#lftcotkd

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A tattoo design for Let free the curse of Taekwondo I plan on getting

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Hyeonho starts to also try and remade his life, after leaving behind his feelings for Dohoe... but he's still holding that strange, unfathomable sensation of "maybe if things had been different..."

He has hold to his repressed emotions for too long and now he's unconsciously holding to that tiny little thorn, tearing him apart slowly.

He starts dreaming about them. About Dohoe and himself. About his beautiful eyes looking at him with actual love, even if it wasn't the type of love he saw Juyeong with. He doesn't hate it anymore.

But he wakes up and tries to shake those dreams off. He knows he can't, because there was a time, albeit a short one, where he and Dohoe only really had each other.

His dreams are, in fact, memories, of a friendship he now considers lost.

Time goes by and now he only encounters his past on occasion, when he sees Juyeong in the reflection of his car's mirror, saying hi to the Taekwondo teacher of the building next door.

He doesn't like the greedy need of reaching out that spurs out of his chest.

He doesn't like to observe and actually think about Juyeong and the happiness he exhales. He doesn't like to think about Dohoe and wonder himself to sleep if he's actually doing better without him.

He can only guess that much by the laugh that reaches Juyeong's eyes, so loud and so free.

His dreams start to change.

That freedom and laughs are not longer secret to him. Where before a faceless silhouette of Juyeong stood, now there was a shining joy.

And Dohoe still looked at him with love, but this love confused him... so similar to the one he shared with Juyeong, never once the type of endearment he looked at him with...

"... But I survived because I had you. Because you were my friend."

He wakes up one day, and decides to make a risky call.

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Dohoe + Spotify │Let Free the Curse of Taekwondo

§→ Juyeong ver. + Playlist

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Okay now. Picture Juyeong and Dohoe:

Two birds on a wire One tries to fly away And the other watches him close from that wire He says he wants to as well, but he is a liar

I'll believe it all There's nothing I won't understand I'll believe it all I won't let go of your hand

Two birds on a wire One says: Come on, and the other says: I'm tired The sky is overcast and I'm sorry One more or one less, nobody's worried

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Two birds of a feather Say that they're always gonna stay together But one's never going to let go of that wire He says that he will, but he's just a liar

Anyways. I love torturing myself

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Take the wip 🫴

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... And what do I do with my life now. A H

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On the list of favorite media of all time you go

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This show is so loud y'all