Warden Valerian "Leri" Virtanen
(appears in this fic of mine - Yours on ao3)
Orlesian ✨ mage - healer ✨ half elven ✨ noble [redacted] lineage
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Warden Valerian "Leri" Virtanen
(appears in this fic of mine - Yours on ao3)
Orlesian ✨ mage - healer ✨ half elven ✨ noble [redacted] lineage
I've read the books of Dragonriders of Pern and heard of the tragedy Moretas ride was, but reading it hit me so hard on a gut level. Holth just doggedly determined to return back to Leri and Moreta just as much to return to Orlith. The description of Orlith bound by her impending motherhood to protect her clutch but wailing in despair
Sh'Gall, who Moreta disliked but admired as a leader in Fall, who already was crumbling in the face of a pandemic now devastated by the loss of his Weyrlady
Allessan who loved Moreta as much as she loved him
Capiam who cherished her skills
K'Lon who was supported by her
Leri, who fought for her to the end to do what's right
Moreta and Holth, who saved Pern
Some moments from the last few sessions// Conquest of @chaotier , Timbob of @lordcapricorn ,Lor-Elaine of @fisherrend and Leri of @potw0r//
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He's in love with someone new. He doesn't want to admit to himself but I always knew. I knew when he fell out of love. I knew when he watched someone else. I knew when he was in pain. I knew when he needed space. I knew when he needed me. But now here I am, relating to a stupid quote that reads "Here I sit, brokenhearted, tried to shit but only farted, then again I took a chance, tried to fart then shit my pants."
I don't know where my happiness went. I feel I've lost it for some time now. Don't know how to quite get it back. I miss it a lot.
I don't know how to explain it. All I can tell people is "I feel tired," which I do. I can no longer find the strength to wake up in the morning. I can not find the words to speak to others nor the pain of feeling like no one really cares.
I miss him. But the hardest part about all of this is every day I realize that although I love him with all of me, he is not the person I need him to be.
He cares about others and their opinion while I have to beg him to care for me just a bit. It seems like an exaggeration, its true. It might be, but the right words just don't feel alive.
I'd love to feel alive again.
For more than just a moment.
I'd love to feel more than an empty, hollow shell.
I'd love to feel life again.
Feel happiness. Feel love. Feel joy. Feel care. Feel alive again.
I just want...
I want what I need.
I want to just go back living my life without the feeling of missing a big part of me.
I want to stop crying randomly through the day for no reason or for breaking down at the slightest problem. I want to wake up with a purpose.
But most of all I wish I could find my place. Not feel lost. Just, at home. I wish it didn't feel like it needs to be with him.
I miss me. Don't get lost too long and come back to me.
I need to feel you again.
Some doodle of Leri// a NPC that I enjoy a lot// ( she’s from @potw0r ‘s dnd world//)
You’re my favorite person