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Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. Tagged by: queerkiba WHAT WAS YOUR: 1.Last beverage: elderberry syrup dilluted by water 2.Last phone call: Mom probably 3.Last text message: Asking dad if they’ve returned from Croatia 4.Last song you listened to: CALL ME BABYyyyy (by exo) ;) 5.Last time you cried: Last week when i was reading ‘A thousand splendid suns’ and almost drowned in my tears HAVE YOU EVER: 6.Dated someone twice: No. 7.Been cheated on: No. 8.Kissed someone and regretted it: Yeah lots. 9.Lost someone special: Yes about a year ago. 10.Been depressed: Yes the majority of my childhood and teenage life. 11.Been drunk and threw up: once ew THREE FAVORITE COLORS: blue, lavander and grey?? IN THE LAST YEAR, YOU HAVE: 15.Made a new friend: Yes lots, in Scotland :) 16.Fallen out of love: No. 17.Laughed until you cried: probably 18.Met someone who changed you: I think everyone you meet influences you and changes you a bit, so yes 19.Found out who your true friends are: Who knows?? Does anyone ever know ?? 20.Found out someone was talking about you: yeahh 21.Kissed one of your followers/following: Nope GENERAL: 22. How many people do you know in real life that you follow/follows you on tumblr: 8? 9? 24.Do you have any pets: No but my mom's boufriend's dog visits a lot and she looks like a direwolf :3 25.Do you want to change your name: No i like it, plus i never have to put numbers next to it when i make usernames, because apparently it's not very common :D 26.What did you do for your last birthday?: Went rockclimbing with my friends in Scotland and then hung out in student accom. and ate cake and we thew cards at eachother it was fun 27.What time did you wake up today: 10.30 ish 28.What were you doing at midnight last night: probably reading fanfiction 29.Name something you CANNOT wait for: Going to Croatia like every summer and lots and lots of swimming and not wearing any shoes. Plus moving into my first apartment in Scotland in september. 30.Last time you saw your mother: I'm visiting home for summer, so about two hours ago 31.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Wish i was less socially awkward and annoying/boring so i could make more genuine connections with people 32.What are you listening to right now: EXO - El Dorado 33.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah probably in kindergarten last 34.What's getting on your nerves right now: The fact that i still dont have a job and need money for rent ;-; 35.Most visited website: tumblr and youtube 36.Blood type: A? 37.Nickname: Tajči, Tajko, TaJa (with english J -.-). 38.Relationship Status: single 39.Zodiac Sign(s): aries 40.Pronouns: she/her 41.Elementary: Attended in Ljubljana, Slovenia 3 min. away 42.High School: Same, except 15 min. away 43. College: (uni?) attending rn in Scotland :) 44.Hair color: brown 45.Long or short: I'm back to long yay 46.Height: 163 cm 47.Do you have a crush on someone: Does EXO count 48.What do you like about yourself: ??! I moved to a different country alone and was okey 49.random fact about yourself: buying stationery is the height of my productivity 50.Tattoos: Hopefully one day if i can decide what lol 51.Righty or lefty: righty 52.First Surgery: neveeer D: . 53.First piercing: nothing 54.First best friend: kindergarten Neža and Alina i think 55.First sport you enjoyed: badminton?? Horseback riding?? 56.First vacation: either Switzerland or Croatia 58.First pair of trainers: Who tf knows that RIGHT NOW: 59.Eating: Chocolate pudding 60.Drinking: Nothing but want mead or sake or something 61.I'm about to: read or watch tv shows 62.Listening to: 'Taemin- danger' but it was almost exo (what a surprise) 63.Waiting for: me to stop being a lazy fuck 64.Want kids: maybe 65.Get married: probably not idk. 66.Career: journalism??? Media??? Who knows WHICH IS BETTER: 67.Lips or eyes: eyes 68.Hugs or kisses: hugs 69.Shorter or taller: shorter 70.Older or younger: slightly older 71.Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous 72.Nice stomach or nice arms: arms 73.Sensitive or loud: either 74.Hook-up or relationship: i don't know; both 75.Trouble maker or hesitate: hesitate?? HAVE YOU EVER: 76.Kissed a stranger: yes 77.Drank hard liquor: yes yummy 78.Lost glasses/contacts: when i was little i had glasses for a while so yeah 79. ?? 80.Broke someones heart: yes 81.Had your own heart broken: No 82.Been arrested: No. 83.Turned someone down: Yes a lot 84.Cried when someone died: yes a lot 85.Fallen for a friend: No DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86.Yourself: hell no 87.Miracles: No 88.Love at first sight: NOo 89.Heaven: NO. 90.Santa clause: No. 91.Kiss on first date: Yes 92.Angels: Nope

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Q&A, i was tagged: (sorry for the length)

Rule 1: Always post the rules. Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post. Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them 1. Have you ever had imaginary friends? Describe them. When I was younger, every summer, I visited this beautiful trailer park with my mom and sister, and since we had our own trailer in the pine forest next to the sea, we stayed there the whole summer. I had a couple of friends there, who also visited the camp and one especially was kind of like a best friend to me. So one day, we were insanely bored, and me having a giant imagination as a child, I invented Tinkerbell, the fairy from Peter Pan. I said she was my invisible fairy and for the whole summer, I talked as if Tinkerbell was there, next to us, and only I could see her. I told stories about her and invented games and plots and such. And my friend loved it! She wasn't that big on imagination, she was great at some other stuff, but stories and such wasn't it. So she adored Tinkerbell. And after a while, I saw her get a bit sad, because she wished she had a fairy too. And at that point, I constructed a story about Tinkerbell's friend Violet, who was her fairy, she just couldn't see her. My friend was super excited about it. And I think at one point, I made Tinkerbell evil. And my friend's 'fairy' was helping us and was on our side. xD All in all, this lasted for about 2 summers and it's such a