#lesbian musing

[shortcakeem0ji]

as a newly out lesbian, i do have this thing thats been bugging me, and thats the fact i feel like i NEEEEEEEEEEED to be in a relationship and its like

i know i dont???? im only 24, im still young and i need to live my life and sooner or later i will find the person who i may spend the rest of my life with, but seeing other ppl who are around my age already having partners

the panic kinda sets in, like, its the feeling that im missing out on a buncha shit

i know i need to take my time, im still learning about myself after all, and who knows i might find someone the next day but

i guess i dont wanna be alone??? and thats the scariest thing ever

[worthwriiting]

[wildflowerwildfire01]

she sent me biceps pics and I damn near came in my pants

[wildflowerwildfire01]

even though my type is much older women I fear I was blessed with intellect and critical thinking so I know they have no business being attracted to someone my age

sucks balls

[wildflowerwildfire01]

realizing I really did just settle for she/they pronouns and continue to look very conventional and feminine because it’s what makes me look more attractive

[shortcakeem0ji]

one day, i will find myself someone i can call “mine” ❤️

[shortcakeem0ji]

i hope 2 one day have someone i can call my own. 2 have, 2 hold 2 love.

im like the moon, yearning for the sun, but theyre always out of reach

[shortcakeem0ji]

its been a full year (and two months) since ive come out as a lesbian, and its the best thing ive ever done and ive never been more happy and so sure of myself

i love being a lesbian. i love shouting and screaming from the rooftops that im a lesbian. i love identifying and embracing that i am a femme lesbian. i love waking up every morning and going to bed every night seeing my lesbian flag hanging proudly near my window. i love living my lesbian truth. i love experiencing lesbian joy. lesbian joy and love and embracing myself is truly divine.