anon's messages scan like a really weird, poor taste troll. prob best to ignore them lbr -lenney
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anon's messages scan like a really weird, poor taste troll. prob best to ignore them lbr -lenney
yeah you're right
pls field all questions about my status as a real human person and fuckboy to @lenney they will be able to confirm or deny as necessary
hot chocolate & blizzard c: -lenney
hot chocolate. what’s is your astrological sign? is it accurate to your personality? i’m a gemini! people say geminis are two faced but i’m not ahaha, but i am very adaptable and i can be very indecisive sometimes!
blizzard. what era of fashion would you bring back, if you had the choice? the 70’s!! i just love the fashion and the hairstyles?? iconic
Hometown
Will's Friend Otis pt 3
Will Lenney Centric
summary- Will goes home to take care of himself but re-lives the worst memories possible
warnings- swearing, my terrible writing, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, PAST SUICIDE ATTEMPTS.
a/n- I didn't give Will's siblings names bc I don't know them or want to get it wrong aha.
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Fans were nagging, desperate to know what happened to their favourite YouTuber. They were trying to find answers through everyone. Friends, family, even those who were barely connected to Will. Everyone was tight lipped. Alex had tweeted about it, "Will's not feeling to great at the moment. His next videos are pre recorded so after the last one, he won't be posting until he's better. Don't be a prick, he'll post when he's ready."
Will knew the fans were desperate. His heart broke when he read a message from his friends whilst the taxi made its way to his parents' home.
Stephen Try Hard
Hey mate, I know shit's tough but your tougher. You've dealt with me, this should be a walk in the park. Text me if you need anything.
James Marriott
gonna send you some memes to make you laugh during your recovery. one for every day your gone. xoxoxoxo
[A picture of Jesus Shrek is sent. It makes Will snort with laughter.]
Alex Earns 50k
Can't wait for you to come back, George is annoying on his own :( Get better soon x
Small man George
I'm gonna guess everyone has written hearty messages yeah? Get better soon I guess 💜
Gee
Flat is lonely without you... You're getting better everyday! xxx
JJ
I know we're not besties but if you wanted to talk about whatever is going on I'm here ❤
Laurence
What is life without a few challenges along the way? You don't have to face then alone. Everyone has your back, none of us are leaving you to deal with this x
Big Boy Brian
We don't really do heart to hearts but I've got your back whenever you need us
Will paid the driver and collected his stuff. He pulled his suitcase, backpack on his shoulders, a pillow under one armpit, whilst he walked Otis to the front of his childhood home.
His mum quickly ran out and hugged him. "Oh honey I'm so glad you're home!" She beamed despite the circumstances. Will knew so it wasn't to trigger anything. "I missed you so much."
"I missed you too." Will almost cried. His mum shushed him and pulled away. She smiled sweetly before looking down at Otis.
"Now this lovely boy must be Otis!" She bent down and started stroking Otis.
"I bought his dog bed if you don't like him on the sheets." Will rambled. "I also bought my pillow, a little reminder of London. I also bought his bowls and food and toys. I didn't even think about Darcey and-"
"Honey, you're my son; not my house guest. He can sleep on the sheets. How about you unpack and I'll make us some tea?"
Will nodded before taking his stuff up to his room. He opened the door and sighed contently. Nothing had changed. The walls were still a light blue and all his old football posters were plastered on the wall. He placed the dog bed on the floor and let go of Otis so he could explore the room. Will put the pillow on the bed. He immediately started putting his clothes in the wardrobe.
A knock at the door startled him. He turned to see his mum holding Darcey by a lead.
"I figured it'd be best if they'd get introduced." She said. Will nodded and held onto Otis' lead as he walked him over to the bigger dog.
After the dogs got introduced Will's mum explained that his dad was on his way home with Will's siblings. Will had simply nodded, anxious about the inevitable "talk" that was bound to happen.
Will and his mum were watching Eastenders when the rest of their family wondered through the door. Will quickly jumped up and gave them all a hug, before lying to his siblings that he was home for a break. His brother immediately asked about YouTube and all the famous people he's met.
Later, they were all sat around the table for dinner and the conversation was flowing easily. Old memories and silly stories were brought up. Will smiled at how peaceful he was at home. It wasn't until his siblings had left the dining room that it became tense.
"Will, we should talk about what's been going on." His mum had stated quietly, worried that her other children were listening in.
"We want you to talk to us." Will's dad added and it made Will feel physically sick. "We can't have a repeat of what happened when you were sixteen okay?" Will tensed.
"You promised you'd never talk about that again." He spoke through gritted teeth.
"It needs to be spoken about, Will." His dad said.
"This is different." Will stated, anger over taking him. He had made his parents promise to never talk about what happened at age sixteen.
"How do we know it's different?" His dad's voice raised a bit. "How do we know you won't try to take your own life again, Will? How do we know?" His dad yelled.
"Shut up." Will growled.
"How do we know that you won't try to jump off that bridge again? How will we know?" His dad yelled.
"I said shut up!" Will screamed, standing up suddenly. "You said you would never talk about it again!"
Otis bounded into the room and started to try and help his owner calm down by licking his leg and nudging against him. Will was shaking as he leaned down to stroke his dog.
"I'm going to bed." Will sighed. As he walked out the room he saw his siblings all stood outside. He quickly ran upstairs and got a hold of his phone before calling up James.
"Hi, mate, everything alright?"
"Um can I rant quickly?" Will stuttered out.
"Of course."
"I just got into an argument with my dad."
"Oh."
