#leviathansys posts

[leviathansys]

Just a reminder that you do not fight racism with racism. Mass generalizations do not help any group make meaningful change.

I'm saying this about the Valko drama and a too-large amount of American fans who referred to the small group of anti-Valko fans as "the CN fans" when it was pretty clear it was not even a majority of the fanbase, and it has only become more clear that it very much wasn't a majority, and it was actually a fairly small group.

There are allegedly other factors at play in this situation. Don't stop showing your love for Valko and the passionate desire for him to come back. But also don't demonize an entire group of people over a small, hateful minority. Leave your hate on only that small group, don't bring it to the rest of an entire country of people.

I wanted to say something sooner but didn't have the words.

[leviathansys]

pls tell me theres other AuDHD Asians out there

sometimes it feels like im alone in my own community and i shouldnt exist, and i just want to see theres more ppl like me out there

-🪐

[leviathansys]

sys vent

kinda sucks being an extrovert in an introvert system

everybody else here and all our hosts get socially drained so fast, but none of our extroverted members can front for too long before passing it to one of the primary fronters

but i wanna hang out with our friends way more

its frustrating >:/

-🦁Leo (he/him)

[leviathansys]

Kinda wanna write a scifi book with plural protagonists, and have them be completely normalized in the scifi world

Like the narration changes depending on who is fronting. idc that it may not be so easy to read - that isnt the point. it isnt supposed to be. maybe even change the font when someone else fronts to indicate a switch or an interjection.

[leviathansys]

i hate hiccups!!!!!! 😭😭😭 why u catch em once in a day and then it happens at least once again later that day (once i had 4 hiccup episodes in a day, bruh why)

chat get him (him as in hiccups)

-🪐Saturn (they/it/spook/she)

[leviathansys]

i actually had time to art today!!! :DDDD

im so happy homies yall have no idea

this sys has had to cycle between our academic fronters for like almost an entire month straight and i finally got my time to art!!

i was able to actually transfer the physical sketches, theyre both for a comm and trade

but yea, the comm i had trouble sticking w a particular concept so i finally landed on one i liked but then the Month Of Constant Studying came along and i was finally able to put both into procreate and detail in the sketches a lot more and they both look super nice!!!!

next time i get to front alone and do art, i'll just be doing lineart and coloring but im thinking of trying out some new stuff and playing around w some art techniques, gonna kickstart that study with tppo >:D

i cant share the art until its done since theyre both mystery arts :^ but im excited on the progress!!

also i actually get to post smth on this blog that isnt a repost! shocker lmao

also eventually i'll get around to making bust arts of all the main members of our sys, and maybe then i can also make us those lil user box things to use as sign offs instead of the dash + name :^ idk we'll see when that "eventually" rlly ends up being (i wager a lil dumb sketch it'll be at least 6 months)

- Saturn 🪐 (they/it/spook/she)

[leviathansys]

how does one draw butterflies

(specifically the patterns for the wings, how tf-)

[leviathansys]

keeping the same friends before and after syscovery is GREAT, but its also kinda weird for me&, not in a bad way or anything

its just there are times where some of the sys members have to mask and pretend to be certain individuals in the sys (usually Jae), esp in moments that are more serious - like if my friend(s) rant abt some serious deep stuff, we cant help that someone else is fronting but we try to act like Jae bc thats the headmate we know they feel more comfy conversing abt these things with.

but most of the headmates in the system feel pretty equally close to these friends bc theyd cycle around front and interact fine before when we all thought we were just mentally copies of one person but various degrees to the left. and a lot of em still have those memories we've built with them. only a handful dont bc they formed after syscovery.

btw, they never ask us to do this, we just kinda backed ourselves into this.

also also, friends made after syscovery has been a bit strange too. which is mostly bc we dont put so much stress on ensuring every headmate knows everything thats happened via long internal telephone chain game. but now only certain members care to continue reaching out and talking to these friends, but if they dont front often, they dont rlly get that chance. esp rn where most of the time its Avery, Viper, or Jae fronting bc classes and work

idk things i find weird abt our own plurality

-🧭