#lets smile

[sf9fantasyturkey]

SF9 Zuho - Let's Smile (이 노래 하나로) [Türkçe Altyazılı / Turkish Sub]

[Çeviri] 

Hadi hep beraber gülümseyelim Fantasy 💙

Zuho’nun SoundCloud’a yüklediği “Let’s Smile” şarkısını sizler için çevirdik, keyifli seyirler~✨

[ookaikami]

jongin is in the mv so i dont see the problem - sincerely a kai stan

[unluckyblondesurvivor]

The Fast Forward or Denial?

Sometimes, I can't understand whether I am just so used to being hurt by people I love that I managed to get such thick and high wall around me that it seams that nothing gets to me. Its been a month. I hadn't cried, I had't looked at his pictures or tried to remember his smell, or his jokes or his voice, nothing of what I should be doing as a normal girl according to all the brainwashing movies about break ups. Its as if my brain intentionally deleted or hided him from my memory. I don't think I'm in denial. I understand very clearly what happened, and I don't want him back, not after how much he hurt me. There is nothing he can do which will make me want to take him back. Not that he asked. 

So the question is:is it too soon to be over someone you was married to and loved, or am I really in such a bad denial, that I am denying a denial?

I go out, I meet friends, drink wine, enjoy being out or being home, even enjoy being alone. Apart from all the thoughts like documents, divorce papers (which I suppose are coming soon), my job search and everything which I had to change, I don't think of him personally. I only think of what he had caused. Could it mean that I never loved him? But I did at one point, I really did.

I saw one guy today at a restaurant and I liked him, and I realized that I am allowed to. I can like someone without feeling bad. That gave me strength and even a smile. Not that I would start going out with someone now, but the thought that I can is helping. One door closes..? Or am I the worst person ever?

My morning started with the funeral music from the street today. Oh well, worse things then my divorce happen, I thought to myself. On the other hand I was falling asleep to the sounds of my neighbors having sex. Or maybe just her alone, didn't really hear the guy, so who knows! Is it coincidental how my day starts and ends?Circle of life?Or someone's joke?Oh well, what can I do. 

[lets-create-a-better-world]

To Do List

Don't Worry

Be Happy

[lets-create-a-better-world]

[flxweryxng]

Hi I'm a stranger

But I think you'll look wonderful if you smile

[timpluse]