LEOGIE ONESHOT BIRCHEEEZ! I needed to fuel the ship, as I am a huuuge shipper! So basically, Kogie's been having really bad nightmares about the band and especialle Leo. He's been very distant and upset. General fluff and sadness. Yeah, hope you enjoy! I haven't written crap on here since last tear! Damn! Yeah, please enjoy~ ~~ Kogie shot up from bed for what he thought was the millionth time this night.. Another nightmare. Third in a row for a night. He was shaking in fear, a thin layer of sweat covering his forehead. His breathing was fast and his emerald green eyes were wide and fearful. His eyes darted around the room, taking in his surroundings. Another one of his nightmares... Recently he has been getting nightmares where everyone he loves either dies or turns on him, killing him. And that is basically a reason why he hasn't been communicating with the band as much. He's been so distant from everyone. Especially Leo. He is scared that if he shares with them, they will think of him as a weak being. They will turn against him and use his fears against him: Losing his loved ones His lips were trembling, before he burst into another set of tears. This time it was even worse. Leo had ditched him after he said that it was all his fault about something. And then the whole band blamed him as well. Everyone he ever trusted turned against him. ~ Kogie really needed someone to talk to... To cuddle up with during the night. He wished to have a shoulder to cry on. But he was afraid they would push him away. ~ But he had to throw these feelings aside as he stood up on his shaky legs, slowly creaking the door open. He needed Leo, wether he was scared or not. The bassist walked towards Leo's room. He stood in front of the door, wondering if it was a good idea. But his hand gently tapped the door, as if on its own accord. Kogie began shaking with sobs again as he thought of the possibilities from his action. Leo opened the door, rubbing his eyes. But they shot open in worry as Kogie threw himself at the drummer, sobbing, head buried in the taller man's chest. "Sh..shit! Kogie, what's wrong?" Leo shrieked and pulled Kogie in. Kogie wasn't really in the state or mood for walking, so Leo picked him up and put him down on the bed, sitting beside him. The drummer pulled his bandmate in a tight embrace, gently stroking his hair. "Do you want to talk about it?" Leo whispered, looking down at Kogie's shaking from sobs frame. The bassist was clutching Leo's shirt as if his life depended on it. He shook his head, his heartbreaking sobs carrying on. "Just tell me what's wrong whenever you're ready" the drummer whispered, sighing, as he pulled Kogie closer, kissing the shorter's head. ~~~~ Kogie's sobs had calmed down and was much better than before 10 minutes. His sobs had quieted down into just sniffs and slight hiccups. "Leo...?" The bassist whispered. "Hm?" Leo diverted his attention back to Kogie. He was thinking of his bandmate. Why was he so distant recently? Every time Leo would try to give him a hug, the bassist would flinch back. Leo has been thinking if this for a long time now. He thought he had done something wrong and that's why Kogie has been avoiding him. But no. It was not that at all.. "I...I think I can tell you now" Kogie whispered and sighed. Leo repositioned himself so he was facing Kogie now. "S..so I've been having these awful nightmares recently... Basically my brain assumes that what happens in the dreams is going to be the same in reality. (Not even the slightest song reference intended). And... I've been having dreams... About you and the guys.. And basically.. You turn on against me... And sometimes someone kills you... It freaking terrifies me.. Because when I wake up, it feels like it's going to happen soon or it has already happened..." the brunette explained, chewing at his lip nervously. He still thought this was a bad idea. "That's why you've been so distant..? Because you think we'll think of you as a weak person? Hell... You really think that we, especially me, will hate you...? Oh god, Kogie please, just believe me, you are not a weakling. You're the bravest person I've ever met... You know I would never hate you. Whatever happens, I will never leave your side, okay..?" Leo quickly said, placing his hand on the bassist's cheek. Kogie was still trying to bite back his sobs, but to no avail. It seemed too real. .. His nightmares seemed to real for him. He was on the edge of breaking down again, but a soft pair of lips pressed on his own, stopping him. Kogie froze in place, not really knowing or registering what the fuck is going on, but his lips shifted as well. And he just realised. He. Just. Kissed. His. Best. Fucking. Friend. Leo smiled into the kiss and pulled back, giving Kogie another soft peck on the lips. "Whatever is going on in that cute head of yours..." Leo began, slightly tapping the other's head. "...Just remember I will always love you to bits. We all love you. I want you to remember that. But I do most. Hehe~" the blonde-brunette giggled and gave the bassist a reassuring smile. Kogie, for the first time in a week, felt his lips twitch into a small and shy smile, his cheeks heating up slightly. "Thank you so much... But.. Uh... Can I sleep in your bed tonight..? I-I mean if you're okay with-" the bassist stammered, but Leo cut him off by kissing him again. "Of course you can" the drummer smiled and leaned back onto the pillow. Kogie laid his head on Leo's chest, hand over his torso as he slowly drifted to sleep. Leo smiled, one arm around the shorter man's waist, the other gently stroking Kogie's soft hair. "Night, Koges" "Night Leo... Thank you"