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Music: Lie Again By Peruzzi

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listening to svt’s new album gave me an emotional rollercoaster cause of how sad and sweet each songs are. also, i need a svt scenario based on lie again, i just love this song sm.

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Lie Again

People look at me like I’m so different. If only they could read my past, they’d understand. If they had the scars that I got, If they knew the story behind all the bruises, If they’d know what it’s like to be scared to just say a simple “hello” , then maybe It’ll be okay. The term, “friend” is so uncharted to me. I don’t know what makes a good “friend” anymore. It’s like everytime I turned my head, someone had a target at the back of my head. I'm tired of the “ you bitch” to being shoved in a locker. It gets so much to me that I’m numb. I don't feel a thing anymore. Weren’t you guys supposed to be helping me and support me while im in this shell of my past self? Oh wait, you guys never cared and I’m here grieving why nobody wants to be here for me. It’s gone to the point where I lost all faith especially in myself. I’m stuck in the middle of nothing because there's nowhere to escape and there's nowhere to stay. It hurts walking outside and remembering the spot where I was beaten up. It hurts hearing glass break because it reminds me of my scars. Nothing has ever been the way I want it to, I continue to keep hurting and hurting. Just nobody knows what it’s like to wake up not knowing what purpose is there to life. People come and go they say, but in reality people just use you till you have no worth on earth anymore. I gave every inch of me thinking that you'd give me every bit of you back. But you grabbed the knife and stabbed in my scars. You went for my weakest points and you left me for dead but why? Why give my hopes off like that? I was broken enough, I was reluctant to pour my pain onto you thinking that’d you’d help me rebuild. But I guess you and so many people just don’t how to handle me anymore. Not being enough is such a common theme in my life. I shouldn’t have to feel the need to continually make someone satisfied just so I can stay relevant or seen in a lighter manner. To my parents, I’m sorry I can’t always make you satisfied. I’m sorry I’m not the top student in my class or the best runner in school. But I want you guys to know that I love you and I’m trying my very best to give you the best results I can give. But sometimes I feel like i’ll never reach your standards in life. I have so much doubt around me that it’s taken my mind too. Too all the people that I wasn’t good enough for, I’m sorry. You all have left me scars on my body. But just if you ever come back, don't lie to me again.

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