09/12 - sickly sweet and sour citrus
sour guilt fills my tongue
not too different from
the burning tang of bile
and i claw at my mouth
desperate to taste that sweet
acidic fire i get with orange
when it’s covered in chocolate
and pulls me deep
been havin a sexuality crisis for the last couple of days & i wrote this poem ab feeling like a fraud :/ newly coming out to u all as a lesbian!! (i prev identified as pan, then queer.) these last six months have been very self reflective & i’m so happy to say it feels like i have a huge weight off my chest :)