Oct 17, 2021
Maybe I should learn Hebrew. Maybe if I could connect with historical prayers, esp the Psalms, i could separate them from all the horrible associations with western Christianity and just everything bad that has ever happened and turned me off all of this. I love Latin as a language, I cannot stand Latin used in church bc it's been weaponized. I need something new
I am going insane and going to bed and I'm just. ...
#i am going to learn. or try. and research#i dont want to be like appropriative or venture into messaniac judaism territory or anything#i just think there is much to be learned there. to be praised. to be loved#the same with many arabic prayers#im just. im tired of this#i technically know greek but other than the gospels#idk if a lot of prayer was traditionallly said in Greek#maybe i oughta look to eastern church resources for that#there is something though. somethinf divine and numinous about Hebrew prayers#i am so sorry this is awful and nonsensical. i am going thru it#and reallt dont have any other outlet#but i dont reallt wanna be doing all this shit here either#have some thots on the Judaic tradition and the early councils#but idk enough im gonna keep my mouth shut#learn instead