saw the silent tear tracks making their way down his face, that was when he realized he fucked up. His biggest fear was becoming like his dad. He didn't know why his father became abusive, and he didn't care, but on his current trajectory, he was terrified he was heading there, or become even worse than him again. He immediately apologized, shocked at his own behavior, and Chifuyu, of course, forgave him - he had forgiven him for much worse, after all - but the next day, he immediately started looking for a psychiatrist and a therapist. To Kazutora, that is just another way Chifuyu literally saved him. The meds don't come without side effects, the worst of them being migraines he never used to get, but they're becoming fewer the longer he takes his medication, and Chifuyu always stays in bed with him and babies him until he feels better, so that's another plus.

[jiminie-tm]

"Kim Seokjin has every single right to call himself 'Mr. Worldwide Handsome' cause I would do that too if I had his face" moodboard

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✧Sourcream

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Me going through my skincare routine which involves loving and appreciating Seokjin:

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Jin: Yoongi, just wear the birthday hat. This is your party

Yoongi: I am not wearing that hat, Hyung

Jimin: *running in* Hyung! I brought you something!

One hour later

Yoongi: *wearing three party hats, has rainbow magnets all over his arm, and streamers braided into his hair*

Jin: You-

Yoongi: Not a word

[jiminie-tm]

Yes I love BTS. Yes I want them to win as many awards as possible. However, I don’t always have to vote for them. If I vote for another group that was nominated in the same category as them, that doesn’t mean I’m a fake fan or less of a fan than someone who voted for them. It also doesn’t mean that I think BTS doesn’t deserve to win. It just means that my heart wanted me to vote for this other idol

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Can people stop being imbeciles by thinking that refusing to give a group of people basic human rights is just an opinion?