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[myouiari]

[ 📲 • sms ] —— i see how it is 😜

source ; ( x )  || status ; accepting || going to ; @leaderbyg

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( ↳ ) please would you mind telling me how “it is” then because i have no clue right now… did i do something or what? 

( ↳ ) you know that i am busy with my schedules and can’t meet anyone because i am promoting!

[ieuijin]

mint tea, vanilla latte, sparkling water.

caféasks: @leaderbyg, accepting!

Mint Tea : How do you relax? 

I stay either in my bed in the dorm or on our living room couch and binge watch dramas! It helps with letting me rid myself of stress. I tend to get emotional over whatever I watch so crying and getting angry or feeling giddy over my shows let me forget anything that has been bothering me...is it weird to say that another way for me to relax is by crying? Sometimes, if I’m so overwhelmed, I just lock myself up in a room or find somewhere I can be alone and let it all out by bawling. It helps, oddly enough. Ah, and I read fancafé posts too from time to time too! Reading whatever my solbanguls leave for me and just seeing them some time off their day to write something warms my heart a ton.

Vanilla Latte : Board games or drinking games? 

Drinking games...the girls and I don’t have much of a chance to play board games. Whenever we go out drinking, we always have fun playing the usual games we do so I bet it’s a ton more fun than say, Monopoly. But, besides those two kinds of games, I’d definitely prefer video games more.

Sparkling Water : Describe what qualities you look for in a person

For physical qualities, they must have a pretty smile! Like, a really pretty and bright smile! I love people who smile really nicely--it just attracts me the most. I also look at a guy’s butt and thighs a lot so they must look nice too. Monolids aren’t that important but I find myself liking them more than double eyelids. Oh, and lips! I like guys with sexy lips...I look at people’s lips a lot ‘cause my parents brainwashed me into thinking I have the prettiest lips on Earth so I guess I have high standards with them. Hm, someone taller than me is also really attractive! As for personality-wise, someone who’s warm--someone that you can run up to and give a big hug! I love people that are nice, genuine, kind, and also have good manners embedded into them too...like, the moment you see him, you immediately think, “wow, what a gentleman”. Ah, and he for sure shouldn’t smoke any cigarettes! That’s a definite must in my books.

[jiyuous]

moon, rising, gimini, leo

✨ random sentence starters!! ∙ ∙ ∙ wuju like, @leaderbyg?

MOON: DO YOU HAVE PROBLEM WITH TRUST?

i don’t have a problem with it as long as they’ve earned it from me and as long as i feel like they deserve to be trusted ( ‘ there’s a small click of her tongue against her palate as she further thinks about the question, only continuing once she comes up with more to say ) if they break my trust though, the impression of them breaking it would probably stay in the back of my mind whenever the urge to want to confide with them bubbles up. 

RISING: HOW/WHAT DO PEOPLE SAY YOU COME OFF AS?

answered here. 

GEMINI: ARE YOU INTROVERTED OR EXTROVERTED? 

answered here. 

LEO: WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST CONFIDENT?

good hair, cute nails, and my handy cherry pink lipstick ( ‘ laughs as she leans back against the chair comfortably ) my confidence start by looking good. i look good, i feel good. 

[ieuijin]

@leaderbyg liked for a starter: accepting!

— (#나너좋아해) —   Being one who never settled for mediocrity, Euijin was left behind by her group in their usual practice room at the TS company building. She was a perfectionist when it came to her dancing thus the reason why she stayed behind way past midnight. Simply working on her dancing and facial expressions while performing had become an escape for her and a way to get rid of the stress that clouded her mind albeit not by much. She’s walking up to the room’s computer to adjust the volume of the music before she heard the door creak open. No one else was around the last time she checked which made her suddenly jump in place at the sight of the figure. “Sunbaenim!”, she cried out as her hand gripped over her heart, “you scared me! What...what are you doing here?” Eyebrows furrowed together in question. It had been awhile since she had any conversation with B.A.P’s leader. She’d see him from time to time but they weren’t exactly all that close to be found talking together.

[kwonmna]

@leaderbyg:

“and then everything just disappears.”

“Take it easy.” Yongguk responded, a brow raised after his eyes lifted from the screen of his phone. “You’re starting to sound like me…so solemn.”

He continued his thoughts after a brief laugh, shifting in his seat and setting down his phone to pay attention to her instead. They’d never been close, not even considering the chance he had to be a good friend with her over the years, but it was always nice to connect with her again–even if it was an accidental meet up. From what had been a little adventure to get lunch on his own, away from the rowdy members, turned into this. He wasn’t disappointed, though.

“But really. I like talking about fun things, too…like..I don’t know. What’s fun? Uh…” The male paused, lips pressed together and a hum sounding out from behind them. “Memes…?”

Take it easy, the older male says, and Mina immediately feels a little self-conscious. She lets out an awkward giggle, fingers reaching up to tuck a lock of hair behind her ear. When she gets going, sometimes even she forgets what her original point is supposed to be.

