Dear person I envy,
You're probably happy now. Or should I say again, that you're selfish attitude has indeed prevailed. God I also hate you! We used to kiss sweet love notes closed. Until so long you got sick of me, believe me, I live with it. Ugh, you never cared enough of what people thought of you. When they bothered you though, you snapped, oh fuck you snapped! I wish I could snap. I wish I was brave like you. Ambitious like you. Ignorant like you. Naïve like you. In love. Like. You. Instead I take a neutral stance, you loud and verbose, sticking with your decisions. Me quiet, stupid, neurotic, you're an arrow smith, a bleeding bullet slug, a canvas of screaming colors that broke the artists hand. The brick the architect refused. You are simply amazing. If I was half of you, Oh if I was half of you.