"He brought up what happened when I was sixteen. He yelled it and they heard. My siblings heard!" Will sobbed. "He promised to never to talk about it again."
"Will... what happened when you were sixteen?"
Will froze. He hadn't told any of his friends what happened, he couldn't.
"Will?"
"I tried to kill myself, James." Will whimpered. "I was so close to jumping off that bridge."
"Oh, Will."
Will flinched. "Don't pity me."
"Will are you gonna be okay there? Or do you want to come back?"
"I need to stay, have a break."
"Will putting yourself in a place where you are uncomfortable, is gonna make everything ten times worse. I promise you."
"But I can't be in London."
"Why not?"
"I- I don't know." Will whispered. "I thought this would help, but-"
"Give it a few more days. If you need to come back to London and we'll look after you here. Okay?"
"Alright." Will whispered.
"Hey, I love you, man."
Will swallowed the lump in his throat. "Love you too."
Will hung up and laid on the bed. He stroked Otis lightly when there was a knock at his door.
"Who is it?" He asked. Slowly, his younger brother walked in. "What's up?" He sat up a little bit.
"Why are you home? I want the truth this time." His brother sighed.
"I missed you all, needed a bit of a break." Will said.
"I said the truth, Will. I saw what Alex put on Twitter. I also saw that video online of you having a panic attack." Will quickly sat up. "What's going on Will?"
Will patted a spot on his bed and his brother wondered over and sat next to Will.
"I've got anxiety. And shit's been real tough lately. Gee and Alex and all my other mates told me I needed to take a break." Will spoke quietly.
"What happened when you were sixteen? What was dad talking about?" Will's brother asked. Will felt his eyes water.
"Dad and I were talking about how, when I was sixteen, I tried to kill myself." Will stuttered.
Will was expecting questions or disgust or something bad but instead he was engulfed in a hug.
"I love you. You're my big brother and one of my best friends. Please don't leave me." His brother's voice wobbled.
"I won't. It was a long time ago anyway." Will promised and kissed the top of his brother's head. He wasn't going to kill himself but the intrusive thoughts weren't going to leave.
Congrats on one mil subs Will!! 💙
Missing You - Part 1
WillNE X Reader Requested : nah Notes : lol still not done the requests but will do soon, just had this idea pop into my head. - Half an hour. That's all you had left until you could see your best friends once again. And most importantly, Will. You'd been dating on and off for a year but, with your trust issues, every chance of a kiss or more or the chance of actually becoming official, you'd dodge by a mile. You were on the plane back from Amsterdam. You'd been on a rowdy family holiday for 3 weeks to European capital cities. Your cousins had been there too. You chatted to them loads about Will before and they had made you realise that, on this holiday, you had missed him more than ever. At first, you argued against them, telling them it's just because you were hormonal. But after a while, you began to realise it wasn't just hormones, it was because you truly did miss him. As the plane touched ground with the runway of London Heathrow, you beamed with happiness. "Y/N, you weren't even this happy in Paris!" One of your cousins laughed as she grabbed her luggage from the over head locker. You made your way out of the plane and down the steps, raindrops hitting your face. After collecting your luggage, you texted Gee to see where she had parked to pick you up. She had offered to let you sleep round her flat that night instead of you driving down to Kent, which is where you live. She messaged back saying 'We are outside in the pick up zone'. Your heart fluttered. "We". Did that mean Will was there. You waved bye to your family and practically ran to the exit. You looked around and saw Gee and Josh stood outside a white Audi. "What's this then?" You laughed, nodding to the car. "It's my new pussy patrol car" Josh replied, Gee slapped his arm. "Hmm, it's very nice" you complimented as you lifted your bags into the boot. No sign of Will. On your way home, you chatted about your holiday but also what was going on in Gee and Josh's life. "I think Will missed you, Y/N. He'd try and FaceTime you constantly, but obviously with the lack of wi-fi..." Gee said, turning to you. You felt your cheeks burn slightly at the sound of his name. Josh helped you with one of your cases and Gee helped with your hand luggage as you shoved yourselves into the lift and up to Gee and Will's floor. "Is Will home?" You quickly blurted out. Gee nodded, adding a giggle. Your heart fluttered as you watched the numbers of the floors climb. You reached the floor and pulled your luggage out of the lift. Gee led the way to the flat and Josh trailed behind, leaving you to bring up the rear. She opened the door to her flat and sang "We're home! And we've brought someone with us!" She said calling for Will. You dumped your luggage where the others had and started walking into the lounge. Gee and Josh took a seat on the sofa as you walked through the lounge door. Suddenly, you were engulfed in a huge hug. Your arms reached round their waist and their arms strangled you. A black hoodie. Skinny black jeans. Fresh cologne. It could only be one person. Your hands gripped the material of the jumper as you repositioned yourself. You put your arms around Will's neck and pulled him down so you could rest your chin on his shoulder. "I missed you" you mumbled out, barely inaudible. "I missed you more" Will mumbled back as he pulled you closer. You finally pulled away and looked up and the gorgeous man in front of you. He ran his hand through his hair as he gestured for you to go and sit on the sofa. "Uh, do you want a tea or anything, Y/N?" Will asked flicking the kettle on. You sat down on the sofa next to Josh. You hummed in agreement and you slipped off your shoes and pulled your hair up into a ponytail. Will passed you your tea and began to walk off with his own. "Hm, well I guess I'm going to go and continue editing then... you know..." he said awkwardly. What's happened with him? You wondered. You looked down at your tea. Your favourite mug. The perfect colour. You couldn't help but smile.
anyone else with Will looks extra cute in his new video ????
quite liked this video