hillarious memory of mine. 2. What opinion do you have of your parents? Did they/are they doing a good job? This is kind of a complicated topic and a sore spot for me. I'd rather not go into details and avoid certain things that happened. But the gist is, I don't have a particularly good view on my dad. He left when I was little but I still see him. He's kind of a jerk sometimes and also he 'forgets' to pay child support even though he has a lot of money. But sometimes, he's ok. I do love him though, even though I really hate him. My mom's fine. She's nice. She's very extroverted and naive and such, which sometimes completely clashes with me and I sometimes can't stand the things she does and says. But I do love her a lot more than my dad, especially since she practically brought me and my sister up on her own. 3. Most frequent dream? This one time when I was quite lucid while dreaming, I started flying in the dream. And now whenever I'm semi aware that I'm in fact, not awake, I suddenly think: ohh, hey, i'm dreaming, therefore I can totes fly, right? So that's a pretty common thing that happens. It's very complicated though. Dreams are odd and even when I want to fly sometimes things just don't work and I can't do it. Also the fact that I'm aware of dreaming doesn't much change things. Somehow in the dream, i don't care about the things I wanted to try when I was awake and thought of lucid dreaming. I suppose in dreams, your feelings and way of thinking is different. 4. What attracts you in people? Not only in a romantic or sexual way, in general who would you talk to? Intelligence. Not in a grades kind of way but in a "I'm quick on my feet, capable and smart in my decisions and choice of words." I love people who I can have an open minded deep conversations with. What attracts me as well is when a person knows how to be quiet and doesn't have to be social all the time, but when they are, they don't have a big problem with it and converse easily. Dunno why. It's just something I like. 5. Favourite tv-series? I've got loads and they change pretty frequently. The current ones are 'The game of thrones' and 'Perception'. 6. Ever heard voices? I don't think I did. Except this one time when I experienced sleep paralysis, i heard strange noises which is pretty common as much as I've researched. 7. Do you have any siblings? Describe them, what you love about them, what you hate about them. I do. A sister, 16 years old - she's annoying as heck and I dislike her immensely, because she's a pretty self absorbed, shitty person; but lately I see I have had a good influence on her since she started being a bit more open minded (i.e. she doesn't think homosexuality is bad anymore). I've two half siblings as well. Ela is three, she's a doll, very smart and individualistic. I though she'd turn out spoilt because of my dad and her mom, but she's changing lately and she'd starting to be very polite and kind. I love her. I also have a little half brother, Rene. He's going to be 1 soon. He's a cutie. His behaviour is similar to mine when I was little, than Ela's. He's a quiet baby. 8. Would you rather have element bending powers (Avatar the last airbender-style) or be able to fly? Frankly, as much as I'd love to fly, I was always fascinated with element bending. I used to watch and read W.i.t.c.h. as a child and I fell in love with element bending. I think I could have a lot more fun with it than just flying. 9. Favourite nature setting? (Mountains/forest/glaciers/etc.) Oh gosh, such a hard question. I have so many favourites, it's hard to talk of them all. I suppose I love the sea the most. I am completely in awe of it and whenever I'm by the sea side, I feel good and it's hard for me to leave. I also adore sun-lit forests that smell like rain. 10. What languages do you speak and why and how did you learn them?My mother language is Slovenian. I also speak Croatian because it's similar to Slovenian and common to be heard here since we're so cose to Croatia and we also visit their sea side. I'm in the learning stages of French, since it was the second language I took in highschool. I know english well, It's required learning since about 10 years old. I'm picking up on german lately, again the german\austrian\swiss influences are to blame. That's it I believe. I do want to learn a couple more such as Italian, Russian, and some north european language perhaps. 11. ¿Do you like these question marks? I don't see the point in them, to be honest, though I'm fairly sure they are used in Spain. I've no use for them though. Bonus question. What part of yourself disappoints you? Huh. That's a question that I could discuss for a year without stopping. I'm pretty tough with myself, I expect only the best which is not what I usually get. Also the answer is contradictory since some parts of me that disappoint me, also give me pride somehow, since they make me different from the norm (for example my complete messed-up-ness (i know that's not a word, sorry xD). I suppose I'd prefere to not run away from things when life gets stressfull. I am a pretty huge escapist. I deny the problem until the last second and then I start fixing it with my last breath. I think that's the most disappointing thing to me currently ... I'm working on it. Thanks for tagging me. Sorry the answers are soooo long. I guess I was just in the mood to write. My questions for the tagged are: ~ What kind of climate do you live in. Do you like it? ~ What would your perfect living situation be like? (the people, the place, the furniture, the location, etc.) ~ Is there a particular holiday that you really love? Similarly, is there one that you dislike immensely? Why? ~ How would you deal with it, if you suddenly got the power to read minds. What would you do with your power? ~ What do you do when you really need to unwind? After a long day perhaps or a stressful situation? (a certain tv show, reading, drinking, etc.) ~ What fictional character is really close to your heart? ~ Favourite candy? (it can be a type, a brand, etc.) ~ Which Hogwarts house do you think you'd be in? ~ Yummiest cuisine? ~ If you wrote a book, what kind of book would it be? What kind of topics would it tackle? ~ Is there any social issue that you're particularly passionate about?