It had been a pleasant surprise, running into Yongguk. She was only going to get some take out, and bring the food back to the dorm, but the sudden company offered by her good acquaintance had her easily agreeing. Despite this, she felt a little awkward anyway - her connection to his group had largely dwindled after her last relationship had ended, which is probably how she'd found herself talking non-stop about too many things at once.

"Memes." She blinks and puts her chopsticks down so she can cover her mouth while laughing; that had been a little random, she thought. "I guess those can be fun?" She acquiesces, even though she's not really familiar with most popular memes.

[jackk]

dear boyfriend

               &. letters: source !                ❛ * status: open !

dear yongguk,i don’t know why, but i’m really nervous about writing this. i haven’t really written you anything because i’m a lazy ass and i get busy, but i think this is a good way to get my mind on paper. i know i’m not good with words, i never have been, so i hope you’re not that disappointed.

i know i can be a handful and i know i can be inconsiderate. i immediately draw conclusions and i overthink about a lot of things. it’s only been two months and you’ve already seen the worst of me. it’s embarrassing and i feel myself growing red every time we argue, but it’s something i really can’t control. i’ve been through a lot and so have you, so i guess i’m a little skeptical that someone so perfect can be this perfect. i haven’t been in many good relationships, maybe only two or three, so it’s really hard to trust someone. i think you know my insecurities because you do try to fix them and that’s what i love about you. you don’t care about yourself getting hurt over my distant behavior, but instead you constantly tell me why i’m a good person. you reassure me every time i’m hesitant and it’s so relieving and beautiful to me. you’re a goldmine, you’re the sun, and you’re everything bright in this world. even though you have your mood drops and you surround yourself with disgusting people, you continue to be sincere. you always speak what’s on your mind and you’re not afraid to tell people they’re wrong. it can get intimidating, but it’s also charismatic. i’ve never met someone so open. i hope you’re okay with me being so insecure. my insecurity will always be here and it’ll never change. but i’ll learn to cope with it if you promise to never find it annoying. please never get tired of me. it’s a lot to ask for but while we’re dating, please do not find me a single bit irritating. if you do one day, leave me. once you find me annoying, it’ll only go downhill. if you find someone who may look like they’d care for you more than i do, leave me. you say you’ll never find someone as caring as i am, but you’ve only searched the wrong places. i want you to be happy constantly, so if you find someone who may look that type to care for you, don’t be afraid. i want you to myself, of course, but i care so much about your happiness. more than mine. i’ll try to make up the lost years you’ve had with bad boyfriends and i mean it. long term relationships are so important to me because you learn so much about life and that person. i want to be with you for a really long time. i promise i’ll care for you as much as i can.there are so many things i want to do with you but we’re so goddamn lazy. i can’t wait until winter/fall comes around ‘cause we can spend holidays together. we can play in fall leaves, we can carve pumpkins, we can scare neighborhood kids with costumes, we can sled, we can wear ugly christmas sweaters, and we can listen to christmas music and it’ll be damn perfect because we’d be warm together with warm drinks and we’d feel so comfortable and in love. just thinking about it gives me so much hope for the future. we both don’t know what the future holds and i’m honestly so fucking terrified but anything can happen. we could get the dog you want, we could move in together, who knows. as long as you’re awaiting the future as much as i am, we’ll be okay.don’t give up on me and i promise i won’t ever give up on you. it’s crazy how many feelings i’ve been through these past two months but i’m definitely not complaining. even though i can think about challenging and dismal thoughts, you always reassure me. you’re so good with words, you know. i could feel so shitty one second but the next, you’d be there to comfort me. i’m okay with our arguments because it improves our relationships. we both know each other’s weaknesses and strengths and we know how to avoid hurting each other. i think that’s so important.i don’t know if i even make sense ‘cause i feel like i’ve jumped topics and i scramble my words but thank you for the past few months. guess what? you’re stuck with me until christmas time ‘cause i want to set up a christmas tree with you. but after that you can break up with me. i know you’re only dating me for my christmas decoration skills, don’t lie. anyway, i love you so much. i’m sorry i’m not the best with words, maybe i even upset you with some of the stuff i’ve said, but despite everything i’ve said, i’ll always love you. love, shon parker.

[ne97une]

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⌠ SEND ME A FOOD EMOJI FOR MY MUSE TO ANSWER QUESTIONS! ⌡⌠ status: accepting ⌡

🍔:  Would you rather eat out or cook for yourself? If you were forced to eat out, what types of places would you go to?

-( ↺ )-     I mean, I really enjoy cooking and for a group with many members, cooking our own food seems like the best option at times. However, they might be tired of my cooking and Taeyong’s so we end up ordering pretty often. Pizza or chicken places.

🍤: Do you believe that broken relationships can be mended? What is something that, to you, immediately breaks a relationship?

 -( ↺ )-     Not all but the stronger relationships could be mended, although, when someone breaks the trust, it will take a lot to repair.

🍪: Are there simple things that make you happy? What are some of them? Do they make you feel that way because of a connection to something? If so, what is that connection?

 -( ↺ )-    Getting to eat my favorite food. I think food can make anyone feel instantly happy.