#lefob

[lovemaricellie]

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Happy 2 years babe. I love you amd all you do for me: taking me to work, supporting my dreams in all the pageants i want to do, and waiting till i graduate. You are truly the best. I cant wait to see what God has plamned for our future together. #love #2years #lefob #pageantboyfriend #mylove #babe #pinay #pinoy #always #lefiance #mine @c_larence

[lovemaricellie]

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Morning hike with lefob #mylove #fiance #afteralongnight #hike #luckylivehawaii #oahu #luckylivehi #lefob #myhawaii #hawaiinei #summer2015 #kailua #pillbox (at Pillbox Hiking Trail)

[lovemaricellie]

My love #mylove #myweirdo #myloser #lefob #love #heweird #randompost #helovesme #hecares #imspoiledbyhim love you 😘😍❤️💍💏💑

[lovemaricellie]

My dearest Clarence

I can't talk to you right now. You are sitting on the bed thinking i am studying but I am not. I am here typing this out as tears well in my eyes. I don't think you realize how hurt i am when i come home to you just playing your video games no acknowledgment of me being home, i mean you say hi babe but you don't look at me. When was the last time you really looked at me? i am sitting here contemplating breaking our engagement. i am sitting here wondering if i ran away one day would you come looking for me because you don't fight for me and so i am scared to test my theory. i am sitting here wondering if you know how hurt i am or if you notice me crying as i sit here. I wonder if you noticed that i took my engagement ring off a ring i haven't taken off for almost 2 months. i have an indent on my finger to prove it. 

DO YOU NOTICE ME AT ALL? Do you know we don't talk unless we are in the car. do you notice that we aren't mentally here for each other any more. do you notice me at all? 

if you wake up tomorrow and i am not in bed lying next to you holding you it's because i can't be with someone who doesn't notice me. I spent my entire life not being noticed by my parents i need a man who will notice me