If I knew how much love I had inside me underneath all the shame, sadness, depression, anxiety, pain, confusion etc... I would of started this spiritual journey a long as time ago but, everything happens for a reason. The problem with how you approach it is how you’re wording it. Why is this happening TO ME? Instead ask: Why is this happening FOR ME? Every pain or discomfort you’ve ever gone through will teach you a valuable lesson about what you do not want or what you should avoid and change. Working on what myself and figuring out what it is I need, my body craves/wants or what my soul is drawn to is a constant reminder to stay present in each and every moment to listen to my heart, mind, body and soul. It’s like that movie the Perks of Being a Wallflower, when he said: “We accept the love we think we deserve” We allow people in the bedrooms of our minds before we allow people to look through the windows of our soul & I know it’s not easy to always know exactly what you want but you have to try and start listening to the inner voice that’s within you. Every day wake up & look in the mirror & stare into those beautiful eyes of yours and ask yourself what do I need what do I want how do I get it? You can give these things to yourself because it isn’t fair if you allow someone else into your life making them your source of happiness and not knowing how to give it to yourself. Think of your heart as your home and would you allow someone to step foot inside if it was dirty or cluttered with garbage? Shadow work is painful and it requires a lot of intimate work but you can’t run away from it or hide from it any longer. It’s a full moon tonight so don’t forget to charge your crystals set your intentions and remove anything that no longer serves you because you all deserve the life that you want and I love you all